Suzy gently pats Krystal back as she crying and hugging her tightly. “It will over soon” Suzy try to calm Krystal.

One of the senior nurses came to them and sits next to them.

“Soojung… I know it’s hard at first. The entire nurse felt that way too, even me” she gently Krystal hair.

“People born and die every day… Soon it will be normal to us, because we will watch it every day… and sometimes in horrible different ways. So, get stronger okay”

Krystal looks up her head and look at the senior face. “I understand” she said.

Suzy wipe her tears and smile to her. “Thank you Su…”

One of the patient that Krystal and Suzy take care before die in front of both of them today. Suzy still can feel the sadness when that person gone forever.  She knew from the start that she will have to watch this every single day and she thought that she already prepare for this.

“Are you okay Su?” Krystal asks her as she saw Suzy stare at wall in daze.

“I’m fine…” Suzy gets up “I’m going to continue my work…” Suzy looks at Krystal “Are you okay now?”

Krystal nod “I’m fine… Just go first I’ll come shortly”

Suzy smile and walk out from the staff room.

She takes a deep breath and let out. She’s going to be fine, she calm herself.

“Be strong Suzy” She remind herself.

When Myungsoo arrives at home today, he saw Suzy sits next to the bed drink some alcohol. He slowly walks to her. “I’m home Suzy” He said to her but she don’t give him any respond.

His mother told him that since Suzy got home she just go walk straight to the room and not getting out since then. Her mother saw her cry too.

“Suzy…” He calls her name softly and walks closer to her. He knee in front of her and put his touch Suzy chin up to look at him. He saw the tears and her puffy eyes. Slowly he pulls Suzy to his chest and her hairs.

Suzy cry on his chest.

Myungsoo sit still and just caressing her hair.

“It will be okay… I promise” He said.

“She’s a nice person… Why she has to die?” Suzy suddenly speak up but her voice shaking because of her tears.

Myungsoo cup her face to look at him and softly said to her “Suzy… good people die every day… and we who is still live should keep moving on”

“B-bu-but….” Suzy can’t continue her words…

“It’s okay… I’m here for you…” Myungsoo wipe her tears away and bring her closer to him again.

“I’ll be here for you Suzy…” Myungsoo kiss her head and tighten his embrace.

They still on that position until Suzy fell asleep. Myungsoo notice that she already in deep sleep he lift her up to the bed and tuck her in the blanket.

Suddenly he can feel the tight at his wrist. Suzy hold his wrist.

“Please… Stay with me” Suzy begs…

Myungsoo smile and caressing her hair… “I’ll be here… Don’t worry. Just sleep” Suzy shut her eyes again and back to sleep.