Permeating Tension

Complicated Matters

It’s happening again. Jinki has suddenly shut down and grown silent in order to avoid another argument with his partner. The only sounds are the clanking of the knife and fork as Jinki continues to eat the meal Taemin has prepared. Taemin, on the other hand has stopped eating. His heart is racing once again as he wonders what exactly did he do to infuriate Jinki. He contemplates on the matter and sets both his knife and fork aside. It’s the second time they have almost have an argument within the span of three days.

“Jinki” Taemin begins his voice strained and uncertain. “Jinki, you have to understand that it’s been hard on me too.” He blinks feverishly. “It is never comforting to know that you’ve lost your job and it doesn’t make it right for a particular person, such as my husband, to throw the harsh reality in my face every day.”

Jinki looks up from his plate as he chews the remaining pieces of food in his mouth.

Taemin sees the remorseful expression on his face and forgives him instantly even before Jinki has uttered his apology.

He sighs.

“Taemin, I’m sorry. I really am. It’s just that...it’s just that a lot has been going on between us and there’s is a lot going on at work as well.”

Taemin nods as Jinki speaks. “The editor has been giving me a hard time with the new storyline we’ve devised and it’s very upsetting and I apologize for unleashing my pent up frustration from work onto you.”

“It’s fine.” Taemin’s lips curve upwards in a smile. “I understand but I want you to know that you can talk to me if something’s bothering you.” He stretches his arm across the length of the four- seater table and let his fingers graze Jinki’s clenched fist. “I love you.”

“I love you, too.” Taemin grins widely because he thinks they have communicated the most with each other for the first time since the week has started. He likes that Jinki is home with him and that they are able to spend time with each other again.

A shrill sound reverberates in the room. It’s Jinki’s phone, ringing and disrupting a fairly intimate moment between his partner and himself.

Taemin’s eyes widen in surprise at first, at the sound of the ring shattering such a meaningful silence, then they minimize to normal size as he chants ‘Please don’t answer  it’ in his mind.

The chair scrapes against the tiled floor as Jinki rises from his seat.

“Hello?” He answers and Taemin’s hope of spending some quality time together has been annihilated.

“Of course! I’m positive I left it on your desk...Are you sure?” He then pads over to the other side of the room and retrieves a stack of files from his briefcase.

“I found them”. He speaks sheepishly over the phone as Taemin listens on. “Yeah, I’ll bring them back...yes in about 15 minutes.” A few more words are exchanged before the call ends. Taemin rises and collects the plates from the table.

“Going back to work?”

“Yeah I accidentally brought back home some documents.”

A sigh is heard which garners Jinki’s attention. He pads back over and embraces Taemin, who appears very forlorn.

“I’m sorry.”

“I had planned for us to watch a movie or maybe go to the park but now we can’t because even though your work hours for the day are up, you still have to work.” Frustration is evident in his voice.

“I’m sorry but I’ll make it up to you. Jinki pulls away and peers into his partner’s brown eyes before pulling him in for a quick kiss. Taemin, dissatisfied grabs Jinki by his tie and pulls him in for a longer, more passionate kiss with underlying meanings for what to expect later that night.

“Be home by 8 pm!” Taemin calls out when Jinki has reached the door.

“Yeah?” He replies but stops to ask out of curiosity “And if I ‘m not back by then?”

“You’ll have to climb through the window.” Taemin laughs and turns with dishes in hand. “We don’t own a ladder by the way.” He says over his shoulder and continues into the kitchen and Jinki is out the door.

 

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Marshmallow08
#1
Chapter 14: Maybe a sequel will be better... what do you think? I know I'm not the only one who's expecting for a continuation... would you mind, authornim?
Ontokki_WooYeoL
#2
Chapter 14: Ugh why you end this here ?? kibum is pregnant too eoh ??

Nice fic,, but I want more ㅋㅋㅋ
SHIN33ee
#3
Chapter 14: Another surprise ending :D Way to make Taemin feel like he's less than Key, Jinki.
Exceeding
#4
Chapter 14: I just feel like Taemin will always just feel insecure now, and Jinki will be like all miserable about what he could of had with Kibum. Hopefully they get it together for the baby.

...Kibum, come live with me.

Great fic nevertheless, I enjoyed reading all the way through!

coughsequelcough
onewdubusmile
#5
Chapter 14: boooooo.. poor key
Silentsparkle #6
Chapter 14: I didn't expect the fic to end this soon! In this fic I really wanted Onew to end up alone since I felt it was really unfair for both Taemin and Key to end up with someone who is not totally committed to them... And poor Taemin I can't fathom why he still remains in this relationship despite knowing that Kibum holds an irrefutable place in Jinki's heart, I guess his trust in the institution of marriage must be really strong... As for Kibum I just feel really bad for him, having rekindled his relationship with Jinki but having it taken away just because he's already married... And if I didn't interpret wrongly, he got pregnant in the end but didn't tell Jinki and simply went away? Really admire his courage to do so. I enjoyed reading this fic and the emotions were really well portrayed for all characters! Hope to read more of your fics soon! :) Thank you for writing this!
max2min #7
Chapter 13: I like it onkey, but it seems onew doesnt deserves anyone, omgg why did you do to my onew sobs
onewdubusmile
#8
Chapter 13: can you just make jinki choose whoever he really love.. i dont care if its taemin or key. just, dont make him like a stupid guy because he love two person and cant choose..
Exceeding
#9
Chapter 13: Oh my gosh Onew, who's next Minho? Or maybe to stop Key being with Jong (you jealous little banana), you'll be with him next as well? Huh? Huh? Keep the dubulge away! XD
Nah, but seriously. He needs to sort out his relationship issues, and a quote from Johnny Depp. "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second." Well in this case, Onew did love Kibum, but then he fell in love with Taemin, then rekindled the love with Kibum again. So in my opinion, it's Taemin he should be with, but that's going to be hard for our little Jinki. Tut tut.
You got yourself into this my friend. XD It's all up to you now! I present you with these running trainers for when they all decided to axe you down.
HikariLee
#10
Chapter 13: this is so hard for taemin, jinki and kibum, taemin was willing to forgive jinki for his love and for the baby, I think jinki loves taemin but is not the same anymore, his love with kibum is so intense, full of passion and now with the baby. When taemin left he was crying but then kibum was at their house like nothing, if kibum left I wonder how he would react, he can't with jjong's presence, I can't imagine if they start something with kibum being pregnant.

Jinki didn't take a decision earlier, and hurt both of his lovers, as much as I love Onew xD here he doesn't deserve anyone, he hurt his husband and kibum, now with the babies will be more complicated.