Paradise

Paradise

 

Sunggyu looked to the man in front of him not knowing if what to think or say. Was this man for real? Was he being completely honest? Didn't he cared at all about his scars? Didn't he cared about the marks he had all over his face? He wanted to believe. He really wanted, but at the same time, he was almost sure it was all a joke, that this wasn't real. He was sure this man, that Woohyun was making fun of him, that in the end, he would end up crying and the other would just laugh and tell his friends how he made a freak cry. “Just please....Let me...” Sunggyu heard the man say again. He didn't know what to say. He wanted to believe those words, he really did. He probably wanted more than he should, but at the same time he just felt he couldn't trust this man.

 

He continued looking to the person in front of him and all he did was give a couple of steps back. As he did it, there was no doubt the man was hurt, but he didn't said anything against it. Instead he just continued looking and waited for Sunggyu to open his mouth to speak. He wouldn't pressure the other man. He couldn't, or the reaction wouldn't be what he wanted. Not at all. “...I...I...” the words wouldn't come out. He wanted to speak, he had to speak, but no matter how much he tried, he couldn't do it. He just continued looking to Woohyun and the words got stuck. The other man tried his best, he was trying his best to keep calm and continue looking at Sunggyu and assure him that everything was alright and he wouldn't do anything he shouldn't.

 

“Trust me. Please.” Woohyun didn't know what else to say. He just continued looking to the frail man and all he wanted to do was go next to him and hug him. He wanted to hold him and say everything was alright, because he didn't wanted them to worry about what other people could possibly said about him. He wanted to make everything alright. He just didn't know what to do. He wanted to help. He wanted to help him so bad that it hurt. He wanted to just protect this man and he had no idea why. He couldn't understand why he wanted to do such a thing. He had no idea why, he just knew he wanted and would do it.

 

“Why?” Was all Sunggyu managed to ask. Woohyun moved a little closer, trying to make the other man a little more comfortable, but as he did, he saw the man step back. He didn't want to be touched, he didn't want any kind of contact and that, for some reason broke Woohyun's heart. He didn't want to show it. He didn't want to show how heart broken he was at that moment, but he wouldn't think about that, at least not at that moment. “Why do you want to...touch me?”

 

Sunggyu asked and Woohyun started thinking to himself. Why did he want to touch him? Honestly, why? Why did he wanted to be so close to someone he had no idea who he was? Why wasn't he caring about how this man got the scars? Why wasn't he wondering why this man was so scared about a small touch. And why wasn't he wondering why he was going insane. He was suppose to have millions of questions, he was suppose to want to question everything about this man's live, but he wasn't! All he was worried about was how he could help Sunggyu. What was wrong with him? Why was he thinking like that? It wasn't like him. It wasn't his nature. He was positive this was a sign of he was going mental and that was no turning back.

 

“I don't know...I just...I just want...” He also had no idea why he was so nervous. He was Nam Woohyun. He was never nervous, no matter what the situation was. He was never uncomfortable and he always had the words. Now, he just felt his voice failing him and he could swear he was about to die because of his nerves. “....God this is hard...I just...” He paused and looked to Sunggyu. He could see the man was waiting for an answer. He could see he wanted to run away and lock himself in a room. But Woohyun wouldn't allow it. He wouldn't allow the man to just leave, he couldn't. He knew it could be just for a simple room, but if felt like that if he allowed Sunggyu to leave, it wouldn't be like he was allowing him to run away from him forever. “I don't know! I don't know why I want to protect you! I don't know why I want to take care of you and really don't know why the hell I'm not wondering about your scars but instead I'm wondering how I can make you smile!”

Sunggyu just looked at the man and he forgot about everything. He could hide from the world, but when he was outside, he could see how people reacted to certain situations, but he had no idea what was happening with Woohyun. He just never saw someone like that. He never saw someone that said those things and didn't looked like they were lying. What was with this man? What was his plan? What did he really wanted? “....Can we just...talk?” Woohyun asked, still not believing he was having a hard time to talk. It was like his throat was blocking his voice. “If you're still scared of me, I'll go and you'll never see me again!” The scared man didn't said a thing at first. He just started biting his lower lip and started thinking what he should do. He was so confused he could feel his head was about to explode. “We can go to my room...”

 

 

Woohyun looked around. He couldn't help but think how empty it was. There were no pictures that showed a happy childhood. There were no pictures that showed a bright smile next to his family and friends. The only thing there were books. Hundreds of books everywhere. Some on the floor, some on the bed. He couldn't help but think how different his room was compared to this one. His was filled with pictures of him with his father and aunt and some with his friends. He just started imagining what kind of life Sunggyu had. Was it too painful? Would he talk about it openly? Would he rather stay quiet and forget forever? He didn't know, but he really wanted to know because such suspense was killing him. He had so many questions and they didn't felt right. He felt like he should ask a single thing because if he did, the man could be offended. What could he do? What did he had to do? “Sorry...” He looked up and he saw Sunggyu.

 

There he was. The man that wouldn't leave his thoughts, completely covered, from head to toe. He was covering his arms with a black, long sleeved shirt that just allowed his hands to be seen. At least, he didn't covered his face, for which Woohyun was thankful. He didn't wanted to see that face, that beautiful face covered. Never again. He didn't cared if it was burned. It didn't bothered him. He still found Sunggyu a beauty. “Why did you covered?” Woohyun asked as he saw the man sit in front of him. He could see Sunggyu wasn't as relaxed he hoped he would be, but he certainly wasn't the same pile of nerves he was before.

 

Woohyun on the other hand, as he was seeing Sunggyu in a different light, felt like his heart was about to explode from his chest. “....just because I showed my scars, doesn't mean I'm comfortable with them.” Now Sunggyu sounded cold and a little mean. Woohyun didn't understood why, so he just tried to ignore and decided to keep going with his questions. “My scars are hideous.” He couldn't help but be a little annoyed when he heard that, but when he saw Sunggyu touch his face and cover his burned marks, all Woohyun did was move closer and grabbed the man's wrist.

 

Both looked to each other in the eyes. Saying tension was around them was an understatement. Woohyun didn't know how to describe it, but if he knew, it wouldn't be with nice, pleasant words. “Don't...Don't hide.” Sunggyu looked to the man in front of him, his eyes showing how confused and scared he actually was. Woohyun moved even closer and the two of them could feel each other hot breath. Woohyun knew he was about to lose it, but nothing prepared him for what he was about to say. It was like someone had possessed his body and decided what he would say. “I want to look at you...forever.” The other man was in shock. Too in shock to even pull away. He just continued looking and tried to process what was happening. “If you hide...I die...”

 

 

 

 

 

A/N: I know it was a short chapter...but with classes...you know how it is. I wrote this in a piece of paper and copied. I know it's  a little crappy, so I'm sorry....I promise I'll do better!

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ErioleSama
#1
Chapter 20: Loll inception much.almost got me confused a second there hahaha
fellowInspirit
#2
Chapter 20: TROLL OMG PERFECT THANKS I AM STILL SHOCKED ......
rabbit09
#3
Chapter 20: omfgghdndjdbdjsbsjdnsn *roll all over the hauz flippin furnitures* omfg this is one hell.of story!!! omo~~~ I need to.calm down cuz seriously im.gunna have woogyu heart attack >°<
THIS IS LIKE THE BEST !!!!! DAEBAK AUTHOR-NIM
IM REGRETTING THAT.I ONLY.FOUND THIS NOW
I WAS ANGRY HONESTLY FROM ALL.THE TROLLING N .YOU DID CUZ MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT, I FEEL LIKE DYIN READIN THOSE
I.LAUGH, SCREAM, N CRY ALSO PROCRASTINATE THANK YOU XD
OMG REALLY THANK YOU FOR THIS
I LOVE.YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! -ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ WooGyu saranghaja!! <3<3<3
-kpopismehlife-
#4
Chapter 15: OMFGDJEG
OH MY HOWON
YOU, AUTHOR NIm
AR e GoIng To gEt StoNed.
WHYHUHHUHUY CAN'T WOOQ LIVE GUD LIEF?
(ノ ̄Д ̄)ノ
PrincessHakyeon
#5
Chapter 20: I flipped so many tables because of this story e n e..So worth it though..
*Reflips them*
Update soonn!! :D
Woogyu is so confusing <3
Sanglerke #6
Chapter 15: o.o huh? what? what's going on?! This is soooo frustrating D:
ilamby #7
Chapter 18: Whoa! So many dreams and so many conflicts! But I love it!^^ I enjoy it very much xD
shadowkissed
#8
Chapter 19: omg this is perfect. it's really confusing that everything is like a dream OTL a bit disappointing tho that the first story is not real ;A: but it's perfect, like you're putting some stories into one~
I feel like you won't post the last chapter, so I'lll consider this as the final xD I love iiit<3
hk_lyh
#9
uwaaaaa ;a; I read it again~~
I love this story ♥~
Waiting the "grand finale" :3
Update as soon as possible çç
red-handed #10
uh-ah-so confusing~~~~