I couldn't help but stared in awe at Youngji's unnie perfectly portioned body as I walked past her and Jackson Oppa along with the other Got7 members.. A healthy girl just as Jackson always stated in his interviews whenever the interviewers ask about his ideal type. While I on the other hand.... will never be able to be apart of his ideal type. I wasn't pretty nor was I skinny. Just a chubby girl that made it into the Kpop industries by winning Kpop Star, as I recalled  all of the comments online I read online....   

"She's so fat...." 

"Why is she always showing off that she is close with Got7 or with JYP, You don't see Lee Hi posting up pictures of her and YG familes." 

"Why did she win? Lee Hi Unnie is better than her!" 

"Why is she posting with Got7?" 

"Are they that close for her to constantly post up pictures with them...? She doesn't even match them." 

"She is so chubby...." 

"JackJi is better than JackMin." 

After reading all those negative comments, I told myself I would not be affected by them but I became self-conscious of my body weight. Although no one in the company told me to lose weight and always told me to ignores the comments, I found myself reading them everyday. I know I'm not like Yerin, she is so beautiful and skinny. she fits in the ideal Kpop idol while I on the other hand, it is a lot tougher to find clothes for me.  

"Park Jimin?!!!" Jackson waved at me which caused me to look up and he motioned me to go over.  

"We're going out to eat later, did you want to come along too?" 

"No, it's okay, you guys go ahead. I have things to do." 

"Yah Jimin-ah? Are you okay? What is wrong with you lately? I don't know if it is just me but it seem like you are advoiding us lately." Bambam stated innocently 

"Why would I avoid you guys?" I laugh nervously "I'm really busy today" 

Jr.Oppa gave me a knowing look before stating "Jimin-ah, Don't you have a recording for ASC later? I'll walk with you, I'm heading the same way too." 

Hearing that, Jackson gave me one of his teasing smile then nudging me before whispering in my ear  

"Jimin and Jr. sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N" I elbowed his side and gave him an annoyed look and walked away. 

"Yah Jimin! I was only kidding!" He shout behind me.  

I was furious! That dumb Jackson is always linking me and Jr. Oppa together when it is him that I want... it is him who I like and want to be with. Why is he so obvious to my feelings to him? Such an idiot... urghhhh! As I kicked the wall out of frustration.  

"Jimin-ah!" A soft voice spoke behind me as he grabbed my arms a