2nd December.

the breakfast i ate this morning tasted horrible. why would i even eat that in the first place? hm, i bet i was eating it just because i want to survive. isn't it? at least i won't die. i ate, walked to the campus, bought hot coffee on the way and met Jiyoon. we both walked again to the class, bearing the three hour of lectures, went to the library to search for references. studied a bit and Jiyoon excused herself cause she had to go and help her mother at restaurant. she's so hardworking! what about me? what am i doing in my life? i kept thinking over and over again since i was alone.

the sun was on its way to sink and i just got off the bus from the campus. i dropped off at Jiyoon's restaurant and saw her so busy attending the customers. so i decided not to disturb and instead, filled myself with some nice lights from the city. it was really beautiful and lively. ah! i also bought a new muffler. a white one. since the old one... nevermind.

i'll stop here, then.

4th December.

today was disastrous. i don't think that i woke up on the wrong side of the bed though. got complaint for my presentation, got scolded for being too easy on my groupmates by the lecturer, left my laptop and couldn't do my report at the library, so i j