It was around 7 or 8pm as I knocked at Infinite’s door. “Hello? Anyone at home? It’s me ______.”

Woohyun opened the door as he hugged me “oh hey what brings you here?”

“I was bored, so I decide to come over.” I answered.

“I see, come in it’s getting cold.” I said as I stepped in and closed the door behind me.

“Where are the others?” I asked as I looked around and couldn’t find anyone.

“There are practicing.” He answered.

“Then why aren’t you there?”

“Actually I wanted to go, but I wanted to look after Gyu-hyung, he’s sick. Maybe he got too much stress lately I don’t know.”

“Oh, that’s not good. Did I disturb you? Should I go?” I felt awkward.

“Nuh~ it’s okay, I can also stay. Actually I need a rest also, but everything is so stressful, because of the Leaping over in Japan and our debut there soon.”  He explained.

“Hm… so you’re using Oppa as an excuse, that you don’t have to practice.” I smiled.

“I didn’t mean it like that!” He laughed.

“Ohh~ yea, of cause not.” I said with sarcasm.

“Yea it’s true!” Woohyun started tickling me.

“hahaaa, woo-oppa, stop  haahaa it! I am too~ hahaa, just stop it.” I couldn’t stop laughting.

“Yea, okay.” He stopped, but still had his hands around me. It was almost like a hug. This time again, he looked directly into my eyes and smiled a bright warm smile. “The guys are right you’re really cute.” He smiled, but as soon as we noticed what he just said, we both blushed and took a step back from each other.

“Aeh… th-thank you?” I started playing with my fingers and looked down, to avoid eye contact. ' Wu-what was that, is? No? aish I don’t understand… do I start to lik—no… can’t be, Sunggyu is my celebrity crush. >-< I can’t like someone else… wait, what did I just think. Celebrity.. celebrity crush… Sunggyu is not my real crush… But he’s so cute, as what do I like him… when I am with him… we’re friends then… only friends.. and I don’t feel really anything...wua but omg, woo-oppa is also totally-… Aish! ________ Stop thinking stupid things, how do you even come up with Sunggyu? And this in such a situation. Oh you’re so stupid… what should I do now? Oh I hate this awkward silence. Woo-oppa say something, please!! Pleaaase!’ I thought as I looked up to see that woo-oppa also tried to avoid my eyes. ‘I wish, I’d know what he’s thinking… nja but 100 percently not so stupid things like me.. haha _______-ah you’re so stupid.’ … “aehm… and w-what are we doing now? If you want to relax, I can go now. Then I wouldn’t disturb you-”

“You would never disturb me in doing anything, I like when you’re around.” He interrupted while scratching his head and starring to the floor.

“Ah… o-okay, I- I also like to be around.” I answered as I blushed more. ‘Haae? What did I said? Does this even make sense?? Omg, I am totally confused now… Woo-oppa what are you doing to me?? >-<’

“Did you eat already?” He asked.

‘You couldn’t think about something better?’ “Yea, I did… and you?” I replied. ‘Okay, I can’t think about anything… is it the same for him?’

“Same for me…” He answered.

“It’s dark outside… you wanna rest, ne? It’s quite refreshing I think, when you’re outside, sitting on a quiet place and get your mind empty. I could rest with this. Sitting, and looking in the night sky, it gives a wonderful feeling. Do you want to go?” I told him.

“If you want, near here is a playground. We can go there if you want.” He smiled at me.

“Yea, we can.” I smiled back, and then we went out, to the playground.

We both sat down, next to each other, on the grass, “So, what do you think? Maybe lay down so you can relax more.” I said smiling as I laid down, but with my eyes fixed on his, and so he did.

“wua, it’s cold.” I shivered as woo-oppa hugged me, and I blushed.

“Still cold?” He asked smiling. He was so near with his face on mine, I could feel his breath. “About the leaping over, in japan, you coincidental have time to come?”

“I don’t have the money for it, the fly to japan.” I said honest.

“I’ll pay for you.” He offered.

“How can you pay for it?… maybe we can get Ceo-nim to let me go, when we say that I should practice or see The Backstage side of a concert? How’s this? I’ve never been backstage! That would be awesome!” I imagined and smiled brightly.

We looked into each other’s eyes, when he put the hair out of my face. I paused, as he lend in for a kiss, but then I had to think about Sunggyu. I stood up: “I-I-I can’t… I am sorry.” ‘Wa! Stupid girl what are you doing??? You could have just kissed him!! And how can you think about Oppa now and feel bad? You’re not cheating on him! You’re not even his girlfriend!! Hello!!! Wake up from this. Why didn’t you kiss Woo-oppa now!! Huh?? You’re such a stupid girl. I don’t myself!!’ I thought as I was about to go. ‘Please say something to stop me! Woo-oppa say someth--’

“Why? What? Do you already like someone? You don’t like me?” He said as he stood up and held me back on my wrist and tried to looke into my eyes. I couldn’t make eye contact with him.

“No, maybe… No… It’s not like this. It’s…” I wasn’t able to explain, because I couldn’t understand myself.

“Tell me do you like Hoya?” He said with an sad expression. ‘What? Hoya? Aeh no?? How come you think about Hoya?’

“No… it- it’s not him.” I said.

“So then who is it?” He questioned.

“No, it’s not that I like somebody else.” I answered still avoiding his eyes.

“So, then, do you like me?” He asked.

“I … I … I don’t know. Maybe... maybe. I am not ready for anything yet... Mianhae” I hesitated as I ran away, and let the confused and upset Woohyun standing there alone in the dark.

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and why is almost nobody makin comments? Dx it feels like no one is readin it  T____T waeee x'DD okay nja back to story:

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i gonna have more time now i think :D .. but monday holidays are over =_=  but i will try to update sunday >-< !! but i can't promise >_<. but it will be within next week. Promise :3

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