"What happened???? Please tell me! What happened to Donghae?!" I asked and begged.

They all continued to stay silent and only to be looking down at the grass.

Thoughts of what could happen to Donghae flowed around my head.

As sad as I was frusated...I began to cry.

"Sunny!! Taeyeon!!!....FANY! Please I'm begging you guys tell me what happened to him.." I said weak as I clapsed on the ground unable to control my tears.

"Sica...Donghae...He...." Taeyeon murmured unknowning where to start.

"He's gone...." Taeyeon finally said looking more sad.

I got up, "What do you mean hes gone?!?!?" I shouted.

"He's dead!" Sunny answered weakly.

I was shocked to hear the words she said.

"He's.......dead?" I asked not believing what they Sunny told me.

"Nae....Sica..its true. After the incident...." 

"THIS CAN"T BE!!" I Shouted and cried at the same time.

"Jessie.." Tiffany came over ad gave me a hug.

I hugged back crying on her shoulders.

Now I know that he's really gone...

Theres no one for me to cry on anymore...

No one for me to every share my happy moments with....

No one for me to complain to...

No one for me to sing to...

No one for me to love..

No one for me to call fishy..

Now I'm alone in this world with no one by my side....

I let go of Tiffany and walked away.

They didn't follow me because they knew I wanted time by myself.

I went around thinking about all the moments and times we were together.

Hopefully I would remember every single thing we did together..

The times when everything was perfect and how it should be..

But now its all different.

Without Donghae here by my self I wasn't a whole anymore.

I can't believe in just 5 years everything has changed so much.

There were all the happy moments we shared and I promise myself to never forget any.

It was getting dark and I was still outside walking by myself.

There I was at my high school.

I opened the doors suprised they weren't locked and went in and took a look.

Almost everything was still the same since the last time I've been there.

"Thats where we first meet..." I whisphered to myself.

~Flashback~

It was the first say of High School.

Everything was so different comopared to what it was like back in Middle School.

So much more teachers and students.

"Hey!!" Tiffany called over to me.

I slowly walked down the hallway where she was waiting for me.

"Hello!" I said happily to finally see my friend during the day.

"Jessie Mian. I can't have lunch with you, Sunny and Taeyeon today." She said upset but happy at the same time.

"Okay~ Thats fine." I said.

"Siwon is treating me lunch!" She said happily.

"WOW Reallly?!?!" I asked excited for her.

That was her all time crush since 7th grade! Finally this might be her chance to get her Prince Charming!

"Ne!" She said shyly.

"Well have fun! Tell me what happens later k?" I said and she walked off.

I carried my books and was walking to my first period class.. Math! I am terrible at that subject..but hopefully there would be someone nice sitting next to be so I wouldn't be behind in class keke~

I looked at the map of the school, still didn't know where room the math room was

As I was reading the map and walking.....I ran into a pole.

I fell down and my pencils, books, and papers scattered all over the floor.

Oh no...why am I such a klutz?!" I thought to myself while walking over to gather all my stuff. 

Good thing not alot of people saw me..

I went to pick up my math book until someone bend down to get it.

"Jung Jessica?" they said looking at the math book and looked up.

He looked really nice, charming and handsome, something about made me fall for him.

"Is this yours?" He walked over and asked.

"Nae." I nodded. "Kamsamnida" I bowed.

"Your welcome" He winked and walked away.

"Wait!!!" I Shouted for him.

He turned around, "Yeah?" He asked.

"Where is room 32 A?" I asked.

"Oh the math classroom? Its just down this hall and you make a right. In fact I'm going there now. Let's just go together" He sugguested.

I nodded and followed him.

~End of Flashback~

Tears fell from my eyes.

The place where we first meet.

Then it turned out I sat next to him in math and he began to tutor me while I tutored him in English.

I went out of the school just incase since I wasn't suppose to be there all along.

Back to where I was before on the busy streets of Seoul.

The ice cream stand where we would always eat ice cream at.

The bookstore where he would always show me different music.

I remembered every place we've been to and everything we did.

I was back at the park where i discovered the truth about Donghae and also the park where he asked me to be his girlfriend.

There was the first tree by the lake where he asked me to be his girlfriend and also the spot where we had our first kiss.

I sat down on the bench crying.

I could not stop thinking about him. 

And couldn't accpet the truth..

That he is gone...gone forever......

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