Woohyun continued waiting for the answer and the older man just stood there looking, thinking. What should he say? What could he say to something like that? It was so unexpected, it was something he wasn't expecting and all possible answers vanished as soon he felt the intense stare of the younger man and all he could do was stare. He had no idea of what he could say or do. He just started thinking about possible things he could do to escape such a delicate subject. They were going to be on stage again, they were going to perform in front of all those people. He couldn't have something so big on his thoughts, he just couldn't. “Hyung....I...I need an answer.”

Sunggyu started biting his lower lip and was afraid to say a single thing. He just didn't know what to say, how to put in words what he was feeling, and the current pressure he was feeling on him wasn't helping at all. He could feel the hold on his hand getting tighter and tighter by the second, and he just didn't know what to do. “I don't think I...” He didn't finish. He just stood there, looking to those sad eyes. Woohyun could see the older wasn't comfortable with the question or with the possible answer. It broke his heart to see that the older couldn't answer right away but he knew that the question he just made was a very delicate one and couldn't be answered with a simple yes or no. Sunggyu opened his mouth to speak, not really sure about what he was going to say as he was about to say something, the younger placed his hand on his lips to stop him. “....answer me....tonight?”

It was like a weight got off his shoulders, Sunggyu just thanked silently to the younger man for saying such a thing. Sure, it would make him think about it all performance and for the rest of the day, but still, he felt such relief he was sure he was showing it too much, probably more than he should. He looked to the younger man and saw how crushed, unhappy and miserable he looked just because of that, Sunggyu felt horrible for feeling so relieved. He knew he shouldn't, he knew it was wrong, but he couldn't help it. If he had answered at that exact moment, he wouldn't know how to answer, he wouldn't be able to come up with the best answer and he would make everything even worst for Woohyun, and that was something he didn't want, no matter what. “Tonight.” He assured.

With that, Woohyun got up from his small, dark corner and walked towards the other members. He didn't know what was going to happen to him, he didn't know what answer he would get. He just knew that he was starting to wish that his dream wasn't a dream. He was starting to wish that it was reality. Because even of Sunggyu had died...he knew what he would do next. He knew that he would die from unhappiness, but he also knew that he would in fact have an ending. Right now, he didn't even knew what was about to happen that night, in their bedroom. Would they fight? Would Sunggyu say he hated him? What would happen if...if Sunggyu said he was seeing someone else? What would happen if Sunggyu said his heart belonged to another person and not him? He wasn't sure if he could survive that. He would rather be reject because Sunggyu saw him as a friend as to have Sunggyu reject him because he was already in love with someone else. No, that couldn't happen! He wouldn't be able to handle such a thing.

If that happened, he was pretty sure he would die of a broken heart. “Why is that dream affecting me so much?” he asked as he grabbed his mic. He didn't know how could a small, stupid dream have such an impact on him. It was a dream! He shouldn't care, it shouldn't matter! But why it did? Why did made him so hopeless? He didn't even realized he had confessed to Sunggyu. He just did after the words had come out. He didn't even knew he was in love with the older man. Sure, he always knew he had special feelings about him, he always knew it.

But, to call it love? No, he had no idea. He thought it could be a crush, and that was pushing it too far. They were both men, he shouldn't be falling so hard for Sunggyu! And they were in the same band, which made things even worst. If things turned out bad, and he meant really bad, Infinite could be over without the other members realizing what was going on, and it would be all his fault. Now, more than ever, he was sure he shouldn't have allowed a dream to take over him. Now he was sure that he ruined Infinite's future. Now he knew that he ruined everything for himself and for Sunggyu.

It was hard. The trip back home was very hard. They were all exhausted, they all wanted to go back home and sleep. All but Woohyun. He was wide awake and he was ignoring completely his body's needs. He just wanted to go to his room with Sunggyu and solve things once and for all. He was so focused on what he would say that he messed up the performance, but he could see Sunggyu didn't want to face him because he still didn't had an answer. He didn't said a thing about Woohyun's voice cracking, he didn't said a thing about him messing up the moves. Nothing. Even Hoya, who usually didn't said about those things, complained and said that Woohyun would ruin Infinite's name if he continued like that.

“Home!” Sungjong said as he took off his shoes and almost jumped on top a small group of sheets that were on the living room, waiting to be taken to their rooms. “I'm so tired...all I want to do is sleep!” Myungsoo said as he walked towards his room. Either of them cared about their make up. They would just remove it in the morning and that was it. Woohyun just took off his shoes and instead of going to the bathroom to remove the make up like he always did, he just walked towards his room and ignored all the stares he had on him. He knew Sunggyu wouldn't go to their shared room so soon. But he would wait. He didn't cared if the leader just went to the room at 3AM. He would stay wide awake and he would wait, even if that was the last thing he did.

“I'm going to bed....night.” They were a little suspicious when they saw the lead vocal go to bed, but since they were all tired, they just assumed he was feeling the same, so no words were spoken. Sunggyu on the other hand just pressed his lips together so tightly they formed a single line. He couldn't run away, he couldn't ignore, he couldn't say Woohyun to forget it. He just couldn't. He had to be a man, swallow his fears and face the younger man once and for all. “Be strong Sunggyu! You're a leader! You've to be strong!” He took a deep breath. He was decided to do this, he would do this. He would say everything he had to say, before he went crazy, before he and Woohyun lost each other. Before Infinite lost two members.

Slowly, he opened the door. It was dark, really dark, but even like that, Sunggyu knew the younger man wasn't sleeping. He knew Woohyun was wide awake. He closed the door behind him and he saw the singer seat on his bed, the moonlight shining on him. Sunggyu swallowed his fear and walked towards the younger man, not sure how to start the conversation. He knew it would be weird, to say the least and he had no idea how he was suppose to say what he had to say with the same caring, loving voice he always used when he was with Woohyun. He just didn't know what to do, he was just so confused. “Here I am....” Sunggyu said, not really sire if he should have said that. He felt a little stupid after saying it, but now it was out, and it would be even worst if he changed his mind.

He moved closer and seat in front of the younger man. They stood quiet and didn't even dared to look to each other. Sunggyu was looking to his own hands, not feeling comfortable to look to the younger and Woohyun was covering his eyes with his hair, not allowing the older to see how he was feeling. Sunggyu could read Woohyun like a book. All he had to do was look into his eyes and he would understand right away what was happening. But now, he couldn't even think straight. He just wanted to solve this before it was too late.

When he heard the singer take a deep breath, it caught his attention. He looked up and he saw Woohyun cleaning his face and that scene made his heart so tight he could swear he was about to die. “...Is this...another dream?” He asked and Sunggyu couldn't help but be a little confused but didn't said a thing. He wanted to ear. “....Is this another dream? Am I going to wake up any time soon and will I realize you don't exist...that Infinite isn't real...that I felt in love with an illusion? With a lie? Because if it is...I don't think I can handle it. If it is, I think I would rather die.” Sunggyu wasted no time and got up from his bed and sat next to the younger man. He grabbed Woohyun's hands and pulled his closer. As soon he did it, Woohyun started crying even harder and held Sunggyu's shirt so tightly he was pretty sure he was going to rip it.

“This is real Woohyun! Infinite is real, I am real!” Sunggyu said as he started caressing the man's hair. He gave Woohyun a small kiss next to his ear but the younger singer continued crying. The leader didn't know what else to do. He couldn't bare to see the younger like that. It was so overwhelming and all he could was caress his head and whisper him sweet nothings so he would relax. Woohyun pulled away just a little and as he did, he felt his whole body cold and shivered. He raised his head and looked straight into the older man's eyes. “I love you Sunggyu...I really do...I need you...so much...” Sunggyu blushed and looked away when he heard that. He started biting his lower lip. Woohyun took a deep breath and touched the leader's face with a gentle, soft touch.

Sunggyu looked at him and as soon he saw those eyes he couldn't help but almost lose it. “...I shouldn't...” He started and he saw Woohyun almost entering in panic. “....I shouldn't love you because it will make things more complicated b-” before he could continue he felt a strong push on his shoulders and he felt on his back on the bed with the younger man on top of him. His eyes opened widely and he couldn't even breath. “Prove it.”

Woohyun said as he pressed his body against Sunggyu's, making the older man shiver a little. This was something he wasn't expecting and he couldn't help but feel his whole body hot as Woohyun continued moving his body against his. “W...W...What?” Sunggyu asked as he started feeling the younger man's hot breath on his neck. “Prove you love me as much I love you.” Sunggyu didn't even had time to be shocked. His whole body was burning and Woohyun wasn't helping at all. “H...How?” He asked and he started feeling Woohyun's soft lips against his neck. “Sleep with me.”