Author Note : Please Don't hate me, Don't bash me, I'm sorry >.<

 Suzy tried to recall what happen last night, but first she need to get out from Myungsoo room and she need to get out from his hand. Slowly she take Myungsoo hand and remove it from her stomach, he put his to her side. A sudden move from Myungsoo make her flinch but when realize he still in deep sleep, she quickly move the blanket from her body and get from the bed. Didn’t bother to find her nightgown and knickers she just run out from the room . She quickly grabs her door knob and opens the door, get inside her room. Properly lock the door and take a towel from the shelves and wrap her body.

 Suzy sit on her bed, her hands rub her face. She’s desperately tried to remember what happen last night. She remembers play ten question with Myungsoo, and she definitely drunk after the question about her painting. What happen next?

Kiss me!

A voice said in her head. Kiss me!

“Damn it Suzy!” She cursed herself after remember what she just did.

She just did something that she will remember for her entire life and she definitely regret it. She kissed him for second time, not just that she passionately kissed him and she just had with him! She had with Kim myungsoo!

His touch still lingers on her skin. She really enjoys his touch to every inch of her body. His toned and lean body is so y and she admit it that she really want to touch it. The way he kisses her on her neck makes her shivers. She may completely drunks last night but she does not forget the way he touch her.

“Damn Suzy! Stop thinking about that” She quickly brushes her dirty thoughts from her head.

This is a mistake! Yes, mistakes. She’s drunk. What happens between them last night is just an accident. He doesn’t love her and she doesn’t love him. It can't count as made love right? But somehow it make her feel sad and lonely. She scared to face him, now it's back to awkward again after they already be a good roommate and friend.

Suzy sighs, her eyes start to get watery but she held it.

For the time being, just avoids him as much as possible. Don’t go out from your room. Call work said you sick. DONE!

Suzy slammed her back to the bed, stare aimlessly at the wall.

I definitely blame the alcohol!

Suzy groans “Ugh! This is drive me crazy”

Suzy get up from the bed. She need shower.

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Myungsoo wake up when he heard the door being shut. He looks beside him and saw Suzy no longer there. Of course, she wouldn’t stay even though he hopes that she stays right beside him. He knows she will regret it after she woke up. He knew, but he so stupid to let his emotion control him last night. It wouldn’t be the same again. She will never look at him like she did before. 

He ruins it.

He ruins their relationship.

Why can’t he be patient with her?

Why can’t he wait for her to be real ready to accept him not because she drunk with alcohol.

He just takes advantages on her action last night, he should really control himself.

Myungsoo sitting up take the pillow and put right behind him. He leans his back. His eyes fall on Suzy’s nightgown and her knickers at the edge of the bed.

She must be when she left his room.

Myungsoo get up and get shower, after shower he wear his long sleeves shirt and short. He takes Suzy nightgown and her knickers and put it in the laundry basket.

He get out from his room and tip toe when he closer to Suzy