(Author & Baekhyun's side of view)

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Time is passing by, without you. It's been a week.

You brought me back and now you're pushing me into this. Once again I'm staying here, heating the voices in my head. Once again I'm standing in front of this mirror. Once again because of the person I love. 

I thought this wouldn't happen, ever again. I was wrong, I'm standing here in front of the mirror with those disgusting blade in my hand bringing it near my arm but too scared of the reality. Should I stop the time? Will I be able to do this, this time? Or will I fail once again? 

People are calling me different names again.. They're calling me, disgusting, eyesore,... And even worse is I heard those from my most beloved.

He played with me, why?

I'm also a human, I have feelings too. I do love too. I can break, I can cry. I hurt. I'm a human not a toy.

I'm screaming, buy they can't hear me. I'm crying but they don't see it. I'm hurtig but they don't feel it.

Why is it me once again?

Isn't it enough?

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It's been 2 weeks now. Two weeks in a row, every day. They keep hurting me.

Leave me alone, I say. But they don't care. 

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It's been a month. I see him everywhere, I miss him. I need his warmth. I'm hurting, my body is covered in bruises. 

I'm sitting here, on the rooftop. 

Blades in my lefthand and my right arm covered in blood. 

I cut too deep this time, I guess the time will stop now. Or not?

I've still a lot to say to you.

My head is spinning, my sight is turning black. 

Chanyeol, I still love you. 

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[Kyungsoo's side of view] 

I saw Baekhyun walking, where is he going? I thought and called for him a couple of times.

But he didn't hear me. 

I saw him walking to the roof and decided to follow him.

Suddenly Kai stopped me and started asking question