Dear Diary,

Today was my first day of school in high school. I have been to an all girls school from my elementary school all the way till my middle school. It was my first time attending a co-ed school. Having lots of boys around was awkward. I did not know how to react. I took a seat at the back hoping to go unnoticed. I am not your Malibu Barbie, not even her friends. I am just below average. I don’t really take care of the way I dressed and I love sports more than I love dolling myself up. I love music more than making friends. So not having many friends and being alone mostly does not bother me one bit. I dislike group work but I guess my form teacher had other plans up her sleeves. She kept grouping up the class to carry out most of the activities. And I realized I was grouped a lot with this guy named Lee Min Ho, even with random lots. He I would consider Ken, Barbie’s boyfriend. But he’s not plasticized. Well at least I think he doesn’t look plasticized. He sat on the seat beside mine in the class, as we were the tallest among our classmates. I am that ‘GIANT’ girl. I thought in high school things would change, at least 2nd tallest *hopeful*, but nope nothing change. -_-“ I gave up the idea of trying to fit in and being like any other girls and accept the fact that I am tall and its something that I cannot do anything about it. I hope someday my height will be to my benefit.  Till I update again tomorrow. Bubbye.

xoxo

SsinzZ