Dear Diary,

It's been sometime since I last updated uh? Its been like what a year and a half? Everything has been going as planned and our first album went platinum! It was difficult as schedules were hectic and getting used to the environment and people alike has been tough on us a as a band. But reading an entry written by her always put a smile on my face...

She's amusing and she definitely amaze me... With her wit and her funny thoughts... sometimes can be y too.. Hahahaha. It's a little awkward at times reading it.. But its amusing. I guess there's a quote that really sums up my feelings at this moment.

––Every Day by David Levithan

Do I love her then? I wasn't sure because she was always there. But when she's not near me ever since I left for London, it seals the deal for me. I had fallen in love with her. I'm not the kind to confess even when I feel attraction because I'm not sure how the other person of interest will react. I'm afraid of scaring the other person off. I was thinking at which point in time I actually had feelings for her... 

I definitely did not welcome w