Hi guys...I know, this isn't an update on the story..but I needed somewhere to write my thoughts. Initially I was going to just write to my friend but I felt like I wanted to share this with you guys instead, because you all actually mean so much to me.

As most of you have probably heard, Minzy is officially leaving 2NE1 for good.

I was in denial, like most others. It upset me a lot but at the time of hearing the news I was at work and I wouldn't have finished my shift until about 4 hours later. I know people will you call you stupid when you care about idols leaving groups, getting kicked out etc. 

But how would they feel if their bias were to leave their respective group, or to stop their career in the music industry? It doesn't hurt as much when it's a group that YOU don't stan or don't pay attention to. 

When Luhan left EXO I was also devestated but as much as I admired Luhan, I idolise Minzy on a much greater scale so this hit me 10 times harder. Now I'm not saying he's not as important, because I did cry about Luhan, I did.  However due to the fact that I have idolised Minzy for a longer time, it's only obvious that this news hurt me more.

In Luhan's case, I knew he was moving into the China market of music and I was fine with that. I missed him but he wasn't gone from the music scene. He's still around and I'm really happy for him because of how well he's doing and he's loved just as much or even more than when he was in EXO.

I know Minzy has been searching for a different company which means she intends to stay in the music career right? And I hope she can successfully debut as a solo artist and make it big on her own because she's been held back for such a LONG time and she deserves to shine. 

The one thing that scares me to death is if she is not able to debut solo and then she will gradually disappear from the K-pop scene. I don't want that because I know how great she is and I know she can be even greater. I woh't say anymore because I could go on for hours..

Thanks for reading guys and I'll be updating soon...If any of you want to share your feelings please feel free to. And let's try to be positive about Minzy's future. It'll take me a while to be okay about this...but eventually I will accept this reality and pray for both 2ne1 and Minzy's success.

See you in my next chapter. :)