"Yahhhahhh... Yugyeom-ah!!! What did I say about slamming doors? Especially since I am sleeping?" A voice shout behind me, startling me causing me to quickly turned back to the source of the voice and see a sleepy JB rubbing his eyes. Trying to rub away the sleepiness in them. Once he open his eyes and realizes that it was me and not Yugyeom,

"Jimin?" his voice deepen probably from his sleep. He eyed me up and down.... my facial expression probably gave me away... i can always count of JB oppa to figure out what is wrong before anyone else can sense it. Nothing can escape his hawk-like eyes.  

He patted the spot next to him and unconsciously I walked to sit next to him. And for the next 30 minutes we sat in silence but it was comforting.... it was soothing for the soul...  

"Oppa.... I'm tired...." I whisper out without even looking at him 

"I know I am only hurt myself... but it is just... I don't know anymore.... I just don't know.... Everything is just so hard...." I rabbled on and on and he just sat there listening... as if it was on cue, I sniffing and I tried to blink away the angry tears. Why am I crying in front of him? Why am I making myself seem so broken in front of him which is something I would never do before?  

"I don't even know why I am crying." I furiously wipe away the tears that escaped my tear ducts.  

"I look so pathetic huh... Oppa...? Crying over something so stupid." I cover my face with my hands and cried.... I felt an arm wrapping itself behind me pulling me into a warm, tight and heartfelt embrace. This is exactly what I needed.  

"yah.... I seem like a crybaby now huh? You seen me cried twice now." I force out a nervous laugh, I pulled away in embarrassment... and sat up straight.  

I felt a hand around the opposite side of my head and pushed it downward until it rest on his chest. Although it was shocking and surprising, I let my head rest there.... It felt so comfortable in so many ways. His chest were so comfort... and the way his arm wraps around me. I feel so safe and secure.  

"Jimin-ah~ ~ ~ there is nothing wrong crying over something but once you cried over it once, don't cry over the same thing twice. Let it allow you to grow and better yourself. There will be some things in life we desperately desire but can't get.... don't let it make you bitter." He whisper as he pat my head. The sound of his heartbeat and soft breathing was so soothing and comforting along with the silence and his tight grip on me....  

"Oppa.... isn't it fun how close we got...? I used to be so afraid of you." I continue to rabble on as he was just silence and listening to me. He would look me in the eyes once every now and then.  

"I mean you got along with Yerin but with me, I used to think that you didn't like me... or you were just avoiding me on purpose... You were really cold back then.... I used to think I probably did something wrong or had I offended you in some ways but couldn't recalled anything I did." 

~Silence~ 

"There were times it really seem like you were avoiding me... wae...?" I looked up at him trying to make eye contact. He looks down at me and stare straight into my eyes as if he was staring straight into my soul 

"I wasn't avoiding you... I didn't know how to approach you nor how to get close with you. You were so bubbly....so cheerful... we were like 2 worlds apart....." 

Confusion was displayed on my face. I was frowning and furred my brows, squinting up at him, 

"What do you mean? I