After that “fight” with Jessica, I drove to my destination… To be frank, whatever Jessica said earlier stabbed me right through my heart. It’s more painful than getting a wound or something. It’s hard to drive with all those tears just streaming down on your face, it blurs everything, making it hard for me to see the road…

Once I’ve arrived to my destination, I quickly took the shovel out of my trunk and ran towards the top of the hill. Surprisingly, our tree is still there but with the opposite outcome.

It doesn’t have any leaves or fruits…

It’s not blooming anything…

It looks dead…

I sobbed a little more because I did not come on the right time… But if not now, when?

I wiped my tears, then it suddenly started to rain, I can’t afford to stop just because of the stupid weather, so I started digging all around the tree… I’m not gonna stop not until I find what she’s making me look for…

I guess, I’ve been digging for a few good hours now… Though my arms ache and the rain has stopped, I couldn’t stop… I kept digging, when finally; I struck something really hard… I dug a little more and saw a wooden box…

I couldn’t help but smile because finally, I’ve found what I’m looking for… The answer to all these questions…

I took the bracelet out of my pocket and hurriedly opened the box. Inside it was a small pink box and an envelope… I opened the pink box and saw a ring with a pink diamond… I couldn’t help but cry…

“No… You just didn’t get this…” I closed the box and opened the envelope and took a letter out

Dear Tiffany,

If you’re reading this baby, I’m probably not around anymore. First of all, I’d like to say I’m sorry for breaking my promises. I know I promised to fight for you, but my body could no longer handle it. I’m sorry for not pushing myself a little more. Secondly, I want to thank you for always being there for me whenever I needed someone the most, even if we were still best friends back then, I highly appreciate your presence, and when you became mine, I couldn’t help but be more thankful because you felt just the same for me despite the fact that I’m looking ugly more and more each day and I couldn’t help but fall in love with you more every day. I love you so, so, much Tippani, that I bought you a ring. I was supposed to ask you to marry me, but of course, we can no longer do that, so I just bought you one. It’s okay if you won’t wear it, I mean, I’m no longer existing, so why bother? Anyhow, it’s pink; I know you’ll love it! Ppani, my love, don’t you dare be unhealthy okay? Don’t be sad every day too! I don’t want to be seeing my Ppani depressed, because I’ll just feel the same… It’s so not you if you do that, so smile okay! Smile every day! Just like how you used to… I wish I had more time to spend with you Tippani… You meant the world to me; I just hope you’d remain the same as years pass by… You’d always be the beautiful