You woke up to white

After rubbing your eyes and sitting up you opened your eyes again and took in your surroundings

“You’re awake.” You turned your head to the side at Jungkook whose shoulder you’d been resting on

You nodded

“Where are we?” You looked to the door with a red sign on top that was on

“Hospital.” You heard Namjoon’s voice beside Jungkook

You leaned forward and saw the boys sitting in a line

“Why are we-?” You were about to ask when the memory came back to you and you gasped

You were about to jump up but felt Jungkook grab you

“Jimin’s in there, they’re trying their best.” He said quietly

Namjoon stood up and paced around

“How long have I…” You looked at Jungkook

“About two hours.”

You nodded and looked at the door

“Jimin.” You whispered and turned your head to Namjoon

“You knew he was my brother.”

Namjoon stopped walked and looked at you

“I found out in the morning.”

You peered over at Taehyung whose eyes were closed

“He found out when he went spying.” Namjoon answered for him

“Is he okay?”

Namjoon nodded, “He out because of the bullet and loss of blood, but the injury wasn’t serious.”

You sighed as you put your head down and let out an anxious breath

It was a few moments of peaceful silence before you heard screams and shouts from inside the room

You stood up and the others followed suit

You heard a beep and the door opened

A nurse ran out a with panicked look on her face

“I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, he- we- the pulse, he’s- I’m so sorry the patient has-“

Your eyes widened and your legs gave away

“I’m so sorry!” The nurse bowed and stayed there

You weren’t sure what you heard breaking first; your heart or your mind

“No.” You heard someone whisper beside you

“You have to save him!” Someone else yelled

You choked back a sob and closed your eyes

“J-Jimin.” You bit your lip and covered your mouth with your hand

“NURSE BACK! NURSE BACK! You heard someone yell from inside the room and the nurse’s eyes widened as she turned and ran back into the room

You stared into the room as the doors closed and spotted Jimin lying on a bed with blood splattered everywhere

“He’s going to live. He’s going to live ___, collect yourself.” You felt hands hold you and lift you up

You grabbed at the person and finally let out the tears you were holding. Your heart beating faster than you’ve ever imagined

“Jimin.”

“___.” You heard Taehyung call you quietly as he wrapped his arm around your neck and pulled you into his chest

He tried to hold back a sniffle, but you felt something wet drop on your head

You held his shirt and pulled him closer, “Tae, Jimin is… he’s in there.” You cried into his shirt

Taehyung’s hold got tighter, “He’s going to be okay.”

You choked back another sob and closed your eyes

It took you less than thirty seconds to pass out

‘J come back to me.’

 

 

“___. Wake up.” You opened your eyes to Jin’s face

“Jimin’s okay, they saved him.” He smiled softly

You pushed away from Taehyung’s chest and looked at him.

He looked at you with a small smile

You bit your lip and let your tears fall freely

“They took him to a private room. We can go visit him now.” Jin spoke up again

“Where’s everyone else?”

“Around.”

Taehyung stood up and grabbed your hand, “Let’s go see Jimin.”

You nodded and followed Jin

You stood outside Jimin’s hospital room in a daze

“___?” You felt Taehyung’s hand on your waist

You bit your lip and looked at him, “I-I don’t know if I can do this.”

Taehyung smiled, “He’s your brother. Your twin brother.”

You looked into Taehyung’s puffy and red eyes

‘Taehyung’s probably more affected than me and here I am being a stupid mess.’

You looked back at the door and walked in slowly

Jimin was lying on the bed, still unconscious. There weren’t that many bandages on him but you knew how badly injured he was

You walked up to the nurse that was adjusting the monitor, “Can you tell me how bad his wound was?”

The nurse turned around and smiled sadly, “Right underneath the heart. It was close enough to kill. He’s so lucky he survived, but he’s still in the danger zone.”

You bit your lip and looked at Jimin. Taehyung was sitting beside him and holding his hand

“You guys will have to stay wary for a while. I hate to say this, but he can go back into a shock any minute.”

You held in a sob as you nodded and let the nurse go. You walked over to Jimin’s side and sat on the bed beside him

“Hey Jimin. I hope you’re doing okay. We’re all here. Everyone is waiting for you to wake up, so don’t you dare do anything stupid and let your heart stop beating okay.”

You heard Taehyung chuckle lightly and put his hand on your arm

“___’s right Jiminnie.”

You smiled at Taehyung

“NO! YOU HAVE TO LET ME SEE HIM. HE IS MY NEPHEW!”

You whipped your head to the door

“What’s going on?” Taehyung got up and moved toward the door

You followed him out

“Miss, you need to calm down.” You saw a nurse holding back someone

“I asked where my nephew is!”

You raised your eyebrow when you recognized the voice, “Aunty?”

The lady turned around and immediately dropped her hands, “____.”

You walked up to her, “What are you doing here?”

Your aunt started fidgeting in her spot and you grabbed her arm

“Aunty what are you doing here?”

“Jimin? Is he okay?” She blurted out quickly

Your eyes widened, “Excuse me?”

“Is- Is Jimin okay?” She asked again quietly

You let go of her and took a step back, you were in too much shock to talk

“Who is this ___?” Taehyung came up to you and put his hand on your waist

“M-my aunt.” You felt tears spring in yours

“What’s going on?” You heard Jin’s voice from the side

You stared at your aunt, “How do you know about Jimin?”

She looked down, “Listen to me ___, I’m sorry for never telling you. I never thought you would find him.”

You pushed away Taehyung’s hand and grabbed your aunt, “You knew who my brother was the entire time? You knew it was Jimin? You knew where he was!?” Your voice got louder with each question

“___ I-I can explain.”

You were furious, “You kept me in the dark about my brother! You knew who he was this entire time!”

You felt someone grab your arms and pull you back, but you pulled away and grabbed your aunt again

“___ listen to me please! I can explain!”

“Then talk!” You screamed in her face

She flinched, “Th-the gang that took him took my son! They threatened to kill him if I went against the boss.”

“So you hid my brother’s whereabouts from me and exchanged all sorts of information with that gang.”

“___ I had no choice, please. They’re still watching me. They still have my son.”

You let go of her shirt and stepped back

“Please leave. I don’t think ___ or Jimin would like to see you here.” Taehyung came forward again

“And who are you?”

Taehyung put his arm around you again and raised his voice, “____’s boyfriend and Jimin’s best friend.”

Your aunt flinched and hesitated before grabbing your hand, “____ please you have to let me see him.”

You pulled your hand away, “You’ve been working with the gang that declared war against us. How can I trust you around my brother?”

“I won’t do anything ___ I promise.”

“That’s funny miss. I can see the knife in your purse.” You heard Namjoon’s voice

Your aunt stood up straight and turned around

“I am going to kindly ask you to leave. If you don’t I’m going to use force.” Namjoon walked forward

“That’s my nephew in there. You can’t make me leave.” You felt anger rise up at the change of tone from your aunt

“Jimin is my brother. He is our brother and he is ____’s twin brother. You don’t have my permission to see him.”

“I don’t need your permission.” Your aunt turned back to you and pushed through to go to Jimin’s room

“I don’t think so.” You saw Jungkook block the doorway and lean against it

“___ I am going to see Jimin and you cannot stop me. Tell this kid to move.”

You walked forward and stood beside Jungkook

“Nurses can you hear me?” You called out

“Y-yes miss.” You heard the voice of the one you conversed with earlier

You stared your aunt dead in the eye, “As the closest relative and twin sister of Park Jimin, I forbid Park Sunhee from visiting Park Jimin in any circumstance. She is a threat to his and our safety. If she lurks around here without any of us present, you are allowed to her out with security. We do not want to cause an uproar in the hospital therefore, we would like you to handle the situation if it arises.”

“Y-yes miss, understood.”

“You can’t do that.” Sunhee walked forward but was stopped by Jungkook

“I think it’s time for you to leave. You heard ___, you aren’t allowed here. I don’t care if you are Jimin and ___’s aunt or not, you’re a traitor and deceiver.” Jungkook’s eyes darkened quickly, “A threat to my family.”

Sunhee pulled her arm away from Jungkook and moved closer to you, “I’m going to come back ___. If my son dies because of you, I won’t let you get away.” She whispered in your ear before walking off

Taehyung came up to you, “Are you okay?”

You nodded and walked back into the room, “I’m just shocked. I never thought my own aunt, that’s been taking care of me since my parent’s died would do this. She knew Jimin was my brother. She knew where he was. She knew what he was doing and who he was with and she never told me.”

You sat on the chair by Jimin’s bed and felt someone put their hands on your shoulder

“We need to be more careful now.” Namjoon spoke up

“The boss got away after shooting Jimin and whatever was left of his men went with him. I know for a fact that they aren’t going to leave us alone now that they know Jimin is still alive.” Hoseok spoke next, “If anything they’re going to come back, stronger, wiser and quieter.”

“Your aunt will probably tell them everything. We need to keep you, Jimin and Taehyung safe. If they are after anyone specifically, it’s you three.” Yoongi piped in after a long while

“What do we do now?” You heard Jungkook’s voice from behind you

“Someone has to stay here with Jimin at all times. We also need people back at Triptych. We have stuff there that is very valuable, and we can’t let it be unprotected.” Namjoon came and stood by Jimin

“We’re going to have to act normal. Show them we’re fine.” He patted Jimin’s head and let his hand rest there, “Jin open up the club.”

“Are you sure Namjoon?” Jin put his hand on Namjoon’s shoulder

“Do it. We need everyone on high alert. Everyone has injuries and we can’t do another fight right now.”

“Then why open the club? That’s an open invitation.” Taehyung stood up

“So we can show them that we know, and that we aren’t scared. If the club is open they won’t attack because they don’t want attention.”

“So who’s staying with Jimin today?” Jungkook asked quietly as he squeezed your shoulders

Namjoon looked at Jungkook, “You.”

“The rest of us are going back. Two days and you’ll switch and we’ll see from there.”

You stood up and put your hand on top of Jimin’s, “Get better quickly J.”

You turned around and held Jungkook’s arm, “Stay safe. My aunt is a smart woman.”

Jungkook nodded and you followed the others out and into a waiting car.

 

 

When you were back at the club, Namjoon stopped everyone by the staircase, “Rest up. I know everyone is injured and hurting. There’s also Jimin’s condition and everyone’s safety. Take a good rest for the evening and night. Tomorrow we’re opening the club.”

There were small happy noises of agreement from everyone and you smiled, “What time is it?”

“Around 6 pm.”

“What?” Your jaw dropped open

Hoseok laughed lightly, “Our fight was at some time in the ams and then we’ve been at the hospital since.”

You blinked at him, “Oh, okay.”

“Rest up.”

Everyone nodded at Namjoon and went to their rooms

You realized that you were still wearing the clothes Namjoon had given you when you were about to change

There was a knock at your door

“Taehyung?” You opened the door wide to let him in

He smiled, “Hey.”

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong…I just…I wanted to ask you if you wanted to sleep with me…”

You blushed and looked away

“Not like sleep! Like normal sleep sleep!”

You looked at him and held back your laugh when you saw his flustered expression

“I am in no condition to have even if I wanted to…” He smiled and looked down

You walked up to him and put your head on his chest, “Yes I’ll sleep sleep with you.”

He laughed and put and arm around you

“How’s your shoulder?” You pushed away and put your hand on his injured shoulder

He winced a little but smiled, “I’m in a better condition than Jimin, so I’m fine.”

You smiled back and nodded

“Let’s sleep sleep?”

Taehyung laughed and hid his face in your neck, “Yes. Lets.”

 

There was a banging on the door that woke you up

“Ugh, what time is it. What’s going on.”

You heard Taehyung groan in annoyance beside you

“I made breakfast! Come eat before it gets cold!” You heard Jin’s voice from outside

After about five attempts of sitting up, you gave up and lay straight on your back

“. Taehyung I can’t sit up.”

“Why?” He groaned out

You bit your lip. You hadn’t told anyone about your injury from the explosion.

Taehyung moved beside you and you looked at him

“What is it?” He stared at you

“I…Uhm…”

“____.”

“I got hurt yesterday…from the explosion.”

You saw Taehyung’s eyes widen and he immediately sat up

“Here.” He moved his hand under you and lifted you up using his other hand for balance

You winced when you were finally sitting straight, “Dammnit.”

“Let me see.” Taehyung started to pull up your shirt

You grabbed his hands and stared at him with wide eyes

“___, really? We’ve had .” Taehyung smirked at you, “Are you not wearing a bra?”

You blushed the minute that left his mouth, “I-I am, but that was at night and we could barely see each other, and right now it’s morning and everything is –“

“___ you’re rambling.” He laughed and kissed your head, “Now let me see. We can get Hoseok to fix you up.”

You hesitated before moving your hands away and letting Taehyung take off your shirt

Once it was off, your face turned a deeper shade of red

Taehyung maneuvered around you and sat behind you, “Holy . Why didn’t you inform someone earlier!? Your back is all marked up!”

You flinched when Taehyung touched your back, “I didn’t know it would be this bad.”

“You’re going to Hoseok.” Taehyung affirmed and lifted you off the bed

“Hey! Taehyung! I’m not wearing a shirt! Where are you going without my shirt!?”

Taehyung didn’t answer you but kept going. He stopped at Hoseok’s door and banged on it

“Hoseok wake up, ___ has injuries you need to fix!”

You heard shuffling from inside before the door opened to reveal a sleepy Hoseok

“Taehyung did you look at the time?”

“___. Injuries. You.”

Hoseok opened his eyes properly and looked at you

“Why aren’t you wearing a shirt?” He asked in amusement, “Were you two about to-“

“Hoseok.” You deadpanned, “No.”

Hoseok laughed, “Lets go down to my work room.”

Taehyung nodded and followed him

In Hoseok’s room you were put down on the table facing down

“Oh. This is pretty bad.” You heard uncertainty in Hoseok’s voice

“What? What is it?” Taehyung asked from your other side

“You’re going to have scars. Ugly ones.”

You closed your eyes and put your head down, “Is that it?”

You heard Hoseok hum in agreement and walk away

“Your back isn’t going to be blank anymore.” Taehyung whispered a little sadly

You smiled up at him, “It’s okay. It’s to be expected. But hey, at least we match now.”

Taehyung smiled and rubbed his hand on your shoulder

“Alright. This might hurt. It’s like before ___, so just endure it okay?”

You nodded and bit your lip

Hoseok poured the liquid over your back and you hissed

“One minute and it’ll be gone.” Hoseok said in a rushed voice

You felt him wiping something on your back and then the feeling of bandages being wrapped

You lifted up your torso to give him some space and then collapsed back down when he finished

“There. All done.”

“Thanks Hoseok.” You breathed out lightly

“No problem. It’s what I’m here for. Now go and rest, we’re going to be busy from tonight so you’re going to need as much energy as possible.”

“Jin has breakfast ready.” You saw Yoongi pop his head in through the door, “He’s getting mad that the only person at the table is Namjoon.”

You laughed as Taehyung picked you up, “He’s so passionate about his cooking.”

“A little too passionate. But we’re thankful. Without him cooking, we would die faster than being hit by a bullet.” Taehyung laughed along

The four of you went up to the kitchen together and giggled at Jin’s wrath of the food going cold

“___, why are you not wearing a shirt?” Namjoon finally asked

You blushed again. You had completely forgotten about that

“____’s injured. I fixed her up and thought it would be best to leave her skin revealed to air dry.” Hoseok spoke for you

“You make her sound like a dish.” Yoongi snorted

You laughed as well to hide your embarrassment

Namjoon eyed you and Taehyung before rolling his eyes and going back to his breakfast.

 

 

No one did anything throughout the day. Jin and Namjoon had decided to make some calls and get the club organized for the opening tonight.

Hoseok left and said he was going to get some fresh air while Yoongi went to his work room and spent the entire day there

You and Taehyung stayed in bed all day talking about random things, like normal people.

After picking up your phone and checking the time you sighed and turned your head to Taehyung. The two of you had run out of things to talk about and just decided to think to yourselves

“Tae, there’s something I wanted to ask you.”

He had his eyes closed, but hummed to let you continue

You took a deep breath, “Tae what are we?”

He didn’t say anything and it made you anxious. Over the time that you were here, you realized that you developed something for Taehyung. You knew he liked being with you too, but in what way, you didn’t know.

Was he playing around? Did he want you for himself? Was it something else?

“I don’t know.” He finally answered

You felt your lip tremble, “Do we have a status? Or is it friends with benefits?”

You hoped you were wrong. The small kisses and affection were too much for it to be friends with benefits. Too much for your heart.

“Do you want a status?” He asked

You looked at him while he still had his eyes closed. You looked at him closely

Taehyung was attractive, you knew that the moment you saw him, but now as you looked at him you realized that he was extremely attractive. Long eyelashes, a straight and upright nose, soft pink lips and a beautiful bronze skin tone.

“For my own assurance.” You looked back up, “We’re a gang. Gang’s don’t have time for romance. I’ve never been in a relationship before, heck you were my first kiss. But I’m going to be straightforward. I’m attracted to you, I don’t know what the feeling is, but I want to be with you, romantically and physically. I know we’re in a gang and romance and relationships are probably the worst to have, but even for a little while, I want to be with you.”

You felt him move beside you and then you felt his arm on your waist

“Then ___, will you be mine?”

You felt your breath get stuck in your throat and you looked at Taehyung slowly

He was smiling softly and it made your heart beat a little faster

You nodded once

“We’re not friends with benefits. I’m not good with my feelings either because like you I’ve never been in a relationship. The only contact with females I’ve had is them calling my name when I pound into them at the club. When you rescued me in that ally I felt something else. I didn’t want to just sleep with you. I wanted to know you.”

He paused and took a breath, “I liked you from the beginning. Your confidence and your courage. Then your strength and your perseverance. Then your kindness. Every time you showed something new, I liked you more. When I went on my mission I knew I could count on you because of who you were and not your abilities. When I slept with you, I knew I wanted more. When I found out you were Jimin’s sister everything felt different. You were my best friend’s sister and I knew it couldn’t be better. I probably sound like an idiot, but that’s how I feel.”

When he finished talking you could only stare at him in awe

It wasn’t until he wiped your face that you realized you had started crying again, something you had been doing a lot.

“Taehyung –“

You were cut off by Taehyung’s lips, but you didn’t mind

You knew you shouldn’t have let him continue since you both were injured, but you gave in to your emotions and let him make love to you slowly and deeply for the second time.

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Chapter 20.

So many emotions! Jiminnie didn't die! yet~ OH >;)

Based on: http://heckai.tumblr.com/post/91658445947/bts-as-gang-members-inspired-by-x-x

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