nae ma-eum-i apayo {my heart hurts}

Why don't you love me?

"Jongin got home and met no one at home, which is probably a good thing because he doesnt want the maids to know what was happening to him, if they knew their was a 99.9% chance of his parent knowing. He ran up to his room Locked the doors which wasnt necessary but he did anyways. He laid down on his bed and cried his eye out. He didnt know what to believe anymore, he was confuse that he could put  two plus two together. In his mind he kept wondering was what happened between him and Kris the night before just to make his life miserable or did Kris really meant it. 

He cried himself to sleep not getting any answer from thinking about everything that happened in Jeju Island. 

The Next Day 

Jongin woke up with a massive headache from all the crying he did the night before. He tried to force himself to get up from his bed but he couldn't he laid there with Evrything that happened the night before replaying in his head causing more tears to fall. The door bell rang and rang but Jingin didn't bulge to stand up and open the door. he just laid on his bed lifeless and helpless.

The Door

At the door was Tao, Chen and Chanyeol standing their worriedd that Jongin might have done something to hurt himself. They were Pacing around worriedly then Chen remembered that there was always a back door that was never locked because it was broken, he was gonna tell Jongin's parent but he forgot.

"I know we can go through the back door the lock was broken when we came here last time" Chen said getting an imaginary light bob on top nof his head 

"It worth a try"Tao followed

They got to the back door and opened it. It was still broken they were all happy like they just found an  exciting treasure. They all walked thier way through tons of rooms and finally got to Jongin's room they found it was locked.

"This feels like we are going through the hunger games but with no guns and other dangerous weapons" Chanyeol said exhausted from walking up all those stairs

"Jongin please open up it's Tao gege and chen please open up" Tao cried desperately

Jongin heard the pleading voice but was too exhausted to get up

"Jongin open up before i break this door down" Tao yelled again getting tired nof pleading.

Still no answer. And Tao broke the down to find a red, swollen eyes Jongin on the bed looking lifeless and this broke Tao's heart he has that motherly feeling towards Jongin because he sees Jongin as the little Baby that nee protection. he ran up to him and hugged him so tight

"Jongin, baby are you okay?" Chen asked worriedly and chanyeol stood there awkardly because he was felt gulity for agreeing to the plan after seeing Jongin's dead eyes, the eyes that was always light and bright lost it's sparkle.

"Jongin please answer me im so worried" Tao said about to cry 

"Tao it hurts soo much i can't deal with this my heart hurts so much" Jongin cried out

the next thing they knew he started throwing things around causing tantrums

"MAKE IT STOP. MAKE MY HEART STOP HURTING. IT CAN'T WITHSTAND THIS PLEASE MAKE IT STOP" HE YELLED THROWING THINGS AT THE WALL 

Thi sight broke everyone's heart they didn't know what to do but try and calm him down some how before he hurts himself. Tao and chen went next to him and hugged him tightly trying to stop him from throwing anymore stuff. the bond the three of them have over the months they've been friends is something beautiful and nobody can break that away from them. All three of them sat on the floor and cried there eyes out with Jongin. After a bfew hours of crying Jongin finally fell asleep with the comfort of his friends.

Tao, Chen and Chanyeol cleaned up the room so no one would step on broken glass. They made porridge for Jongin to eat when he wakes up. they all sat in the living room waiting for Jongin to wake up

"Should we call his parents and tell them what happened i mean they deserve to know what has happened to their kid" Chanyeol suggested

"NOOOO" Jongin who was now awake said a litle to loud "Please dont my parents" he said almost crying again

"Why not? i mean they deserve to know" Chen added in

"I dont want to be the reason their friendship with Kris's parents ends" he said

"Jongin you should eat let's stop discussing this" Tao's motherly instinct kicked in

They all sat in the dining area and watched Jongin ate peacfully.

"Have been awake for a while and i was thinking maybe i should go to america and live with my brother and his boyfriend so i won't be a burden to the people here anymore"

Thhis shocked everyone and they were lost of word to say.....


 

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Exo3007
#1
Chapter 36: jongin.......
springjasmine91
#2
Chapter 36: aigoo... taemin... let it go gosh. Fighting for the next chapter
baekchen96 #3
Chapter 28: Oh taemin its not time for u have a baby yet i guess.. Things happened. No use crying over spilled milk aite
baekchen96 #4
Chapter 2: Wahh such a brave boy u are kim jongin! But y kris u rejected his love. I cant wait to read the next update..
HellsYeah123 #5
ITS ALL GOOD N THE HOOD!!! THANKS FOR THE UPDATE!!!!!
HellsYeah123 #6
Chapter 34: UPDATE BROOOO
HellsYeah123 #7
Chapter 34: Update pleaseeeeee
oxesehunoppa
#8
Chapter 34: Plss update soon ~ bbuing bbuing( >•< )
lanasakura1 #9
Chapter 34: Please do update soon!!! I love this story so much!!!