"What?" Yoongi spoke out a bit to loud. He quickly covered his mouth with his hands. Did he hear it right? Did she just say that he was apologizing to Soomin. To her, if he is right.

All the thought started to made him dizzy. He just couldn't take it anymore. He need to make it all clear.

"Can I ask you something, Soomin?" Yoongi asked her. Soomin nodded.

"Umm..how do I put it?" Yoongi didn't how to start while Soomin kept looking at him wondering what was he thinking.

"Are you..are you Kim Soomin?" 

"Yeah, I am" Soomin replied as a matter of fact.

"No no I mean,ughh....wait,let me explain. I'm Min Yoongi as you know" Soomin kept listening, slightly getting a hint of where this was going but couldn't help but notice the way Yoongi struggled.

She took a deep breath and started to speak,"Yoongi"

"Hmm" Yoongi gave a response.

Soomin decided that she needs to clear things. "If I'm not wrong, you want to ask if I'm the Kim Soomin you know or not, right?" Soomin decided it's best if they discuss everything straight.Yoongi kept staring at her. 

"Yeah" he replied as a small whisper.

Soomin took in another deep breath. "Yoongi, I am Kim Soomin whom you have been talking to."

Yoongi was robbed of his ability to talk. He kept staring at Soomin trying to take in everything. With his mouth slightly open, he kept staring at Soomin's eye.

Soomin too kept looking at Yoongi expecting a response. But all he did was stare at her as his mind processed everything.

"Thank you" Yoongi managed to speak.

"Huh?" Soomin couldn't understand Yoongi. Thank you. Why was he thanking her all of a sudden.

"Thank you Soomin, not only for the day before yesterday. But for everything" Yoongi continued.

" Thank for being there, when I was alone and I needed someone.

Thanks for listening to me, believing me. Believing in me that I will not harm myself eventhough I failed to do so."

Yoongi looked at his wrist which was all bandaged. Soomin desperately tried to say something but Yoongi continued speaking.

"Thanks for being there, when I was nothing but a burden for you. A baggage, which you didn't wanted, but you still took it. And i'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I just felt so lonely at that time. I j-just needed s-someone. Anyone. A-Anyone, c-cause i was s-so scared"

Soomin felt as if she had been stabbed on her heart.

Is this what Yoongi felt? Is this why he didn't call her? Because he felt such things.

Yoongi kept his head down as he felt his vision blurr due to the tears that are starting to well up in his eyes. This is why he felt pathetic, useless and weak. He couldn't even control his emotions. He would always let his emotions take over him.

That's why he formed a wall around him ,developed a cold personality. So that people won't approach him. But all these walls were broken by a particular girl with a beautiful heart and blessed with even more beautiful smile.

But he had done nothing but annoy her and became a burden to her.

"Yoongi, that's not true."Soomin spoke almost as a whisper but she was sure Yoongi heard her.

Yoongi started to shake his head. To disagree with Soomin as well as to shake off his tears. 

Soomin could feel an ache on her chest, an ache so deep. Deep inside her heart. As she watched the fragile creature before her, she just wanted to engulf him in a warm hug and protect him from the world. How could someone like Yoongi  think these kind of thoughts?

How could he think that he was a burden?

How could he deem himself not worth her trust?

Her eyes moistened as she watched Yoongi fighting his tears. Before she knew the moisture invaded her cheeks. No, She needs to be strong. For Yoongi's sake, she needs to be happy and strong. So he will be the same as well. 

Before Yoongi could notice her tears, she pulled him into a hug. She unconscioualy started to his hair.

"Please don't say that. It hurts. It hurts me more that you think of such things."

Her voice start to shake as she started to cry even more.

"Never ever think about such things. You are a human, j-just like me. . Y-You matter...t-to m-me.You matter t-to me. You were n-never a b-burden."

Yoongi obviously noted that Soomin was crying. He slowly moved back to see her. Soomin looked at him. Her eyes all red and she hiccuped as she cried more. Her eyes, they were so deep and sincere. Yoongi knew in his heart somehow that he can believe those eyes, those emotions and this girl clinging to him.

He took a deep breath and again hugged Soomin back.

"Shhh. Don't cry. Please"

Yoongi started to her hair instead as Soomin clung onto him. He couldn't bear watching her cry as she was a ball of sunshine. Always bright and happy.

"Shh. I thought you were supposed to calm me down" Yoongi stated with a smile slowly forming on his face. 

"I'm s-sorry" 

"No No don't be sorry Soomin. There's nothing you should be sorry for, okay?"

Soomin nodded her head as her voice didn't help her. She felt like a cry baby as Yoongi tried to calm her down. Both of pulled themselves back.

"And you look really ugly when you cry." Yoongi joked. Of course, he's joking because Soomin looked nowhere near ugly and even if she did, even then she looked beautiful to him.

What is happening to me? I have just met her today (besides the time i was drunk and knocked out) but i can't help but admire

Nah it's must be because she understood me and she is really beautiful too.

Not knowing Yoongi's inner thought, Soomin let out a dramatic gasp to show that she was offended.

"And there's snot running down her nose", Yoongi lied as he brust out laughing at her cute reaction. Soomin quickly checked her nose and face, which were both fine. She narrowed her eyes and tried to look angry. But ahe misrebaly failed as she took in the image of Min Yoongi laughing. Not just a small chuckle or a smile. But a real laugh.

A laugh that make her heart flutter with happiness.

"Hahaha... aww you are so cute" Yoongi laughed shaking his head. And the next thing, he pichrd Soomin's tear stained cheeks with his finger.

Soomin couldn't see herself but she surely knew that her cheeks were now light shade of pink. She stiffened at the gesture which was obviously noticed by Yoongi.

"Oh..i'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"Yoongi was cut off as he tried to apologise.

"No no it's fine." Soomin assured him." Beside i'm to cute to resist" she added with smile. Soomin internally was ahocked she made such a statement so confidently infront of Yoongi. Because although she is quite confident usually, she had herself noticed that she was a bit conscious around Yoongi, or while talking to him in phone.

Yoongi just raised his eyebrows as a reply. 

After few moments of silence and stealing glances, Yoongi stood up. "Let's go, get some icecream" he offered.

Soomin instantly beamed at the mention of icecream.

"Okay" 

Yoongi couldn't help but smile. He had lost count how many time he felt so happy today. Somehow Yoongi felt that this girl, who is his incredibly noisy neighbour and with a very bad music taste is his light. His saviour.

 Hello everyone, your lazy author is back with a late update. 

My internal exams are in 15 days and i have a co-relation seminar probably next week.The topic are going to be given randomly.

I just hope i survive it all.

Another thing is that i have opened an instagram account. I just post my drawings (that are not so good) and other stuffs related to BTS, obviously.

So if you guys want to follow me, the account name is kookie_girl998.

And it's g-i-r-l-9-9-8 not g-i-r-1-9-9-8.

I'm always confused with the l and 1 because 1998 is my birth year. I hope you don't get confused too.

So till next update, bye bye, take care and stay healthy ^_^