4.1 Thantophobia

Cruel Mangaka and the Gentle Yakuza?

“ Are you sure it’s alright hyung?” Who the heck is Dongwoo? Why did he call him Sungjong-sama anyways?

Sunggyu just sighed seeing how ticked off his brother is right now, “ Well, we thought he’s be surprised that we brought him to his hometown, but the reaction we expected isn’t what we actually got. On top of that we’re the ones who got surprised”

“ I don’t know, maybe there’s a reason why he never talked about this place to me, or his past what if he will hate me after this”

“ I never knew you could be such a worry-wart kid, well if that happens… you just have to apologize to him until he gets tired and forgives you”  Sunggyu drained the wine into his lips.

“Actually we’re also curious about who really Sungjong is.” Imagine a notorious person like you for being loose and wild gets tamed by such character Sunggyu wanted to add that last sentence but didn’t. 

When I visited L that time to get his work he asked me if I knew where Sungjong’s hometown is. He never showed any interest to anyone ever since I knew him, so I was really surprised why he’d suddenly ask things like that and it piqued my interest. However due to the tight schedule I have I only got into the information about his hometown.

Myungsoo thought Sungjong’s just being homesick so he wanted to at least compensate for using him as an alternative solution to sleeping pills. Of course I know the ulterior motives of my cousin but I just played along.

Now that we’re here, we didn’t get the exactly the reaction we’d hope for. Judging from the situation, L’s pretty worried and … waaah the things I planned for Namu and I … are getting thrown out into the window!?

“Hyung! The hell! Snap out of it! Go to sleep already I’ll wait for Sungjong to come over” Myungsoo sat on the sofa.

“Will you be fine?”

“Sure, now get your bum out of my sight, you’re annoying me crescent eyes”

“Temee! Fine,” Sunggyu went to the bedroom he and Woohyun is sharing, he took one last glance at his brother and closed the door behind him.

“ Myungsoo-hyung, take care of yourself okay? I don’t want to leave you but most of all, I don’t want to be hated by you”

Huh? My alien, why are you crying? What are you saying?

Stop! Where are you going

Don’t let go of my hands!

Wait!

I reached out to hold him, but then I woke up and it’s all gone.  I was alone in the sofa, but I can feel Sungjong’s warmth and his scent still lingers in the air. He was here just now, where did he go?

“We still can’t find him, he’s not picking up and his clothes are still in our room”

“ Maybe he felt going in for a jog, you know this is his hometown so he might want to refresh some memories” Sunggyu said the next morning. “ here have some coffee to clear you up”

“ but he never goes off like that, he always tells me where he’ll go”

“ ah, come to think of it, last night I went to use the bathroom and I saw Sungjong beside you… “ Woohyun did not finished his sentence and look at Sunggyu as if asking if it’s alright.

“ I guess it can’t be helped” Sunggyu poured his boyfriend a cup of coffee.

“ I saw Sungjong hugging you, and he was crying”

Without a word, Myungsoo stood up and went into their room. Seconds later Sunggyu and Woohyun heard the other door get slammed.

“ What should we do now?” Woohyun asked.

“ Namu, last night, I slept alone in our room. You came back awhile later. Where were you?” Sunggyu calmly sipped his coffee.

“ Well, I just wanted to know why so I went down and had a chat with some of the staffs” Namu smiled innocently, but knowing how perceptive his boyfriend is, it’s no use to keep it a secret, “ if you give me a kiss I’ll tell you”

“ Hyung! Sungjong sent me a message, Come on!” Myungsoo suddenly burst open the door and drag his hyungs out.

Talk about bad timing. 

“ Are you sure it’s alright hyung?” Who the heck is Dongwoo? Why did he call him Sungjong-sama anyways?

Sunggyu just sighed seeing how ticked off his brother is right now, “ Well, we thought he’s be surprised that we brought him to his hometown, but the reaction we expected isn’t what we actually got. On top of that we’re the ones who got surprised”

“ I don’t know, maybe there’s a reason why he never talked about this place to me, or his past what if he will hate me after this”

“ I never knew you could be such a worry-wart kid, well if that happens… you just have to apologize to him until he gets tired and forgives you”  Sunggyu drained the wine into his lips.

“Actually we’re also curious about who really Sungjong is.” Imagine a notorious person like you for being loose and wild gets tamed by such character Sunggyu wanted to add that last sentence but didn’t. 

When I visited L that time to get his work he asked me if I knew where Sungjong’s hometown is. He never showed any interest to anyone ever since I knew him, so I was really surprised why he’d suddenly ask things like that and it piqued my interest. However due to the tight schedule I have I only got into the information about his hometown.

Myungsoo thought Sungjong’s just being homesick so he wanted to at least compensate for using him as an alternative solution to sleeping pills. Of course I know the ulterior motives of my cousin but I just played along.

Now that we’re here, we didn’t get the exactly the reaction we’d hope for. Judging from the situation, L’s pretty worried and … waaah the things I planned for Namu and I … are getting thrown out into the window!?

“Hyung! The hell! Snap out of it! Go to sleep already I’ll wait for Sungjong to come over” Myungsoo sat on the sofa.

“Will you be fine?”

“Sure, now get your bum out of my sight, you’re annoying me crescent eyes”

“Temee! Fine,” Sunggyu went to the bedroom he and Woohyun is sharing, he took one last glance at his brother and closed the door behind him.

“ Myungsoo-hyung, take care of yourself okay? I don’t want to leave you but most of all, I don’t want to be hated by you”

Huh? My alien, why are you crying? What are you saying?

Stop! Where are you going

Don’t let go of my hands!

Wait!

I reached out to hold him, but then I woke up and it’s all gone.  I was alone in the sofa, but I can feel Sungjong’s warmth and his scent still lingers in the air. He was here just now, where did he go?

“We still can’t find him, he’s not picking up and his clothes are still in our room”

“ Maybe he felt going in for a jog, you know this is his hometown so he might want to refresh some memories” Sunggyu said the next morning. “ here have some coffee to clear you up”

“ but he never goes off like that, he always tells me where he’ll go”

“ ah, come to think of it, last night I went to use the bathroom and I saw Sungjong beside you… “ Woohyun did not finished his sentence and look at Sunggyu as if asking if it’s alright.

“ I guess it can’t be helped” Sunggyu poured his boyfriend a cup of coffee.

“ I saw Sungjong hugging you, and he was crying”

Without a word, Myungsoo stood up and went into their room. Seconds later Sunggyu and Woohyun heard the other door get slammed.

“ What should we do now?” Woohyun asked.

“ Namu, last night, I slept alone in our room. You came back awhile later. Where were you?” Sunggyu calmly sipped his coffee.

“ Well, I just wanted to know why so I went down and had a chat with some of the staffs” Namu smiled innocently, but knowing how perceptive his boyfriend is, it’s no use to keep it a secret, “ if you give me a kiss I’ll tell you”

“ Hyung! Sungjong sent me a message, Come on!” Myungsoo suddenly burst open the door and drag his hyungs out.

Talk about bad timing. 

 

_____________________________________________________Ideviant_________________________________________________

Myungsoo: What's Thantophobia?

IDeviant: Fear of losing someone you love

Myungsoo: What do you mean?

Sunggyu: it's so obvious L. 

Myungsoo: What is? 

Woohyun: Jeez, the way you are towards Sungjong! 

myungsoo: huh? I don't understand what's this got to do with him? 

meanwhile..............

 

IDeviant: zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz... 

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inspiritscarlet
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Chapter 12: Woah its a cute story,why did I just discovered it now but then I hope you can still continue it like having some moment for sungjong and hoya since they're brothers.. .