You woke up to silence and you realized how extremely peaceful you felt

Yawning really big you wiped the tears out of your eyes and sat up. You felt pain again, but just like Hoseok said, it was much much better than before.

You attempted to get out of bed and wash up but after standing on your feet and falling on your from the pain you groaned and complained, because obviously your feet were not going to be working any time soon

“___? I heard a loud thud, are you alright?” Jungkook popped his head in

You smiled, “Yeah, I’m fine. I just forgot that I can’t use my feet.” You attempted to stand back up but now your entire body had started hurting again

Jungkook ran in and helped you up, “Why didn’t you call for anyone?”

“Because I didn’t want to be a burden?” You finally got to your feet and with Jungkook’s help, to the bathroom

“You aren’t a burden. I was helping Jin in the kitchen, so I’ll call Taehyung to help you okay?”

You nodded as you brushed your teeth while sitting on the countertop

You were struggling to wash your face when the door opened again and you heard a laugh behind you

“Do you need some help?” You gave up and looked at Taehyung who was smiling like a fool

You humphed and turned back to the sink, “No.”

After continuing to struggle, you felt Taehyung’s hands pull yours away and continue for you

“I’m here to help idiot.”

You pouted as he washed your face. Once he was done and you were washed up, you got a good look at him

He was wearing casual clothes, for the first time you noticed, and looked perfectly fine

“Aren’t you hurting anywhere?” You asked him as he put down the towel

“Nope. I’m still healing, but I don’t really feel the pain.” He answered as he situated himself between your legs and put his arms around your waist

You reciprocated and wrapped your arms around his neck and let him lift you up

You locked your feet on his waist as he walked out of the bathroom and out the room

“Where are we going?”

“Kitchen. Jin’s making breakfast.”

You nodded and rest your head on Taehyung’s shoulder

You looked up at him through your eyelashes and remembered the kiss from yesterday. You blushed as you remembered it. You weren’t going to admit it to him, but that was your first kiss and it was the best. The way he held you as he moved his lips in synch with yours. The way his lips fit on top yours. The way his kiss made you feel light and loved.

After living with your aunt and uncle, and losing your brother and parents, you had no more feelings. No more will to give anyone time and your heart. That’s why whenever someone confessed or asked you out, you refused rudely and walked away. You weren’t sure why you let Taehyung kiss you. Because you were safe? Because you actually wanted someone physically? You weren’t sure, but you knew the feeling this time was a good one

“Take a picture if you’re gunna stare.” Taehyung’s voice broke through your thoughts and you hit him on the chest as he laughed

“I wasn’t staring. I was thinking.” You hid your face

“About me?” You heard the smirk in his voice and hit him again

“About the kiss.” You answered him quietly

“Oh? Was it bad?”

You shook your head, now feeling extremely embarrassed

Taehyung tightened his hold on you, “I enjoyed it. I hope you did too.” He whispered quietly into your ear

Your stomach flipped and you lifted your head. Taehyung looked into your eyes and smiled a genuine smile

“There you are. Took you long enough.” You heard Hoseok’s voice

Turning your head you looked around the kitchen, then at the boys sitting at the table

All the other six boys were seated around the table and stared at you and Taehyung

You coughed and elbowed Taehyung to set you down

Taehyung smiled and went to the empty seat and sat down, putting you on his lap

You smacked his arm and he turned you to the table and re-wrapped his arms around your waist

“Looks like Tae is really taking care of you.” Namjoon spoke up as he ate a sandwich

You leaned forward and grabbed two, “Yeah. I’m thankful because walking is the hardest right now.”

You handed a sandwich to Taehyung and took a bite out of yours

“Alright. So, I’m going to lay down what we’ll be doing for the next couple of days, maybe even weeks.”

You munched on your sandwich and watched as Namjoon got into his role of being the leader

“After the events two days ago, I’m sure the remaining members of that gang are going to be after us. I’m going to keep this brief. I want all of us to stay alive and safe. Jin, the club’s closed until I say so. Yoongi, no dealing, just make and pack. Hoseok same thing. The two of you can continue making your substances, but do not call anyone for service and do not leave this building. Jungkook, Taehyung, Jimin, I want the three of you to continue training. Jungkook you can make weapons, but right now I want you to focus on fighting. I’m sure we’re going to have an extremely large fight coming soon.”

Namjoon finished speaking, and the rest of the boys nodded but stayed silent

You looked at each boy’s face. They were all so serious and focused. You made a fist and looked back at Namjoon, “What about me.”

Namjoon looked at you slowly, “I want you to recover completely. Once you do, I’m going to train you hard.”

You nodded as Namjoon got up to leave

You let out a deep breath after Namjoon walked out

“Well, it seems like the plan only made a reversal.” Hoseok spoke up and shook his head

“What plan?” You questioned him

“After getting you back safe, we planned to finish off the entire gang so we could let their alliances know not to mess with us.” You turned to Jimin who spoke up

“They’ve been bothering us for a while, but it obviously didn’t work. Now we’re on lockdown for a possible attack.” Jin continued

You nodded as each of them talked but could only come to one conclusion

“So it’s my fault basically.”

Everyone stared at you

Taehyung squeezed you and leaned forward against you, “It’s not your fault. Look at who we are. We’re a gang, we deal with this stuff on a daily basis.”

You sighed and shook your head

“Alright. Let’s get to work then.” Hoseok stood up and collected the dishes

Everyone nodded and got up as well

Taehyung lifted you and walked out

“So what will I be doing?” You asked him

“Well, I need to train, so I’m going to have to leave you either in your room, Hoseok’s room or with Jin.”

You thought for a moment, “Can I stay in my room today?”

Taehyung nodded, “You won’t get bored?”

“Doesn’t Jimin have books? Can I borrow some?”

Taehyung nodded and put you down on your bed, “I’ll get them.”

You leaned back against the headboard as Taehyung left

You reached over and grabbed your phone, checking up on things you had been missing

There were several missed calls, some from your so called friends, and of course your aunt

While waiting you decided to call her back

She picked up after the first ring

“___! Where in the world have you been!?”

You sighed into the phone, “I’ve been busy.”

“And what exactly with? What has kept you away from your phone for 4 days?”

“Just stuff.” You rolled your eyes

“I want a proper answer ___.”

“I made some friends and I’m spending time with them.”

“Are you still looking for your brother?”

“Yes of course I am.”

“I told you that it’s useless ____. He’s probably dead.”

You gritted your teeth, “He is not. I know he’s not.”

The door opened again and Taehyung came in with an armful of books

“It’s been years ____. How do you think you can find him? With what leads?”

Taehyung gave you a questioning look and you kissed your teeth

“I’ll call you the next time I’m free.” You hung up

“Your aunt?” Taehyung spoke as he placed the books down

You nodded, now very irritated

“I’m not going to pry, but here you go. If you need anything you’ll have to yell, because all of us are going to be in our personal training rooms downstairs.”

“Alright. Thank you.” You smiled at him

Taehyung smiled back and put his hand on the back of your neck

He leaned down and put his forehead on yours

You stared into his eyes, the moment felt so relaxing

You two stayed like that, both breathing lightly and staring into each other’s eyes, feeling the emotions instead of talking about them

After a minute Taehyung let go slowly and stood up

“See you later. I’ll send Jungkook to check on you once in a while.”

You nodded and he left

Chapter twelveee

Some more sappy chapters until everything gets real

Based on: http://heckai.tumblr.com/post/91658445947/bts-as-gang-members-inspired-by-x-x

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p.s I'm so sorry for the late update

Ramadan had started and I'm staying away from my computer. I don't think I will be updating again until the end of Ramadan, but I will try to.