A continuation of All I Want for Christmas is You...

“This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me”

The feeling of emptiness crept in again when the party ended. Ever since I've got a hold of my dream all I had felt was emptiness, not happiness.  So now here I am inside my car, checking myself if I could drive.

After a minute or two I knew I'm nowhere wasted, all I had was a shot after all. Then I started driving to who knows where. 

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The silence in the car flooded my mind with thoughts of everything that has happened and is happening to me, with those thoughts I found myself tearing up crying.

"Am I happy?" I asked myself "Of course you are! You have everything you've dreamt of!" I said chuckling, knowing that I'm convincing myself that I really am.

"Who am I kidding? I don't have her... the one I've dreamt of sleeping and waking up with."

After a long period of driving I found myself in front of Yuri's villa. "Is she home?" I wondered. I got off my car, walked to her door and rang the doorbell.

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When the door opened, I saw her face... same as mine, painted with pain and sadness "Yuri-ah..." I called out then I found myself crashing my lips to hers. I don't know what came to me, I just did.

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It wasn't long when I felt her respond to my kiss, as the kiss deepened my hands slowly wrapped around her neck and she had her arms wrapped around my waist. Hugging me closer, I felt warmth it's something I've been craving for quite some time now.

Feeling the lack of air we ended the kiss leaning with each other's forehead. There were no words, just eye contact.

We continued the kiss, hungrier this time, she lifted me up and walked towards the stairs to the bedroom. She had quite a hard time opening the door.

When we got to the bedroom the kisses were really needy and moans are already heard. She laid me down the bed and started to kiss my cheeks going to my ears then going down my jaw, I tilted my head to the side to give her better access. I can feel her hand running up and down my sides as her kisses went lower, I was preoccupied of the sensations I am receiving that I didn't notice that she had me off my clothes. Then I noticed she isn't off her so I made the initiative to end t