I Didn't Want You, But I Needed You
Description
They were the misfits, the ones nobody wanted.
But, they loved it.
Foreword
None of them got enough sleep. It had practically become a right of passage once you had entered the group, that sleep just seemed to vanished. But even before they had met each other, sleep wasn't easy.
The nightmares would invade their minds completely until they occupied every possible square inch and you'd wake up subconsciously crying in a cold sweat. But by that point, the nightmares had just become another part of their ed up lives that they had to deal with, but didn't. The nightmares didn't scare them, it was how true they actually were that was the frighting part.
The only way any of them slept when they were alone was alcohol. The corrosive liquid would slip down their throats, somehow finding its way to their 'beautiful' minds. Once it had poisoned their mind enough, everything became the blur they grown to live for. That was the only way to block the from entering there minds for as long as they could stay intoxicated. When it wore off, the cycle simply repeated itself.
No, they didn't show up drunk to class. Usually. On the days when life decided to them even worse then they already were, they'd take black water bottles and fill it with a mix of beer and soju. This made it easier to take the edge off. They'd sit behind the school passing the bottle around when life dumped its on them.
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