5 YEARS AGO

NO ONE POV

Today its Tuesday . Sound of rain tapping on the window . There a woman sitting infront of the window waiting for someone coming home . Every ten minutes she will glanced at clock and a sigh escaped from her lips . 

YOONA POV

' 1.30 a.m . Where is he ? ' I thought . He promise that he will back home at 10 pm . I glance at the tables where the foods already cold . ' he miss the dinner again ' as I look outside the window again . The clock strike 2.30 am when I heard someone key in the password . I heard a tired groan from the door . ' he must be tired ' I smile to myself before getting up to welcome him back . 

" tired , huh ? " he freeze for a moment before look at me with big eyes .

" Oh god , yoona . You scared me ! Why are you still up ? " a chuckle escaped from my mouth .

" I'm waiting for you . You promise to back early but you didn't .. " he sighed . He hold my hands and bring me inside after he locks the door . He stop in the midway .

" I missed it again , didn't I ? I'm such a terrible boyfriend . " I turn him around .

" Its okay , Jimin . I know you was busy with your schedule . Come on , you're an idol Jimin . I understand . This part of your job too . " he looks at me , mouth gaping slightly .

" why .. why you always be like this . Not that I hate it but it just weird . H-how you can stay positive all this time after what I had done . Since I'm a trainee until I debut under BTS I never had time for you . I missed the dinner , your birthday , our anniversary and all yet you never once complaint .. I'm so sorry , yoona . I'm such a terrible boyfriend ." he said while look at sadly .

" its because I love you , Jimin . I knew the moment I'm agree to be with you , I need to accept that you won't had much time for me because of your dreams . I never regret it . Not once and never be . Its okay , Jimin . Its okay .. " he hug me and we stay for a moment . How I miss his warm body . His cologne make me feel calm . I close my eyes , enjoy the warms .

JIMIN POV

I such a terrible boyfriend . I missed the dinner AGAIN . I look at sleeping Yoona and sigh . ' you such a great woman , Yoona . You always been nice to me yet I didn' t do what a boyfriend should do . ' I touch her face , her eyes , her nose and her lips . I move the hairs away from her face . She look like a innocent baby that enjoy her sleeping . I chuckle lightly ." I love you , Im yoona . Thank you for being there for me . I love you . I really really love you . Always . " I said softly before sleep take over me . 

When I open my eyes , the first thing I see is white ceiling . I toss around to hug Yoona but only feel the empty bed . I srunch my face and look around the room to find her . Where is she . I sigh lightly when I smell coffee and pancakes . She must be in kitchen . Getting up heading to bathroom for a clean shower . After getting ready I walk to kitchen and see her busy cooking . I smile when I heard she humming to one of my songs . I walk slowly behind her and give her back hug . She laugh lightly before turn head peck on the lips . 

" Good morning , sleepy head . Have a good sleep ? " she ask lovingly . 

" never been better . " she chuckle .

" oh yeah ? Thats a good thing . Now , move away . I'm still busy right now . Go and watch tv . Shoo .. shoo ! " she push me away before kiss me . I pout at her only to get a harsh push to living room . " Meanie !! " I yell at her .

" whatever . just be a good boy , okay . " I laugh heartily .

That day going on smoothly . We ate breakfast , watch tons of movies , cuddling and laughing at each other . Its really a good day to remember .

PRESENT ..

JIMIN POV .

' park jimin ! Park jimin ! Park jimin ! ' I heard the fanchant . I smile sweetly at them waving slightly before getting in the car . This week such a busy and tiring weeks . We had a tons of music show to perform , the fansign and variety show . BTS are the worlwide artist right now . After a year working hard and painful breakup , we made it to top . To stand as one of a influence boy group in Asian are dreams come true for us . 

The road are pack with car . Its already dark outside . I look out on the road with tired eyes . Until one building catch my eyes . I straight up when the car stop in the red lights . A sudden memory rush into my head that make me lower the window and stare at the particular floor . I try to reach my hand out when I feel someone take my hand back and close the window . I keep staring at the building until I can't see it anymore . I sigh lightly and close my eyes .

" Jimin , are you okay ? " Yoongi ask me . Huh . Am i okay ?No ! I'm not okay ! I miss her so much . So I'm definitely not okay! ' I thought .  of course I didn't say it out loud . He still a hyung to me .

" yeah .. I'm okay . Don't worry about me . " I said lightly . Flash a tired smile at them before closing my eyes again . 

" hyung .. I knew you still awake . " I heard the maknae voice . I sigh . After arrive the dorm , all of us heading to our own room to get a nice shower and a rest . Me and jungkook share a room together . I was lay on my bed and pretend to sleep when jungkook walk in .

" what do you want , jungkook ? " He walk to my bed and sit beside me . I still have my back facing him .

" I knew you're not okay . Its Yoona noona , right ? " I feel pang in my heart . How did he know? 

" is it to obvious ? " I turn my body around facing him .

" to me , yes . But I don't know about the others . " he confess still look at me .

" Jungkook ah , I miss her so much . Its has been 5 years since that night . " I let my tears rolling down . I let my gut down after 5 years holding back .

" hyung - " I cut his word when I bury my face on his thigh .

" I try looking for her .. b-but I failed . I don't know where she is .. " I cry out my frustation . I feel him pat my shoulder comforting me .

" lets try again . Hm ? I will help you to find yoona noona again . I promise you , hyung . So stop crying .. Busan man doesn't cry like a little girl . . You're a man hyung . " I stop crying and hit him . " brat " He chuckle but still comforting me .

5 years ago ..

A week after the that day Jimin started to get busy with his schedule . The phone calls and messagers start decreasing but it never made Yoona worried . She know Jimin are busy attending music show and interviews . Its normal for new group to get busy on the first three years . When he comes home , Yoona welcoming him with big feast . They spend their time together cuddling and make love all day long . Its hard to see Jimin lately , he don't come home for days sometime . But Yoona still stay positive until days become weeks and weeks become month . Its hard to believe herself anymore .

YOONA POV .

He still busy ,yoona . Get your yourself together . You can do this . I said to myself . Its has been 2 months since he came home . We still chatting and call each other but only for a moment because Jimin are busy . Lately , I feel my body become weak . I ended up throw up when I  ate something . I sigh and rub my temples slowly to ease the headache .

My eyes flash open when I heard someone keyin the password . Only one person know the password its none other than Park Jimin . The man that I missed so much . I dash towards the door and give him a tight hug . 

" wow . Miss me ? " he said while return the hug . I nod my eagerly .

" you don't have any idea how mUch I miss you .. " I mumble to his chest . He laugh heartily . ' oh god . How much I miss his voice ' I cry . " I miss you so much ." He said kissing my head .

" Yoona .. Lately , I have been thinking .. about .. hmm .." Right now both of us laying down on my bed . I look at him questioning . "Go on " I said still looking at him .

" Its about us , actually .. " I nod my head waiting him to continue

" I .. i-I has been busy lately with our group promotion .. that I didn't have time for you .. for us . I knew you said that you nevermind about this but Yoona .. I .. i-i .. I don't think that I can continue hurting you like this .. do you understand ? " I look at confuse . 

" what do you mean , Jimin ? Understand what ? " I heard him sigh before he sit up and pull me to sit infront of him . He take the deep breath

" lets take a break . Us . For a moment until I find the right time for you " I swear that I can hear my heart broken to million pieces . I didn't show him any reaction but I just simply look at him with unreadable face . I try to control my tears . 

" w-why .. ? I didn't complaint though .. w-when you didn't have time for m-me ? " I stutter my words . He look at me with sad eyes .

" I know .. but Its too hard me too .. y- " before he said anything I hush him

" do you love me .. ? " He nod his head

" I do love you .. I still do . But I love music too Yoona . Both are important to me .. you know it yourself .. " he hold my hands . I nod my head still trying control my tears . " when your last day  ?" He look apologetic and mumble " tomorrow morning " .  

JIMIN POV

When the morning come , both of us standing infront the main door . She smiles at me before saying goodbye . 

" Yoona , can I ask something ? " she nod her head and mutter go on .

" don't you feel sad ? Don't you feel anything ? " I said .

" trust me , Jimin . I feel like I'm dying .. but I know how much you love music . I won't hold you back to chase your dream . Go on . Just go , make me proud . " she said with tears on her eyes . I hold the doorknob and stop my track for a moment . I turn around pull her to me . Both of us crying in each other arms . I let her go .

" I promise you , Im yoona . When I'm famous enough . When I have a time . I will find you back . I will make you mine . I promise . Wait for me . I will back . " I look at her one last time sending my smiles before walk out from our apartment . That day was the last day I saw her .

 PRESENTS ..

JIMIN POV .

" Jiminie hyung , I got the news about yoona noona ! " The 25 years old Jungkook running to me . I smile at him antic . He never change . Me and Jungkook are in the middle of running around the park . When we have a free time , we gonna spend our time in park .

" stoopp running hyung ! " I chuckle at him. I stop near the bench and sit there . Waiting jungkook to approach me .

" what is it ? " I ask him when he reach me . He snort and pass me his phone . I look at it and pass back to him .

" that fast ? " he look confuse .

" I already see it . Trust me . I can't find her . " I said sadly . I look at playground where the kids are enjoying their lives . He smile lightly . He and Yoona always wants a daughter . A cute one . A chuckle surpass his mouth .

" what so funny ? " jungkook look at me curiously .

" nothing , kiddo . Go back home . I want to stay alone . " Jungkook nod his head before walk away . I sigh out loud . Where are you , Im Yoona .  I close my eyes . Enjoying the sound of natures and the kids .

" Yah , Park Yoonji !! Stop right there ... ! " my eyes flash open . I frown . I swears that I heard someone call park yoonji . 

" Yoonji ah .. stop running . Auntie is tired you know . " I look at my right side . I knew this woman .

" seohyun ah ! " I call her name . The woman stop walking and look at me with big eyes .

" omo ! Jimin oppa ?! " She gasped when I nod my head eagerly . She approach me with big grin .

" long time no see , oppa . How 's your life ? " she ask me .

" good . My life is good . " I said . Seohyun is Yoona bestfriend . Both of them grow up with each other . They like a twins . Undentical twins . I feel someone tagging my shirt . I look down and saw a little girl . She look like yoona . My smile flatter .

" seohyun . Do you know where Yoona is ? " I ask her . My eyes still looking down at the little girl .

" Ummm .. about that .. Yoonji ah ! Do me a favor , can you play around there . Auntie will find you later .. okay ? " the little girl nod her cutely before run away from us . She look at me before sitting down . 

"I don't know how to start .. do you ever try to find Yoona unnie before this ? " she ask . Her eyes keep staring at the playground .

" of course , i do ! I have been looking for her since two years ago . " she nod her head .

" two years ago ? Why not more early oppa ? " she ask

" I don't have a time , seohyun ah . My life start been stable since two years ago .. so that why I started looking for her nonstop .. " i explaine . Staring at the playgrounds too . I can feel she nod her head slowly .

" did you .. find her ? " I look at seohyun . Our eyes meet but I look away after a moment .

"No " I heard she sigh .

" Oppa .. I want to give you something . But unfortunely , I didn't bring it . If you free tonight , please come to my house . " Seohyun said . She stand up and call Yoonji .

" b-but I didn't know where your hous-

" your old house , oppa . Where you and Yoona unnie stayed . I will meet you there ? Tonight ? " she cut me off . I nod my heaf before she walk away with yoonji .

That night I brave myself and knock the door . 1 minutes later the door burst open . Seohyun ask me to come in . As I walk to living room , I can see Yoona pictures on the wall . She stay here ?

" Follow me ,oppa . " seohyun gesture me to follow her . I know where we heading . Its our room . Used to . I look at her questioning as her ask me to get inside the room . I do as follow and sit on the bed . Seohyun walk into the closet take something from it . Its a big red box that written ' memories ' .

" before you said anything , I want you to read and see everything inside . I won't tell you yet . Try to know of your own . " she said sternly . She walk out the room before closing the door me leaving with the red box . I open it slowly .

Inside the box , theres is our couple thing . We used to buy any couple things for each other . I smiles when I remember it . There is phone case , the bracelet , the t shirt , the shoes, A letter and two albums that wrote ' P.J.Y DIARIES ' & 'YOU & ME = LOVE '.

First I grab the second albums . I scan it slowly . Everytime I turn other page , my tears will drop merciless . I miss us . I miss u . I swept my tears away and take the letter . It wrote ..

Dear Jimin ,

Hows your life , honey ? I bet it must be wonderful right ? Haha .. of course I'm right . So , if you are reading this letter thats must be in two ways . First , when I still there . Second , when seohyun pass the box . So , which one are you ? Okay , cut the talk ..

hows your work , jimin ? Did you eat well ? Hm ? Are you getting the rest properly . Because lately , I saw on the news that you fall sick . Its hurts me , jimin . Its hurts me so much that I want ran to you back . But I know I can't do that .

Jimin ah .. honey ! I miss you so much . You been too far that I can't reach you . But its okay . I know will find me back . Are you ? Haha .. of course you gonna find me because you promise me . Did you remember it ? I do . I still do . 

Oh , oh oh ! Guess what I'm look at right now . It was you . Oh my god ! Your hair is freaking red . You look so y . Hehe . Wow . Your dancing skill and vocals are no joke . The others are doing great too .tell them that ! You were smiling right now . The smile that i miss the most . I wish it just for me . Can i wish like that ? 

Congratulations , for your first winning jimin ! I'm proud of you . Did you see the fans ? Woah .. its too many of them . You deserves this all jimin . You worked hard too achieve this all . Im so proud of you . . Jimin ah . I have something to tell you .

A month after we broke up , i fell sick . I saw the doctor with seohyun beside me . the doctor told me that I'm pregnant ! yes , you a father jimin . A father to our daughter . Yes , a girl . I'm shocked too when the doctor told me about the baby gender . I was 7 month back then . Thanks to seohyun and my family , on 10 May the little angel was born. Her names is Park Yoonji  . She so cute . She still cute . She has smiley eyes same as you . When she smile I saw you in her . The others asked me to told you about this but I said I will let you know when the time come .

but .. I think the world being unfair to me . They makes us apart but they gave me a little angel . Right now they taking the time . Jimin .. 6 months after I'm giving birth of Yoonji the doctor said I don't have enough time . At first I don't understand but as time come I felt my entire body start to weaken . They said I had cancer . I'm so scared , jimin . I'm scared that I can't see you again . I'm scared that I can't yoonji anymore .. im so scared . Jimin .. I'm dying .

if you get this letter from seohyun thats mean , there is no me anymore  .. its mean I'm already gone , jimin . Its too late . You're too late . But its okay , because there is Yoonji . Part of me inside of her . Promise me jimin , promise me that you will take care of her . Don't ever leave her like you did to me . Please .. make her happy , jimin .

I want you to know , that my heat only beating for you . You the reason why I still waiting for you . I know you will come for me , its just matter of time . I love you , park jimin . I love you now , tomorrow and forever . Please , take care of yourself . Tell Yoonji that I'm sorry that I can't be there to see her grown up . Tell her that I love her so much . I will wait for you guys . Don't worry about me . Okay ? 

from your love of your life ,

Im Yoona .

Ps: thank you for everything . I love you . Always .

I grab my chest and cry out . Oh god ! Its too painful . W-why Yoona ! I miss u .. i love you too . My tears streaming down nonstop . I clutch my chest once again . Please , take this pain away . Anybody .

" oppa ?" I heard seohyun voive . She must be crying .

" what happen , seohyun ah ? W-what the hell is happening ?!" I yell out . Her tears rolling down showing no mercy .

" not long after your break up Yoona unnie fell sick . I bring her to doctor . They tolds us that she pregnant your baby . She look so happy . When they told her the gender of the baby , she smiling happily . We asked her to told you about this . Bu ..t she said you will know when the come . . She waiting of you to come but y-you just didn't come.. until.. Yoonji was born . You never come .. she said its okay ! You will come because you promise her . But .. when yoonji turn to 6 months , Y-yoona unnie .. she fell sick again .. she has cancer , oppa . She dying .. when she waiting for .. she pass me the box and asked me to give it you .. and I did .. I'm sorry , oppa .. " seohyun cry out . Both our tears won't stop pouring down .

" h-how long s-she has been gone ? " I try to utter a word .

" a month after yoonji turn 1years old .. thats mean 3 years ago .. " she said . She walk out the room and let me stay for a night . I hold Yoona picture close to my chest . I cry myself out ' i love you ' ' i'm sorry ' word nonstop until the sleep take over me .   

30 years later ..

YOONJI POV 

I know my family history . Their love story . I appricate that my father choose to stay with me after mom gones . My father has been there for me . When the first time I go to school . When the first time I go to college . When I graduated from the college . He never leave my side until he walk me into isle . Hand me over to the guy that I choose to spend my life with . He never make me cry . But today .. i know I will cry .

I walk inside the hospital . I greet the nurse and the patience . Some of them already know me because I will come here everyday since 5 months ago when my father fell sick . I knock the door before open it slowly . I can hear the bip sound from the machine  beside my dad . 

"  hey dad . Im here ." I said as make my way to sit beside him . He open his slowly before flashing me his killer smile .

" hey , princess . You came . " I chuckle when he call me that . He look so weak .

" how your sleep dad ? " I hold his old hand . This hand that take care of her for almost 30 years . She will never forget this hand .

" good . I saw your mother again .. she look so young .. " his words turn to whispers .I know his time has come . Its just matter of time .

" dad , are you tired ? " I ask him . He smile and nod his head slowly .

" then .. go on . Close your eyes . Go and take a good rest , dad . " I hold my tears that will spill out . He groan.

" what about you , princess ? I promise your mom that I will never leave you .. you .. will be alone .. " my tears start rolling down .

" its okay .. you had done it . I still have my husband and my kids , dad . Don't worry about me . Its time for you to be with mom . Shes been waiting for too long dad . " I choke my words . Oh god . Her dad still think about her . 

" are you .. sure princess ?? " his breath start to decrease .

"Yes , go and take care of her . Can you tell her, that its okay she didn't have time for me or see me growing up . I maybe don't remember anything about her .. but one thing I'm sure is her love for us never fade away .. " I saw his trying to stay .

" anything else .. " his chest start to slow down .

" tell her that  i love her .. and dad , thank you for eveything . I love you . Both of you .." he nod his head slowly before his breath stop . I let my tears pouring down don't want to wipe them away . 

Thank you , mom and dad . Thank you for everything . Please , rest in peace . Wait for me , okay ? I will come to you when the come . So that our family can be complete .

Thank you and i love you . Both of you .

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Okay , before you guys attack me I want to say sorry . Because I suppose to update about Topyoon . But this idea won't come out from my mind so i need to wrote it down .

So here JiminxYoona . I know this weird but i want try .

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