2 months after I left Korea… Onew and I were able to keep our communications… I heard from him that Kyuhyun is finally a member of Super Junior… and that he already have a lot of fans… he also told me that he is now a trainee in S.M.E… I’m happy for them… especially to Kyuhyun… though I’m still mad at him… I’m still happy… that finally he was able to achieve his dreams…

While me?? Well… I was able to adjust here fast… and my new school is great… even my classmates… as a matter of fact… I already have a new set of friends here… but still… nothing can compare to my friends in Korea…

Though I have a lot of things to cope up to… I still manage to have fun… since I will be graduating in high school already within 3 months…

There are still times that I wanted to go back in Korea… but still… I have to restrain myself… this is not the right time for me to go back there… I still need to make myself compose again… and most of all… I need to forget everything that happened there…

After high school… I went to college… just like an ordinary student… well… I get fashion designing course in Esmod International here in Tokyo…

After 4 years…

I already graduated in college… but… I’m still not working though… omma and appa ask me if I wanted to go back in Korea already… since I’m older enough… but I told them that I will stay here in Japan a few more months…

There are times that Kyuhyun and I see each other… not because I want to… but because Omma and Appa are forcing me to go with them every time Super Junior have concerts here in Japan… actually… I just saw him recently… when Super Junior K.R.Y had their concert here… his group mates are so kind… and no doubt… good looking… well… remember before?? I was a big fan of them… and one of greatest dream is to meet them personally… so now… I can finally meet them… they are so good to me… I can say that I’m close to them… but not with Kyuhyun… I remain distant and cold to him… tsk… serves him right…

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