Lian’s POV

“Wake up, Lian. It’s your time to wake up.”

I hear Yi Fan oppa’s voice. Every night I had heard his voice called me to wake up, so do with Chanyeol oppa, Luhan oppa, Kai, Sehun, Hyungseok, and the other. I hear them. I feel mommy’s touch. I feel dad’s my hair. I feel them. But I can’t open my eyes. I wanna open these eyes. I wanna see them. I wanna tell them that I am okay.

This time, this is the only time where I hear Yi Fan oppa called me lovingly. I’ve been waiting for him forever to do this thing to me. Call me as his sister. I feel another tear falls to my cheek. Honestly, I wanna wipe them off. I won’t do this. But my body seems so weak even to move my finger.

“You have to be strong. Wake up for us, Li. Don’t you want to see Chanyeol? Aren’t you missing him?”

I do miss him, oppa. I miss him so much.

“Do you want me to go away? Are you going to wake up when I’m going away? I will go away from your life if you do want to. Just wake up.”

NO! Don’t go, oppa! Don’t do it ever again. It was enough for me. Enough with your cold shoulder. Please don’t hate me anymore. I will be up. C’mon Lian. You can. Wake up. Don’t let Yi Fan ge goes away from your life again. You can! YOU CAN! TRY HARDER, LI!

“Lian! Your fingers! It’s moving! DOCTOR! NURSES!” Slowly I open my eyes. I have problem with adjusting the light. With the blurry sign, I can see Yi Fan oppa is smiling warmly to me. This is the first time he did so. He is holding my hand tightly with slight of tears in his eyes.

“You are finally here. You are finally up, Li.”

Soon the doctor and nurse come. They are doing check up on me. “Everything is good now. Let’s do next check up tomorrow. Rest well, Miss Wu.” After they done, they are excusing them self. It just only me and Yi Fan oppa. I feel my body so weak. I feel my eyes almost closed when I feel Yi Fan’s oppa grip on my hand tighter. I open it again and look at him.

“Are you sleepy? I don’t want you to sleep anymore. I... I feel afraid that you might...” His tears come out once again. With all the power I have, I wipe them off. He is so different with the Yi Fan oppa I used to know. He is all caring now. He is so lovely.