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- 7 -

 

      Again…Luhan worried about how Kris behaved since he came back to Korea until now. Actually, it was since that night he came back to the dorm…

 

Did this some kind of bad karma? Why did his fate have to destine him to be in this kind of situation? If it was not because of himself who made Kris decided to go away, he would never had such a feeling of carrying a ton of responsibility on his shoulder like this. From the outsider opinion, there was no need for Luhan to feel guilty about it. Kris was the one who decided to leave and started the fight. With the anxious behavior and a great heart personality, Luhan usually blame himself when problems occurred, decided it would be his responsibility to solve it and also would do it by himself, kept all of it to himself. This was his well-known weakness. Everyone knew it and Luhan himself also knew it quite well, but he still could never manage to change it. It is who he always had been, this is him…           

         

            It seemed like Kris used Luhan’s weakness to his advantage. Luhan was caught in a trap of “the King of Dragon”, where it would be hard to get out.    

            Even they practiced for the concerts in other countries where would be only M-unit to participate. Kris was still overlooking on it. During the voice record, he did not pay any attention until they had to do re-record. Sometimes, Xiumin and Luhan had to stay until late night with Kris for the re-recording. It was like a persecution…              

            During the dance practice, even they woke up and came to the building together, or Yixing volunteered himself to teach Yifan, he was only half-heartedly did it. Luckily, there was only M-unit who will go to perform abroad so another group did not face with any more anxiously.  

            …Hearsay is not as much of the scene…          

            “Taotao~~~ let’s go buying bubble tea together~~~” Sehun called Tao with cheerful voice. Because they practiced separately, so Sehun showed up himself here within their break.  

          

            “I will join you, too.” He smiled, then stood up and walked to the maknae Sehun.

 

           

            “No, Xiaolu. You stay here. I will go with Sehun and buy you one, deal?” Tao interrupted, and then grabbed Sehun’s neck. Sehun nodded, agreed with Tao, then hug Tao’s waist and gone.

 

            “They glued to each other, didn’t it?” Xiumin looked at them and comment.

 

             

            “They are both crazy so they’re fit to be together. Well…it’s kinda to be left out…” Luhan murmured, and then laugh it out loud. Luhan wanted to have a brother for long time and Sehun always around. Luhan love and care about Sehun, he quite a spoil child who know exactly how to charm Luhan. Sehun would be the first person Luhan would think of. Even when they went to promote in different countries, Luhan always complain about missing sehun until every member got annoyed. But now, Sehun would rather go with someone else…like Tao… It made Luhan felt a little bit hurt.

 

             

            “So…what’s about Dhuizhang?”

 

             

From little brother move on to the big brother, Xiumin lower his voice automatically. He nodded toward the tallest and slender guy in the team, who was practicing dance move with Yixing and Chen. Kris was barely move. It seem like Yixing a bit devastated but there is no other way than chill out and try to get Kris practicing.

 

            “Well…as you can see…”

 

           

            “As I can see? It’s not a good thing at all. I think it’s worse than it used to be. We awfully concerned about it!” Xiumin sighed. Chen came to sit beside him.

 

            “He’s not in this at all. What’s about our show tomorrow? Yixing hyung had been very tense, he’d already went to puke once.”

 

           

            “What!?” both Luhan and Xiumin asked with surprise in the same time. Yixing, he was a joyful person, but he took the practices and shows very seriouly. He needed everything and everyone to be perfect and keep moving forward together, so he was very concerned about Kris’s behavior. It wasn’t only Yixing who worried. Suho, the leader, was even worse. Everything seems to be dreadful, his behavior and atmosphere seem to work everyone up. It was worse than when he had absent…

 

 

            The poker face, quiet, even seems a bit too mean, which made everyone tried to avoid Kris. It looked like he made a wall around himself while release the unseen nuclear power around him. Even Zhitao, only person whom Kris pleased and surrendered still couldn’t get through to Kris. They used to play basketball together for long period of time but now they only play just for a blink of an eye, as if they went to buy something at a convenient store near their dorm. So now, Zhitao have to go with Sehun instead…

 

 

            The more he heard, the more Luhan getting worried. And the most anxious person is no one…but him.

 

 

            “No matter what, you would finally accept it.” the words and that evilly handsome face of Kris came into Luhan’s head. All kind of bad atmosphere, pressure, and scare of uncertainty had flushed over him…like he was churned by storms, again and again. He felt like he was on a little leaky boat which was ready to sink at all time…. His stomach seem to be turned over, something would try to leap out through his throat.

 

           

            “Oof!” the little deer covered his mouth with his hand and rush out from the practicing room. Among the dazed eyes and shocked, before anyone can follow, Kris had already chase after with a notice of “I’ll go”, short but powerful. Nobody dare enough to follow them.

 

            “Ochhhh!!!” cough “Eehh” cough “O OCHHH”

 

           

            Luhan ran into the toilet and puke hardly. Even there was nothing coming out but he was still felt nauseate… He could taste the bitterness of his own body fluid. There was nothing, because he hasn’t had any meal. He felt sick and was still vomiting out. 

 

           

            …A large hand smoothly rubbed his back to neck intermittently until Luhan felt better and flush the toilet. Luhan was still coughing.

 

             

            “Thank you……Y…Yifan?!” when Luhan turned back to see who was stand behind him, he stunned. Kris stepped aside to let Luhan rinsing at washbasin. He leaned himself at toilet door frame with his scowl face.

 

           

            “Didn’t you eat anything yet?”

           

            “....................”

 

           

            Luhan still rinsed his mouth and did not answer. Kris was irritable with the ignorance, but decided not to bother Luhan. Kris washed his face, then went out, act as he went to the toilet only do his own business, not really come to care for Luhan. Kris was not mad because of the Luhan’s ignorance but the illness. The dreadful practice, which caused Luhan got sick. It made Kris hate this company more than ever. When will they be free from such this brutal system? He only hoped, the lil’ dear would not get any serious sickness before that time has come…      

 

           

            “Damn it! What the hell is this!!!” Luhan unbearably yelled out when he was alone, hitting the running water from the tap with anger. He wanted to clarify to that jerk, he didn’t vomit because of the brutal practices or starving. It was the amount of stress that his body couldn’t withhold anymore. It was all because of you … Wu Yifan!

 

           

            The day for performing aboard of M-unit has come… It was so amazing for members to see Kris smile and prank with others as if everything was never happened. So everybody have to go along, to show their professional skill. Singer was an artist…when they were in public; they were nothing but an actor. Even they didn’t want to smile….but they had to force themselves to, to hide those hidden truth. Even there was some bad blood in the band, they had to pleased their fans…this is the golden rule of being an artist.

           

            So everyone seemed like they were normal self. They were playing or pranking as usual…so did Luhan. If Kris can acted as nothing happened, so could him…aside from this public eyes, it would be different act.

 

           

[FANACC] Someone threw cheer ‘LayLu’ towel up to the stage, but Kris took it and threw it away…

[FANACC] Luhan’s fanclub threw ‘ManU’ towel to him. Kris got it and gave it to Luhan.

 

Twitter @luhanhan66 Great!! That was double standard! Why didn’t he give the first one to Lay or Luhan?!

Twitter @wuluhan OHHH. I read this and it melt me!!! Kris oppa must have a thing with one of them indeed~~~.

 

           

            Pissed! What’s with these fanclub?! What’s with these girls?! When will they stop shipping us? It was so annoying! Why do I have to show that towel to Luhan? It was not necessary! The couple cheer towel…better not to see it. Too pissed. If it was not his name. Once he gave the lil’deer cheer towel, that cute smile paint on Luhan face, it lightens up his mood immediately.

           

           

            [FANACC] It looked like Kris forgot his dance steps as well his lyrics

            [FANACC] Kris was so quiet! In resting room, Luhan always chatting, but Kris was just smile and said “umm”…

 

 

 

            In fanclub and other’s eyes, Kris had forgotten to act. But for Luhan, it was a big…and properly intention. He did it perfectly. He aimed for everyone to see, that was because of the contract. Again, this caused a powerful anxiety to Luhan and it actually work out so well.

 

            It was succeeded…for making Luhan stood still and looked into the mirror after finished his shower. He stared at his own reflection for about twenty minutes. He was thinking until Yixing knocked the door. Luhan shook his head off and finally went out.

 

 

            “Are you alright?”

 

 

            “Yes. I just…took a nap.” Luhan laughed and scratched his head with a cheeky face. Yixing nodded, and went into the bathroom.

 

            “Yixing”

 

            “Hm?”

 

            “Do you think…if Yifan is the same as he was in our trainee time, it would be better than this?”

 

           

            “Absolutely. Don’t you think? Now Dhuizhang’s behavior is driving everyone insane. I wouldn’t hope for him to be like in the trainee time. I only hope he would just like before his last absent, that’s more than enough. If so, I would finally sleep well.(*sleep well because there would be nothing to be worried about)” Yixing laughed. Luhan press his lips together and nodded, let his friend went to the bathroom.

 

           

            “Right… If Dhuizhang would be the same as in the past, everyone would be happy….” he murmured and silently walked out of the room…

 

           

            Dhuizhang’s room, the room no one dared to enter…but Luhan. He was standing and knocking couple of times and wait for the person in the room to open it, nervously.

 

           

            “.............” Kris look through the peephole on his room’s door. He saw it was Luhan so he opened the door with a serious face…as if it was his identity.

 

             

            “Can I come in?” Luhan asked while his rounded-eyes stare at Kris. Kris just opened the door with no words but let another one to come in. He was applying cream on his face without paying attention to Luhan.

 

           

            “What’s up?”

 

            “Agreed”

 

           

            “Hmm?” the word from Luhan frozen Kris’s hands. He looked at Luhan through the mirror and waited for Luhan’s answer.

 

           

            “But you have to promise me, not to cause anyone’s trouble anymore. Do not let your action affected other ones.  You can put it on me only, deal?” Kris smirked and went to sit at the end of his bed. Kris stared into those rounded-eyes of Luhan with no expression on his face. Luhan looked at him with bashful feeling while twisting his hand together, his bad habit.

 

           

            “Do you understand what you just agreed? Do you sure that you really understand what I want?”

 

            “I am not dumb! I knew what you mean! Now answer me, Can you do that?!”

 

            “Of course…”

 

            “So that is a deal.” The little deer turned his face and prepared to go out gleefully. He should not turn back if the dragon didn’t call him…

 

 

            “Wait, Luhan”

 

 

            The man called his friend and pointed his finger on his lips. Luhan blushed, folded down his lips. He slowly walked straight to Kris, then yanked up Kris’ collar and quickly kissed him.

 

 

            “.......If you are not willing to do, just end it.” He spoke after Luhan’s lips withdrawn. He didn’t want just a peck from Luhan but the real kiss. It might seem like a cheater, but he still hope to get it…    

 

 

            “.. Well.. Do it yourself then” the small figure shut his eyes and move closer, Kris decline to do it.

 

            “Luhan…you have to start it…”

 

            Kris whispered with tenderness, it was different from usual. The little deer, who felt frighten at first, was wonderfully relaxed. He opened his eyes to look at the handsome face, and then heartily stared at Yifan’s lips. He was never had a real kiss with anyone. Last time when he kissed with Wu Yifan was an innocent one. How could he start this time? It was not that easy. His stubbornness and anger had started to fade, but it was replaced by fear. However, he already decided…He had no right to turn back. Luhan closed his eyes again and move closer to Yifan’s lips, but it was Yifan who moved away and didn’t let their lips touched with each other.     

           

           

            “Open your eyes and look at me…Hanhan…”

 

           

            Yifan whispered with the low soft voice. Luhan slowly opened his eyes and clearly saw his reflection in the other one’s eyes. He stared into Yifan’ charming keen eyes, and then got close to Yifan’s face until their noses touched. His hands catch Yifan’s shoulder and shortened the distance between their lips. The gentleness soft touched then parted. Luhan hesitated to continue. The way Luhan acted made Wu Yifan sighed, and began to kiss that lips in return. Yifan’s both hands embraced the thin waist of Luhan, like he afraid of the owner would change his mind and moved away, but it didn’t happen. Luhan’s tongue touched Yifan’s lips until he assented to open his mouth and got Luhan’s tongue.The little one closed his eyes softly and let him went out of his mind by Yifan’s tongue. It was totally different from any kiss in the past: the first one was forced, the second one was seized, and the third was by his innocence and stubborn. But this kiss…was very sensual…as if they had waited for this touch for a very long time…               

 

           

            At last, the one who had to move away, force the conscious to himself was Wu Yifan…

 

            They were looking at each other, breathlessly, heavily breathing. Luhan used the back of his hand wipe his lips with his senseless brain. He couldn’t make sense of anything but only that gentle smile of Wu yifan in front of him.

 

           

            “One to ten…”

 

            “W…What?

 

            “I will count just one to ten. If you don’t go out of the room…It would not be just kisses. One…two…three…f...”

 

           

            …and not even hit five, Luhan quickly flew out of the room with no turning back…

 

           

            Dealing with the devil, it made them has to exchange their kisses. Maybe…He is the devil who would seal the deal to get the kiss from Luhan. Yifan threw his body onto his bed and touch his own lips with pleasure…

 

             

            …Kissing with Wu Yifan…is not that bad. Contrary…it was very good! What happened to you, Luhan? It was like you are going straight to Wu Yifan’s trap, isn’t it? Luhan jumped to his bed and cover himself with blanket completely and muddily thought about it.

 

 

Done it…he was already dealt with the devil. What will happen…Luhan?