Author's Note

If I Stayed

Hey guys. 

I'm so sorry for not updating in so long. I've been, well busy and depressed. I actually anixiety now and it's really hard. Anxiety and depression is hard. I haven't written in so long cause of it.Havent watched any kpop mv's nor dramas. havent opened facebook in like 6 months.

I get suicidal thoughts too. :{

I'm so sorry guys. But I promise I'll be back with new chapters soon. I hope you'll wait for me guys. 

I am online in my social media accs, mostly twitter and kik. They are in my bio. If you guys want to talk go ahead and chat me. you know keep my mind off things. :')

Hope to here from each other soon. Stay safe guys and I'm thinking of you!

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Ireadeveryday #1
Chapter 16: So good
Lemonny_chan
#2
Chapter 23: I hope you get better, I'm really sad when I see other people like this.
Take your time to cheer up!! :) and if you need help you can talk to me, I'll listen!!
Eryn13
#3
I'm so sorry you are feeling the way you are. I understand how you are feeling, I had a bad stint of anxiety and depression in highschool and am only now feeling better and being able to come back and write. I had suicidal thoughts too. So if you ever need to talk. I'm here
iMiyu0704
#4
Chapter 23: *huggles*
I had an anxiety disorder before. I know how it can be more than just depressing. I hope you get all the help you need! This is important because you start to get suicidal ideas. Please seek helps... (후ㅡ후)
SPPV212
#5
Chapter 23: Awwww
There there
Take all the time you need to cheer up, okay? :)
We'll all be here waiting for good news ^^
I'm sure you'll do well!! :D
-hugs-
Z_Teddy #6
Chapter 23: Hey author-nim. I wanted to comment (and I RARELY EVER comment) that it's okay, whatever you're going thru. I'm almost like you. But instead of repeating a sem, I repeated a year. So yeah, we're similar. And I wanna let you know that its okay. Because now you know where you went wrong, you know yourself better and how to better manage yourself. Instead of feeling depressed, you should take the depression and turn it into determination. Tell yourself I failed once but I'm gonna do better this second round. You CAN do it, and you WILL do it. I made it and so can you. ALL THE BEST!
faithlane #7
Chapter 23: Awww author-nim. Don't let all the stress get in to you. Every one would have bad days and sometimes it feels like no end. One after another. But don't give up. You still have a long way to go. Stumble blocks will always appear and the road will get bumpy but not all the time. You'll have better days. Don't venture into that sadness and disappointment too long. You'll can make it up to it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Your parents still have faith in you, I'm sure they are. Collect yourself back and take small steps, and move forward. Positive is key. Things will get better for you. I'm sure of it. Take your time author-nim. Keep calm. Once you ready you can always come back here and pour your hearts out on writing again. Your writing is also your gift. Remember that. We; readers silent or not love you so keep up with the good work author-nim and be happy - it'll help. Really ♡
yuki_no_ #8
Chapter 23: I was also in a similar situation, i was in danger of failing a course so I warned my parents of my impending failure (after being depressed for more than a month after midterms because I thought they would be mad and disappointed in me). in the end, my mom comforted me instead of going loco like what I initially thought LOL. Anyway, cheer up! You can still make it up to them. ^.^
BabyBanaIsAnInspirit
#9
Chapter 12: omg ur a Filipino???????
inoueyumi
#10
Chapter 22: i really like kris character in here...especially when he goes zitao,my baby~~~~~one in million <3