Chapter 5

Longing for you
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*screeeecccchhhh*

Jaejoong just stood there, unmoved, when the car just stopped an inch away from him. When there was no impact or pain that a hit will give, Jaejoong opened his eyes only to see Yunho in the car. 

"HAHAHA" Yunho was shocked to see Jaejoong in front of his car. He immediately got out of the car when he heard Jaejoong laugh uncontrollably in the middle of a street.

"Jaejoong, what are you doing? Get in to the car I will take you home." Yunho tried to push Jaejoong into the car but Jaejoong harshly pulled out of his hold.

"Why is it always you? Why is it that when ever I am hurt by Ilwoo you are there? Do you plan everything?" Jaejoong tried very hard to keep his balance in his drunk state. Yunho tried to hold him but everytime he tried to get close Jaejoong would just move backwards. Yunho had no other option but to be on his toes to catch Jaejoong if he falls, and he sure did.

Jaejoong suddenly lost his balance but fell right into Yunho's arms. He tried to push him away but was too weak to do that..

"Jaejoong lets go from here." Yunho picked him up and placed him on the passenger seat. He strapped the seat belt properly even though Jaejoong was slightly pushing him weakly. He quickly went over to his side and started his car.

"Jaejoong whats your address?" Yunho looked at Jaejoong and felt like slapping himself when he saw Jaejoong crying silently. Yunho sighed when he received no answer. He removed his phone and was about to call Junsu.

"111beon-gil, Yuseong-gu, Daejeon (fake address)." Yunho looked up when Jaejoong gave the address. He knew that this is obviously not the address where he and Junsu lives. He thought that maybe Jaejoong said the address about the place where he wants to go righ now. Yunho put the gear in drive mode and drove to the place.

Jaejoong had fell asleep after a few minutes of crying non-stop. The drive was long and tiring but Yunho didn't mind it at all. It was time for sunrise and Yunho had reached the place, Yuseong-gu. But he didn't know where exactly Jaejoong wanted to go, so he parked the car near the end of a road from where the small city could all be seen. He looked at Jaejoong who was sleeping peacefully with his knees bent up to his chest and head resting on the window. He had Yunho's jacket covered around him. Yunho had wrapped his jacket previously when he saw that Jaejoong was shivering. Not wanting to disturb Jaejoong, Yunho got out of the car and streched a bit. The non-stop drive had taken a toll on his muscles. The cracking sound of the tired muscles relieved a bit of the pain and he sighed. He turned back to look at Jaejoong in the car and thought about where and who Jaejoong would want to visit. Thinking that he should probably wake up and ask, Yunho walked to Jaejoong and gently shook his shoulder.

Jaejoong's eyes fluttered open and he looked around. He realised he was in the car and the memory of trying to kill himself returned. He remembered he was saved though.....by Yunho......Yunho!

"You! Why are you here?" Jaejoong shoved the concerned man away harshly. "Why do you show up when you're least wanted?"

Yunho who had had enough of Jaejoong's indignant behavior couldn't stop his words from escaping, "That's rich coming from you! At least I'm not a suicidal drunk." He said. Jaejoong then realised what he said.

He had alcohol while he was pregnant, with the child of the man he loves but didn't recieve love in return. All of a sudden he breaks down and sobs. The guilt of harming his child consuming him and also his stupidity, first for not seeing the jerk that Ilwoo was and second for being irresponsible with his child.

Yunho felt horrible for saying thoughtless things to Jaejoong when he's so vulnerable and tried to comfort him but Jaejoong slipped out his hold and ran back inside the car. He closed the door and once again sobbed in the passenger seat. Yunho watched him let it all out and when he seemed to have run out of tears, Yunho went and sat in the driver's seat. 

"Do you know where we are?" Yunho asked him.

"Huh?"

"This place, you gave me the adress while you were drunk. Are you aware of where we are?"

Jaejoong looked outside the car. He recongnised the suburban houses with their well-maintained gardens. there was also the school and the playground attached to it which was open to public events as well.

"My...my parent's place. How did you...."

"I told you...you gave me the adress." Yunho smiled. He started the car and turned to jaejoong, "since you say this is your parent's place, I'm guessing you wanted to meet them." Jaejoong hesitantly nodded. "Could you give me directions." Jaejoong pointed down the street and then indicated to Yunho to take the left turn. Yunho nodded and drove in the direction Jaejoong showed.

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They reached outside Jaejoong’s house and Yunho waited for Jaejoong to get out. But Jaejoong didn't move an inch.

"What's wrong? Why don't you go inside?" 

"You don't have to tell me what to do and what not to do."

"Stop snapping Jaejoong. Since the time we have met you have not once talked properly with me. What have I done to you? For once can you talk properly to me and not like I am a bad person. All you can do is thank me for saving you and driving non-stop like a maniac just so you meet your parents. But no you just have to keep snaping at me as if I am the one who hurt you."

Yunho had had enough of Jaejoong being all angry with him when he was not even at fault. Jaejoong was stratled by Yunho's sudden outburst. He knew he was wrong but was too proud and stubborn to admit it. 

"Ok I am sorry. No need to yell." Yunho was not sure whether he heard the right word or not.

"Come on now lets go. I am sure you are tired you can freshen up in there if you want." Jaejoong said and got out of the car quickly. Yunho quickly got out too and ran to follow Jaejoong. Jaejoong was about to ring the bell when Yunho pulled his arm down. 

"Jaejoong....you... you know you don't have to act strong. I know everything, Junsu has told me everything. You know we all here for you. Me, Junsu and even Yoochun, you can sure ask us for any help." Jaejoong just smiled at Yunho's gesture and rang the bell.

"OMO... Jaejoong ah." Jaejoong's mother hugged him tightly and Jaejoong also seemed to not let go off her. Yunho was just smiling looking at the two when a fairly hefty looking man came into his view.

"Who are you?" Yunho hated to admit it but he was really scared of whoever this man was. Jaejoong sensed his father's presence and saw that his father was scaring Yunho off.

"Appa he is my...err... my friend." 

"Oh Friend! Nice to meet you. Jaejoong rarely introduces us to his friends." Because he didn't have many that close, Jaejoong wanted to say but kept quiet in front of Yunho. "Come in. You boys must tired driving this late in the night." If Yunho found it wierd that Mr Kim changed moods like a woman changed clothes, he didnt say anything. He entered the quiet homely residence and scanned the place. Pictures of Jaejoong's childhood decorated the walls and Yunho loved how beautiful

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Fladahh #1
I remembered this fic, and I guess you dropped it. Just wanted to say it was really good and it will be a reason to make a lot of possible scenarios
heartramen
#2
Chapter 22: wonderful story... ^____^
Shubha #3
Chapter 22: Wow, just need anupdate soon
Shubha #4
Chapter 11: Omg i cried a lot, its so wonderfully done...
kamali
#5
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athrun08
#6
Chapter 22: What happen oh no...is jaejoong been kissed by someone?????
Everoselen314 #7
Chapter 22: Aww atleast u updated this great fic
MissABDy #8
Chapter 22: Thank you for update
faithot5 #9
Chapter 22: Thanks for the update. Indeed a good one