Burn Out

Listen to My Voice

She found herself dropped flat down on her stiff bed, but that didn't matter. Her groans stifled in between the white sheeted pillows as she rolled over to the side. Krystal ears began to ring at the deafening silence in the house, while her mind wandered over. The creaking of the rectangular mattress got her cringing at each movement just like her words. 

 

Amber's words. 

 

"What's with you and Sulli?"

 

For the whole walk home, she couldn't help but to think about. It played over and over again; a film that never ended. Each step she took, sent her right over at the same question. And the words repeated. 

 

You and Sulli. 

 

Sulli. 

 

Constantly she had her fingers pulling on her bleach blonde hair. Eyebrows drawing together with a sigh. A natural habit she had whenever something bothered her. Like the loud clicking of someone's heels on the floor, the pressing of a pen or the uncomfortable shift in air. 

 

It was exactly like that. 

 

And honestly Krystal didn't know what she was doing. Her feelings in a jumbled mess, tied in knots, who knew her exact motive. Does she love her? Does she not? But the thing was, if anybody asked to explain what Sulli was like, Krystal had a definite answer. 

 

A beauty

 

Her voice melting you from the inside each time she opened . Each time she touched you, it'll send sparks resulting you to skyrocket. And that time where she removed her bothersome shades, her dull colored eyes were the only thing shining. The childlike smile she'll give gave goosebumps, but well-feeling chills. 

 

Sulli made her feel right. 

 

The pieces to her puzzle were found from the vast. 

 

Efforts not to be meaningless, giving a little affect. 

 

Her crooked self seemed to be bent a little back.  

 

Now, a sound was able to make it passed her lips, audible. She decided to try talking a little bit more than keeping her lips pressed done together all the time. 

 

Krystal also didn't forget; Jessica wasn't the only to get her to smile. 

 

Amber was too. 

 

Sometimes, Krystal would find herself smiling like an idiot. The thoughts of the ginger's jokes, smiles and grins got her lips tugging upwards. Right when she met Amber, the tomboy understood her immediately.  

 

And she couldn't help but to smile back. 

 

It was that one word she remembered, Amber typed on her cellular device. Nobody knew, but that same message stayed there. 

 

One word. Deaf. 

 

It was funny actually. A deaf girl managing to meet one with no chance of ever talking or getting to be heard. 

 

Amber kept her going. 

 

 Having an argument with her wasn't the best. A heavy weight pushed down, letting her cower deeper into guilt. She wanted to apologize, but the phrase she had typed were complete lies. 

 

-Then stop invading my love life! It's not like I like you either!-

  

It's not like I like you either.

 

She felt a throbbing pain return, just like the day her sister vanished and erased from her life. Unbearable sickness that would lay in heart for the longest time. An ache, crumbling down her walls which soon would unlock her paper-like heart. 

 

Their names entering her brain was a quick process; names she would remember the most. Krystal had them engraved in her head, burned down. At the mention of the names it sent her heart skipping a few beats. Her face flushed and ears scorching even though she wouldn't show it. 

 

The ginger and the brunette. 

 

She had fallen in love with–

 

Amber and Sulli. 
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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sorry for the late update and awfully short chapter. Semester is ending and I have bunch of tests and work to get done. Also sorry about the grammar mistakes. Too busy and tired. anyway thanks a whole lot for the subscriptions. I never thought people would actually like my work. I'll promise to work hard to return with a better chapter. 

Until then, see ya. 

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jinri23 #1
Please continue this story :(
youngyul #2
Chapter 11: AUTHORNIM OMG THIS STORY MADE ME CRY A RIVER:'( please continue.., omg i'm truly in love with this story
vitaamor
#3
Chapter 11: This is good.is there any chance for d comeback
TofuScribbles
#4
Chapter 11: OH MY GOSH!!! is krystal going to donor her eyes??? please no...
that's so sad :(
i don't think sulli will want that to happen.

and i'm still curious about jessica. why she's leaving krystal? did she give up on her?

oh. and you're on hiatus ;-;
hope you'll update soon.
i really love this story, and the other one too~
truelunatic576
#5
Chapter 11: JUNNNGLIIIII!!!!!!!!!! oh please? hahaha

Donor? yasss
taengoodaebak #6
Chapter 11: KRYBEEEER. IM BEGGING youuuuu!
jinri23 #7
Chapter 11: jungli pleaseee :D
yo_wazzuop
#8
Kryber.. Kryber.. Kryber..
-Lock_Liu-
#9
Chapter 11: Who is the donor???? Update soon
kaorushin
#10
kryber and sultoria.. much better!