Twenty-Six

Lost and Found

“Hoseok get your nasty feet away from my face.” You scowled and pushed away said boys feet

“Leave me alone, I just got back from a run, of course my feet smell!” He whined and sat up

You shook your head

“I don’t understand why you’re still keeping fit when there’s nothing to do.” Yoongi spoke up from the other side of the couch

“Because I know I’m going to turn into a potato like you if I don’t.” Hoseok bit back and humped before getting up and going into the room

“___, can we grab lunch?” Jungkook asked you as he walked out of the same room

You nodded, “Yoongi do you want anything?”

Yoongi shook his head, “Jin should be back soon, he’ll make me something.”

You laughed and grabbed your jacket before leading Jungkook out the door

 


 

It had been two months since the incident and everyone was getting their rest. Except Namjoon. No one except Yoongi knew where he was and he wouldn’t even give a hint

The boys agreed to stay over at your penthouse until Namjoon declared it safe to go back to the club and so far, it was hectic.

You had to take care of babies. You were either making them food, doing laundry, scolding the bickering Yoongi and Hoseok or making daily visits to the hospital to check up on Jimin and Taehyung.

Jimin had recovered considerably and was going to be discharged tomorrow, while Taehyung still had some time left.

You took the peaceful time to connect deeply with each boy. You learned new things about each of them

Yoongi used to make music and rap before he started selling drugs and joining gangs, Hoseok used to street dance and rap underground with Namjoon, and Jin used to work as a chef for different restaurants to avoid taking charge of the club. Taehyung, Jimin and Jungkook didn’t have much to tell since they were always affiliated with the gang scene, but you learned that Hoseok taught them to dance to keep their mind away from always dealing with other gangs.

“I wanted to distract them with something fun.” You remembered Hoseok saying with a loving smile on his face

You were closer to the boys, more so than before and you truly felt like family.

At the memory you laughed aloud. A family of seven dumb brothers and a crazy sister

“Why are you laughing like that?” Jungkook eyed you

You shook your head, “I was just remembering stuff.”

Jungkook only stared at you while you two stood in line at the café down the street

“I’m just amazed really.” You continued to speak

“About?”

“Everything. Getting involved with you guys, finding my brother, getting a gang member boyfriend and finding a real family.” You laughed

“Hmm.” Jungkook shook his head and handed the cashier money, “Getting nostalgic much. When did you get so sappy and corny?”

You gasped and held your heart, “Who are you? What have you done with my innocent kookie!”

Jungkook gagged and hit your arm, “Do not call me that, it’s embarrassing.”

You laughed and walked out the café. Jungkook had become sassier and liked to tease you after getting more comfortable. Somehow, being able to do that with you, let him do it to the other boys. They were all weirded out at first then eventually got comfortable and happy with the fact that Jungkook was acting that way

“I’ll call you whatever I want, Kookiekins. I am after all your precious older sister am I not?”

Jungkook glared at you and walked faster leaving you behind

You snorted and ran after him, “Kidding!”

He shook his head and let you hook your arm with his

“Are you going to go get Jimin? Or is Yoongi going?” You asked him minutes after you fell into a comfortable silence

He shrugged and sniffed a little at the autumn wind, “I actually think Jin is going after he runs his errands.”

You hummed and quieted down again

 


 

You stood beside Jin as he signed the papers for Jimin’s discharge.

“Alright. He’s good to go.” The nurse smiled up at you two as Jimin walked out of the room with his own clothes on

“Thank God. I was starting to think that the only clothes I own were hospital gowns.”

You laughed and put your arm around him, “Finally time to go home.”

He smiled back and sighed, “Finally. You have no clue how happy I am. I’ve made enough friends with my IV and medications.”

Jin shook his head and started to walk to the exit. You let go of Jimin and turned to the elevator.

“I’m gunna visit Tae real quick.”

Jin nodded and motioned for Jimin

You pressed the floor number where Taehyung was located and sighed as the elevator went up

Taehyung had become somewhat distant in the past month. He had usually refused to eat or drink and a lot of times refused his medications. The nurses had told you he was just going through a hospital depression since he couldn’t move around, but you had an inkling that there was something else.

You reached his door and peaked in. He was sitting up in bed and staring at the TV

You knocked once and walked in, “Hey Tae.”

He acknowledged your presence with a nod and went back to the TV

You sighed and sat down beside him, “How are you feeling?”

He shrugged

You felt irritation bubble inside of you. That was his normal response

To you, to Jimin, to Jungkook and to the other boys. And quite frankly you were getting extremely fed up

“Taehyung.” You called him

“Hmm?” He answered uninterestedly

You sighed again, “Why won’t you talk to me?”

He shrugged again, “There’s nothing to talk about.”

You leaned forward, “There’s a lot to talk about Tae. Tell me how you’re feeling. Tell me about your day. How your injuries feel, who you talked to, if anything interesting happened. Just talk to me.”

Taehyung’s face changed from nonchalant to angry

“There’s nothing to talk about ___! I already told you many times that it’s boring as here, I feel perfectly fine considering my condition and I don’t care about anyone here!”

You winced and stood up, “Fine. I’m sorry for caring.” You kissed your teeth and turned around, sadness filling your body, “Again.”

“Wait, ___-“

You didn’t wait to listen and walked out. That was the routine. Whenever someone visited Taehyung, that was how he would respond. It was like he was a different person

You went back down and found Jin sitting in his car with Jimin leaning his head out the window

As soon as they saw you, their expressions went solemn

“Again?” Jin asked as you got in the back

You nodded and looked out the window, “I don’t get it.”

You saw Jin bite his lip from the corner of your eye, “He’s probably angry about being cooped up.”

You hummed and focused back outside.

Jin was lying, you could tell

No one got that angry and dismissive for being stuck in a hospital. The boys always answered the same way too and you had figured out that there was something they weren’t telling you. It was mostly Jin, Yoongi and Hoseok though, Jimin and Jungkook seemed as lost as you

 


 

“JIMIN!” Hoseok screamed through your apartment as soon as the door unlocked

Jimin stepped back in fright when Hoseok ran and jumped on him

“So glad to see you up again.” He smiled and smushed Jimin in a hug

“Uh, thanks…” Jimin coughed and tried to push Hoseok away

“Okay, that’s enough Hoseok, he just got out of the hospital, we don’t want him going back again because of you.” Yoongi peeled Hoseok off of Jimin and gave Jimin a small side hug

“Nice to see you walking around brat.”

Jimin smiled and walked into the house

“Where’s Jungkook?” You asked the two when you noticed Jungkook missing

“Went to get something, didn’t say what.” Yoongi answered as he flopped back onto the couch

“This kid.” You shook your head as you put your bag on the kitchen table

“Wow, I feel like I haven’t been alive in those past months. I actually forgot what the outside world looked like.” Jimin gasped dramatically and flopped down on the couch too

You rolled your eyes and went into the kitchen

“You’re gunna have to do some intense training to get your skills back.” Yoongi snickered and picked up the remote

Jimin groaned and rolled to his side, “___, what’s for dinner. Please make it good, I’ll puke if it looks anything remotely like hospital food.”

You turned around and glared at him, “What even makes you think the food I’ll make will look like nasty hospital food?”

Jimin laughed nervously, “I was just saying…”

You shook your head, “You aren’t getting any.” You waved the spoon in the air, “Just for that comment.”

Jimin’s eyes went wide, “No! You can’t do that to me!”

You kissed your teeth and turned back around, “This is my house, I can do whatever I want.”

“But I’m your brother!” You heard Jimin whine

You smiled secretly at how open and laid back Jimin and the other boys had gotten. It was almost as if they weren’t gang members in real life.

You laughed, “You may be my brother, but I’m in charge of deciding what you can and cannot eat.”

“____” Jimin dragged out your name and sighed loudly

You bit your lip to stop yourself from laughing again

“Alright children, stop fighting.” Jin scolded as he walked up beside you

“What are we making?” He asked you

“Jimin’s favorite.” You smiled and ignored Jimin’s whines in the background

It had been a few hours later with all the food and table set when there was a knock at the door

You looked up from the tea you were making only to see Jungkook walking in looking burned out

“And where have you been?” You asked slowly

Jungkook tensed when he sensed all eyes on him

“Uh…” He paused and looked at everyone

“Jungkook?” Jin eyed him

Jungkook laughed, “I may or may not have decided to visit Taehyung…”

You’re eyes almost popped out, “Excuse me?”

“Jungkook.” Jin called his name again in warning

“I know, I know, but I really felt like I needed to.” He held his hands up in defense

“Jungkook, I told you not to go near him yet.” Jin spoke again, you could hear the anger increasing in his tone

“I know Jin, but I felt like I really needed to visit him. He was in a bad mood though so I left quickly.”

You shook your head, “That’s because I visited him earlier.”

“Oh.” Jungkook’s voice deflated as he took off his jacket and joined the rest of you at the table

“You aren’t even gunna greet me?” Jimin pushed Jungkook’s shoulder

Jungkook’s eyes widened, “I forgot! Jimin! Oh my goodness!”

Jimin held his glare but burst out laughing, “Idiot.”

Jungkook laughed and put his arm around Jimin’s shoulder, “Nice to see you back…” Jungkook looked down and laughed, “And in normal clothes.”

Jimin groaned, “Please don’t get me started on those hospital gowns. Please.”

Everyone laughed and you finally let Jimin eat some dinner after making him beg and promise to buy you whatever you wanted

 


 

“___, can I talk?” Jin leaned against the kitchen doorway as you washed the dishes

“Yeah, let me just finish up.”

When you had the kitchen cleaned up, you found a text on your phone from Jin telling you to go the corridor

You smiled fondly at the four boys who were piled on top of the couch fast asleep before walking out

“What’s up?” You questioned as you walked up to Jin

He turned to you from looking out of the window

“I needed to talk to you about Taehyung.” His expression was solemn, you could tell this wasn’t going to be good

You only nodded and sat down

“I asked Namjoon ahead of time to make sure it was okay to talk about this and he gave me the green light a couple of days ago

“Okay?”

Jin sighed and sat down beside you

“Taehyung…He’s kind of reverted back to his old personality.” Jin finally spoke

You only stared at him in confusion

“I didn’t know that Taehyung.”

Jin nodded, “But we did.”

You stayed silent so he could continue

“When Taehyung first joined the gang, you remembered being told about how battered and broken he was?”

You nodded once

Jin sighed again, “Well, he was stuck in the hospital then too.”

You only stared at Jin, “So…”

“He fell into coma back then. He was so beaten up and by the same man that he fell into coma and refused to come out.”

You your lips, “How long?”

Jin stayed quiet for a few moments

“Six months.”

You gasped internally and your eyes widened

“I know. He was that badly beaten. I think, or rather, me Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok think that maybe it’s because of the similar situation that he’s acting like this. When he came out of coma, he was depressed, very depressed. He had broken down so many times and lashed out even more. He basically felt like he needed to go. Even tried killing himself a couple of times.”

Jin sighed for the nth time and looked at you, “He’s probably feeling exactly like that again.”

You didn’t know what to say

“I think he just wants to be alone and be swallowed up in his misery.”

“And you’re gunna let it happen?” You finally spoke up

Jin shook his head, “I was hoping that your presence would calm him down and make him realize, but I guess even you’ve been pushed to the back of his mind.”

“What about Jungkook and Jimin?”

“Jungkook hadn’t joined yet, remember?”

“Oh yeah.”

“Jimin though. Since they came together, we kept Jimin in the dark. We told him that Taehyung had to be taken away to a special hospital because of his injuries and he never inquired further.”

“He believed you?” You asked in shock

Jin shrugged, “He was young, both of them were.”

You nodded, “So.”

“This is where you come in.”

You turned toward Jin, “I’m listening.”

“I asked the doctor when Taehyung was going to be discharged. She said just one or two more weeks. In that time and in the time that he comes out, I want you to be as close as possible to him. Get his attention, bother him, pull him out of his depression.” Jin paused and smiled at you, “Love him.”

You smiled back and nodded, “That I can most definitely do.”

“Thank you ___. I know it will be hard because he’s basically become a different person, but if we could get him out of it back then, then its possible for you too.”

“I’ll try my best.”

 


 

“And so we decided to have a welcome back party.” Jin finished

The four boys continued staring

You laughed, “Because we know he’s depressed and isn’t feeling all the best.”

“Why didn’t I get a welcome back party?” Jimin whispered

“Because you didn’t feel like .” Yoongi laughed

“Excuse me, I most definitely did feel like ! I was in the hospital much longer than Taehyung.”

You smiled and patted Jimin on the shoulder, “We’ll conjoin it. It’ll be for both of you.”

“Fine.” Jimin humphed

You glanced at Jin and he smiled in return

It had been another week since your talk with Jin and the two of you had decided to give Taehyung a tiny welcome back party to hopefully make him feel better. Jin had told you that Namjoon was to arrive soon as well and that you guys would be going back to the club

The boys had been ecstatic to hear that since no one except you had their own room

 


 

“Alright.” You breathed out and ran your fingers through your hair again

“Everything is good here.” Hoseok patted your back, “Jin’s downstairs.”

You smiled at Hoseok gratefully before pulling your boots on and running out the door

Taehyung was going to be discharged today and no one had visited him in the past week after Jimin paid him a visit and only made him angrier

“Ready?” Jin pet your hair and started the car

You nodded and looked forward, “I hope the boys don’t mess up.”

Jin only laughed and drove

The ride to the hospital only made you more nervous and the thought of an angry Taehyung, even more nervous

“Kim Taehyung.” Jin told the nurse as you looked down at your feet

“Yes, we’re getting him ready, but he isn’t complying.” The nurse answered and stood up, “I think you might need to help.”

You shared a look with Jin before he nodded

“I’ll come.” You smiled at the nurse and followed her

The nurse pointed to a room and stepped back, “He’s in there and he won’t get ready. All the nurses stepped out because he was swearing and threatening to hit them.”

You gulped and nodded

“Good luck. We’ll be waiting downstairs.” The nurse held up her fist and walked away quickly

You sighed and pushed open the door

“I said go away.” Was the first thing you heard when you stepped into the room

There were things everywhere and clothes splattered around the room

You looked up to the bed and saw Taehyung sitting there with no shirt

You bit your lip at the new scars covering the older ones

“Didn’t you hea-“ Taehyung turned his head and paused, “What are you doing here?”

You forced a smile and walked over to his bed, “Here to take you home.”

“I’m not going anywhere.” Taehyung hissed and looked away

You sighed and held his arm

He jerked out of it almost immediately

“Taehyung listen to me.” You sat down and put your hand on his arm again with more force

He didn’t look at you

“We’re going home. All the boys are waiting, they’re so excited to see you walking around.”

You paused and lifted your hand to his face

“I’m waiting too. I want to see you walking around making jokes with everyone.”

You pulled his face to yours

“Please Tae.”

“I’m not going back.” He held your wrist and pushed it away before turned his head

You sighed and closed your eyes, “Why.”

“Because I don’t want to go back.”

You opened your eyes and looked at his face, “Why Tae.”

“I don’t want to do this anymore.” He frowned and looked down

You reached for his arm again, “Talk to me.”

“Please.” You added in a whisper

“I’m…I’m done. I can’t do this anymore, my body can’t take much anymore. I can’t feel anything.”

“Tae.”

“Every time the nurses took of the IV, I never felt pain. I couldn’t feel the pain anymore.”

You felt your heart dropping

“I don’t want to be like that. I used to be like that. I tried to make myself happy by making jokes, but I couldn’t feel.” He continued

“Taehyung, I-“

“But you felt again.” You turned your head to see Jin close the door behind him

Taehyung looked up and Jin continued

“When you joined us didn’t you start to feel again? I know what that man did to you hurt you so much and changed you, but didn’t you change when you were with us? You didn’t get hurt, you didn’t have to fake your smile, you didn’t have to get punished for making a mistake, and you didn’t have to worry about your friends hating you.”

“Yeah but-“

Jin sighed, “No buts Tae. You know fully well that you’re trying to cut us all off so you can hide away alone somewhere away from everything, but you also know that won’t help you. There’s six boys waiting for you and your girlfriend is sitting right in front of you.”

Taehyung bit his lip

“You know that no matter what we’re here for you. All of us.”

You looked at Jin thankfully when Taehyung stood up and started putting on his clothes

“I’ll be outside.” Jin smiled and walked out

You turned back to Taehyung only to see him staring at you with a blank expression

“What?” You questioned

He shook his head and continued changing

 


 

“Tae!” Hoseok laughed when the three of you opened the door to the penthouse

Jin held his hand out to block Hoseok and shook his head

You looked at the finished decorations and smiled, the boys had done a great job

“Welcome back Tae.” Jungkook smiled and hugged him

You looked at Taehyung’s face when the rest of the boys came up

He looked confused

“Glad to see you up kid.” You whipped your head to the couch and gasped

“Namjoon?” Taehyung’s eyes widened

“In the flesh. I see you’ve gotten better huh?” Namjoon smiled and walked up to Taehyung

“Namjo-“

Namjoon shook his head and patted Taehyung’s, “As long as you know.”

Taehyung nodded and followed Jin to the couch

“So what’s a party without food?” Hoseok shouted and brought three pizza boxes out of the kitchen and Jungkook followed him with pop

“Is this all for me?” Taehyung questioned and looked at you

You nodded and put your arm around his waist, “Even Jimin didn’t get a party.”

“Which I still don’t like.” Jimin scowled and sat down on Taehyung’s other side

You saw Taehyung’s lip curve upwards at the slightest as he looked at Jimin whining

“Well then, dig in!” Hoseok laughed and threw plastic plates at everyone

Everyone spent the evening laughing and bickering and making sure that Taehyung was included in conversation

 


 

“Alright, goodnight ___.” Jin patted you on the back as he went into the other bedroom

You nodded and walked into your own and saw Taehyung already laying in your bed with his face down

You quickly changed into your pajamas and slipped in beside him

“Hey Tae.” You ran your fingers through his hair

“___.” He mumbled into the sheets

You leaned down and kissed his head

“___.” He mumbled again and you could tell his voice was wavering

“Yeah?” You put your head down on the pillow beside him

He didn’t call your name again, but turned his head to you and looked into your eyes

He had been crying

Your eyes widened when you saw another tear slide down his cheek

“___.” He called again and smiled

“I’m here.” You smiled and wrapped your arm around his back and pulled him closer to you

“Thank you.”

You only smiled in response and closed your eyes when Taehyung moved forward and put his lips on yours while wrapping his arms around your waist.

 


 

 

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Chapter 22: i was such a mess i thought it was real oh man okay thank goodness