I don’t know why… I feel so unease… I think… there’s something that happened… I just can’t figure out what is it… I was on my way home from school… I wonder where is oppa… I didn’t saw him this morning… and he didn’t even go to school…

When I arrive home… I looked for oppa… I went to his room… but he’s not there… I went downstairs only to find unnie… her eyes are a little bit swollen… I think she cried…

“Unnie… have you cried?”

She looked at me… like as if she has seen a ghost…

“unnie…”

“Min Ji… Kyuhyun…”

“Oppa??

“ne…”

“Oppa?? What happened?? Is there anything bad that happened to him??”

“Aniyo… it’s just that… he already left…”

“LEFT??!! Where did he go??”

“He left to be a trainee at SME… to be part of Super Junior…”

“What??!!! Why didn’t he tell me??”

“It’s too sudden… Min Ji… please understand Kyuhyun…”

Understand him?? How?? Why should I?? Although I want Super Junior… I don’t want oppa to be part of it… I know that if he’s going to be part of it… he’ll lose his time for me… and I don’t want it… I want all his attention and love to be mine… only mine…

And another thing is that… why didn’t he told me about this?? Why did he left me?? Without even saying goodbye to me… it really hurts… I don’t know how would I live without oppa by my side… all of life he’s with me… the one who protects me… always made me happy… even if he’s annoying… I still want him to be with me… because I love him… I love him so much…

I went to my room… and locked myself… I never thought that he’ll leave me just like that... I cried and cried… he just left today… but I miss him so much already… my tears can’t