it hurts when you planned a future together but life is on its game that all you planned together got ruined. 

"I've always told her that I wanted to have a child but she didn't want, she said its too early to bear a child. my ing mattress don't have the ability to carry a baby, so I have no choice but to wait for her. But then, I saw her with other man and guess what they are having at my own house. crap that 7  years. she didn't think about that or about me. she betrayed me. " she clenched her fist, sign of angry and betrayal. You still don't know what will be the future even if you planned it well. 

"I really want to have a kid, my own child but bull this mattress of mine, I can't have it."  tears continue to flow on her cheek. "!" I let her cry and cursed every single thing in this world. well, shes angry, what can I do?. Maybe, this is the lesson for each one of us, having a routine and then it disappeared in just blink of an eye.  

"then I will carry it. "I joked but F this mouth why did I said it?. I feel relieved when she stop crying but then i saw her eyes sparkled.

"really ?". I'm scared of what she will do if I take it back. I hesitantly laughed. Note to myself that never joke to a crying girl like her. I sigh in defeat and look at her. 

"yes, but its not free". 

"alright, how much do you want?".

"a million?"I answered think its too much but I really need money.

"deal". she said and stand up. "let's go?".

"eh!? where are we going?"

"to the doctor, let's do it now" she answer. determinations are seen in her eyes. this girl really wants to have a child. why did I say it again?. I bit my lips again, regret that I said it. I only stared at her. 

"its fine if you don't want but I'm ready to pay just to have a child." she sigh and look away, disappointed. " alright I'll just find another person to help me" she said and walk away

"wait, Fine, I'll do it" i shout standing up and run towards her. well, shes willing to pay and I'm needy now so no choice. she looked at me with a wide smile, smile that gives  energy yet melts me. she embraced me when I reached her. 

"thanks man, you really makes me happy, I owe you a lot" she sincerely said while hugging me tightly.

"hey, you will pay me. remember its not free" I give her my