a/n: so, i said this'll be rated but - ugh - i couldn't how you see. it's just that i tried and then it got all "myung's insecure" and all that and then i just couldn't make them do it and be happy till infinity because ... that'd just be too cliché ... (ugh. whatever.)

so, i'm sorry, i try to make it up to you. someday (i think) i will write another rated chapter for this, deal?

hope you still enjoy the sequel for 'private (sock) talk session'~

- hanie

Sungyeol pulls him up after Woohyun (his manager) has interrupted them at god-knows-what. “Let’s go to my place.”

Myungsoo widens his eyes. “F-for real?!” Suddenly, he thinks about some celebrities picking up girls/boys for a quicky and them throwing them away again. ‘What if Sungyeol is like them?’ he asks himself and even though he loves the taller and feels bad for doubting him, everything’s just too surreal.

“Yeah,” the idol smiles and it warms his heart, “I want to cuddle with you without Woohyun to interrupt us.” He winks and the younger gets the feeling again, that it’s just a game. And then again, just with Sungyeol taking his hand in his his heart melts and he gets weak. “C’mon.”

With the last bit sanity in him, Myungsoo quickly grabs his precious socks. Good thing he isn’t that whipped, right? But he kind of is, isn’t he? And he can’t deny him. What is he going to do when Sungyeol cheats on him and still wants to be together and kisses him and takes him and then cheats on him again and aga-

“Myung?”

He snaps out of his freaky mind and looks into those eyes that show him how concerned his idol is.

“Are you alright?”

Hands cup his face and he feels like crying. He’s never been this emotional before. “S-sungyeol..” his voice cracks and he hates himself so much right now. Taking in a deep breath he speaks up again, “Will you promise me you won’t leave me, no matter what?” It’s so selfish of him, after all the elder is an idol and someday will get tired of a clingy boyfriend that’s his fan as well.

Sungyeol doesn’t say anything for a long time. He just looks and looks and stares and stares and then he kisses him and Myungsoo closes his eyes, letting the tears fall down his cheeks. “I promise.” he whispers and now the younger really starts to cry. “Hey..”

“P-pinky sock pro-promise?”

The taller smiles at his adorable boyfriend (that’s his dear socks because his tears are no joke) and nods, “Pinky sock promise.”

And Sungyeol seals it with another kiss because he wants to.