Lian’s POV

Chanyeol oppa also EXO oppadeul are getting busier each day. They are going all around the world for their shows. It sad because I was barely met them. Almost two months and we didn’t get proper talk.

The great thing since that incident is Yifan oppa becoming the real oppa for me. Maybe that was the part where he felt regret on everything. Whatever it is I do hope he will always care to me like this. For all years of waiting, finally my wish granted. He loves me as his sister. Even I have to pay with two legs of mine.

Since that day, I didn’t do anything. I can only watch the TV in my bedroom, make a song, or anything on my bed. That time, I do feel so useless. Everytime I watch EXO or someone in TV singing and dancing, the longing feeling to be in a stage together with EXO feels so distant. They are only a dream now. We will never in the same stage and touring around the world.

My phone is ringing. Hardly have I taken that phone from the bed. It’s from Luhan oppa.

“Yes oppa?”

“Lian-ah. We are at the airport now. In thirty minutes I will be at home.”

“Okay. Take care oppa. Mmm... Is everyone fine?” I hear nothing from him for a moment. “Oppa?”

“Everyone is fine, Li. Don’t worry, okay? See ya at home!”

“Mmm! See you two at home, oppa!”

I am looking at the yellowish sky. It’s so beautiful. Really. How I wish I was at the plane and touring right now. All is done, Lian. There is no hope for you. This is the time to accept your fate. You will never be normal ever again.

The wind is brushing against my skin. The smell of sping is touching my nose. Everything seems so perfect. I am l