Min Ho's Update:

Dear Diary, 

The situation did not change. For the past couple of days we went to plenty of museum. It was all so arty-farty kind of conversation and places visited.

Van Gogh Museum, their National Museum, their weird Museums and even went to pass by their red light district. We all went together... Though she was by my side throughout, her conversations were with THEM. She would ocassionally talked to me and grabbed photos together but other times... it was art, art and more art talk. And today our last night in Amsterdam, she went out with the group to Club 8.. Known for club, pool & art. I told her I won't be tagging along and would stay in at the hostel... She prepared the 'medications' I would need by the bed side and left with the group... She checked my temperature and there was none.. In truth yes I wasn't sick.. I just wanted to spend some time alone with her... But she was just soooo busy with her new friends... She was the medication I needed.

I did what I had intended to do earlier. I got that girl to trigger Shin Hye... Because now Shin Hye seemed so indifferent to me that I felt like she didn't care at all... I became so unsure about her feelings and my feelings... after almost 2 months ++ together on this trip... I initially wanted to propose to her earlier on this trip in Germany.. at the area where the Berlin Wall was erected.. I thought it would be a significant place to propose... Kinda simulating two