You sighed for the umpteenth time as you looked at the remote in your hand.

You had woken up that morning with no sign of Taehyung in the quarters, and you realized that he was planning on leaving this morning after having with you because he might not come back.

You sighed again, a shiver ran down your back as you thought about what he went to do

“Idiot.” You murmured as you got up and walked to the bathroom

It was now late afternoon and you were still in your room. You wanted to avoid the other boys as well as not having them ask questions about all the marks on your neck. That didn’t stop them from occasionally knocking at the door and worriedly asking you if you were alright. You however, ignored them.

You looked at yourself in the mirror, there were red and purple marks littering your skin. Thinking about what you did last night made you blush a deep red. That was your first time.

Putting a hand up to your neck, you looked up at the ceiling to stop tears from coming

‘If only you didn’t have to leave this morning.’

It took you about five minutes to pull yourself together

You changed and put on clothes that covered as much skin as possible to avoid the other boys’ eyes, and walked out of the room

“___!” Jin was the first to spot you as you made your way to the kitchen

“Uh, hey Jin.” You smiled awkwardly as you made to grab some water

“Why were you hiding in your room all morning? Is everything alright?”

You averted your eyes as you thought of an excuse. What could you say?

“I wasn’t feeling well.” You mentally slapped yourself at the lame excuse

“Oh no. Do you want me to make you something?” Your eyes widened at the fact that Jin took quite possibly the most obvious excuse

“Uhm, no it’s fine. I’m feeling better now.”

Jin smiled at you, “Okay. By the way, have you seen Taehyung? No one seems to have seen him since yesterday.”

You gulped and put the glass down, “No. I saw him at the same time as you.”

Smiling at Jin you turned to walk out of the kitchen before the conversation took an awkward turn

“What do you plan on doing today?” Jin asked

You paused, “I’m not sure actually. Maybe I’ll train today.”

“Oh?”

You laughed nervously as you neared the door

“___.”

You turned and looked at Jin. He was smiling mischeviously

“Don’t take training too hard okay. Your hickeys are showing.”

Your face flushed and you ran out of the kitchen.

Pulling the collar of your shirt up you continued running until you reached your room again

“Oh my God.” You breathed out as you dropped to the floor, your face as red as a tomato

It took you a couple of seconds to regain a normal heartbeat

“That was so embarrassing.” You messed up your hair as you got up and changed again into training clothes

Walking down to Jimin’s training room you thought of all the excuses possible but nothing believable came to your mind

“___!” You flinched out of your thoughts as Jungkook latched onto your arm, “Where have you been all day?”

“I was sleeping, didn’t feel too good.” You lied easily

Jungkook seemed to believe it so you stopped worrying

“Are you sure you should be up then?”

You nodded, “I don’t want to be left behind while all of you train.”

Jungkook laughed, “Alright then, were you going to Jimin’s?”

You nodded again

“Okay, me too.”

When you arrived at Jimin’s practice room, you saw that he was already hard at practice.

You and Jungkook didn’t disturb him and decided to do your own training

After getting on boxing gloves you practiced on one of the punching bags

You had been practicing for about ten minutes until you felt someone grab your hand

Stopping abruptly you stared at the person

“Don’t punch like that. It will only hurt your hand.” Jimin scolded you

You only stared at him

Jimin shook his head, “Here, I’ll show you.”

He went behind you and grabbed your hands

“Punch one like this.” He pulled one of your hands forward

“Then like this.” He pulled the other

“It’s either up or down side or under. There’s a pattern for efficiency and accuracy. If you just punch randomly you’ll only get yourself hurt and make an opening for any opponent.” He finished and pulled away

You smiled at him, “Thank you Jimin.”

He smiled back, “How about you par with me instead of punching at a bag.”

You thought for a moment and nodded

You and Jimin fought vigorously for half an hour, stopping occasionally so that Jimin could give you pointers, or Jungkook stepping in to lead you.

“Alright take five.” Jimin laughed when he saw you panting and sweating

You smiled at him gratefully and plopped on the ground

Jungkook handed you a water bottle and sat beside you

“So has anyone seen Taehyung? He never asked to practice today.” Jungkook spoke after taking a swing of the bottle

You shrugged and went back to the bottle

“___, I’m sure you saw him last, after he left the practice room last night.” Jimin eyed you awkwardly

Your eyes widened, “What makes you say that?”

Jungkook tried to stifle a laugh but failed and Jimin coughed into his hand

You looked between the two of them

“Your, uhm, your love bites are showing.” Jimin finally spoke and Jungkook burst into laughter

You gasped and grabbed the shirt you were wearing to cover yourself, a red blush covering your face

“So do you know where Taehyung is?”

You looked at Jimin and shrugged, “He left my room before I woke up.”

Jungkook stared at you wide eyed, “He didn’t stay the night? I thought you two had something?”

You looked away from the two and bit your lip

‘I’m wondering the same thing Jungkook.’

The room fell into an awkward silence soon after

You continued staring at the ground until someone’s phone rang

“Hello?” You heard Jimin’s voice

“Yeah. Jungkook and ___.”

You finally looked up and saw Jimin’s face turning into a scowl

“Alright.”

Jimin hung up and stared at you and Jungkook

“Boss is calling for a meeting. There’s some trouble and Tae is caught up in it.”

You followed Jimin and Jungkook into the meeting room, the other boys, minus Taehyung, already there.

“Good. Alright let’s get started.”

The meeting went on, and Namjoon briefly told the boys where Taehyung was, you still of course had more information since Taehyung told you himself.

“And you didn’t think to tell any of us?” Jimin spoke up, the anger clear in his tone

Namjoon stared at him and spoke with a cold, “And let you argue about going with him?”

Jimin flinched and quieted down

“Letting Taehyung go alone meant that he could get the job done fast and efficiently. Any one going with him would only be in the way. Taehyung knows what he’s doing. That’s what he was trained for, and Jimin you should know that best.”

You glanced at Jimin to see an angry expression pass on his face and you knew Namjoon was talking about their time before this gang.

“Now for the rest of you just like before, I want you to continue training. Jungkook I’m going to need you to go out to the warehouse and train the men there.”

Jungkook nodded and left

“Hoseok, Yoongi, I want top notch explosives and injections, this is going to be a lethal fight.”

The two nodded and left as well

“Jin and Jimin continue fighting. Jin I want you to handle some of Jungkook’s weapons. You have my permission to enter his room.”

Jimin left and Jin followed quietly after taking a key from Namjoon

You were the only one left in the room and you stood anxiously as Namjoon stared at you

“You know about Taehyung.”

Your eyes widened

Namjoon stood up and walked to the front of his desk, “Taehyung told you what he was going to do, didn’t he?”

You swallowed your spit and nodded

“Look ___, I know Taehyung feels some sort of attraction to you, but its hindering his work.”

“What do you mean?”

Namjoon looked up at you, “Are you official with him? Or are you just something he wants to play with in his free time ___?”

Your eyes widened, “I don’t know, we-“

“Exactly. You don’t know. Now I want you to forget about this relationship or whatever because it’s slowing Taehyung down. He hesitating on going because he was afraid of what might happen to you.”

You stayed quiet, knowing where this conversation was headed

“Stop your games ____ and focus on the fight. Go and train with Jimin, you need it.”

You blinked away the sadness and nodded

“Also, cover up those hickeys, they’re giving the boys entertainment.”

You nodded again and walked out

You went back to your room and lay on your bed. Namjoon’s words were repeating in your mind

“What are we?” You stared at the ceiling

You sighed and sat up

“I can’t be moping around. I got myself caught up in this mess and now I have to fight. I shouldn’t be brooding over games like love and feelings.”

You slapped your face a couple of times and grabbed your locket out of the drawer

“My real reason for being here is you J.” You kissed the picture and put the locket away

After washing your face you made your way back down to Jimin’s room and continued training like before.

“No more fun and games ___, it’s time to get serious.” Jimin grabbed your hand and stopped you from punching the bag

“I want you to fight with Jin, seriously. I want to see some bruises at the end of today.”

You looked at Jimin’s face. His entire aura changed after learning where Taehyung was. It seemed like Taehyung in danger made him a different person

You nodded and went to stand in front of Jin

“I want serious you two.” Jimin spoke from the side

Jin smiled at you, “Are you sure your fun from last night won’t slow you down?”

You clenched your fists, “Having ten times in a row still won’t stop me from beating you up.”

Jin’s mouth formed an O before turning back into a smile and he charged at you

You put your hands up and blocked his punch then stepped to the side and swung up like Jimin instructed.

Without missing a beat Jin moved and avoided your fist while bringing up his own and getting at swing at your stomach

You bit your lip and jumped away. You held your side and Jin smiled at you

“Serious.” Jimin’s voice came throught again

You ran forward with your fist out. Jin side stepped you, so you bent down and twisted on the floor then kicked upwards to make up for the action

Jin lost his footing while avoiding you, causing him to fall. You took the opportunity to kick his legs hard and punch his stomach

Jin coughed and swatted his hands at you. You laughed as he couldn’t focus because of the pain.

You got distracted and didn’t notice Jin kicking up and you fell backwards from the force. Jin stood up and got into stance again

You stood up as well and ran forward

The fight continued between the two of you until Jimin called it a tie

“Good job. I’m glad to see that you two can at least land some punches and kicks. ___ you’ve already improved since you first came here and Jin you’ve improved since the last time we fought.”

You gave Jimin a smile as you sat on the floor and panted, Jin doing the same.

“Alright. You guys can go back to your rooms, I’ll see you tomorrow.”

The two of you nodded and stood up

“Good fight ___, I enjoyed it.” Jin smiled at you

“Yeah, that was good.” You smiled back

The two of you walked out of the room and went back to your rooms

You stripped out of your clothes and lay in your bed, opting to take a shower in the morning as you were dead tired at the moment

The day’s events played in your mind on repeat. Namjoon’s words and your feelings were mixing up and taking over you.

You sighed and rolled to your side, staring out the window.

You felt your eyelids getting heavy and within minutes you were asleep.

Chapter 16!

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