I was looking outside by the window of my room, trying to empty my mind. The weather was cold, like we are used to during fall in Korea.  I walked closer to the window, I remembered when I was a child, I used to breathe out to create mist and then draw a little sun, as if it would bring back the nice weather. But this time my breath did not leave any traces.  I kept watching the children playing at the playground until I hear something breaking into pieces. From my room I could hear my mother screaming in anger and despair then my sister crying while trying to calm her down. Everything was my fault, I created a mess. I would give anything to fix it but I can’t… because I am in another world now.