Kim Jongdae - Chen

Miracle In December

 

 

Chen entered a large hall with about a hundred other children inside, turning his head in all directions looking for someone.

" Heizz, where did that boy? " He grunted softly

He walked to the middle of the crowd still look for the boy who disappeared from him suddenly. After feeling almost hopeless, he suddenly saw a figure who had been looking for.

" Hya Byun Baekhyun!! Where the hell are you? " Chen said with annoyance

" I just have to ask you that,, I've been looking you over there " Baekhyun said pointing back of his head.

Chen just sighed before a blow landing to Baekhyun head,,

" Forget it,, we have to finish this "

" But where? " Bakhyun asked in

" Let's ask the other "

And they both walked together to approach a girl who was standing near the large pillar.

" Excuse me " Chen said

" Yes? "

A girl with milky white skin and dark black eyes smiled at them.

" May we ask? "

" Of course "

" Where registration table? "

" Ah,, at the corner. Near the medical examination table "

Chen and Baekhyun exchanged glances and smiled at the same time,,

" Thank you " Baekhyun said

" You are also a new student? " Chen asked

" Hmm,, you too? "

" Yes, we of the department of political science. Do you? "

" Me too " the girl squealed cheerfully

Chen then cleared his throat and held out his hand,,

" I'm Kim Jongdae, but you can call me Chen. And this is my friend, Byun Baekhyun "

" Nice to meet you, I'm Tiffany Hwang "

" You've completed the registration? "

" No, I just want to get there "

" You waiting for someone? "

" No "

" If so why not go with us? "

" Of course "

" Okay then, " Tiffany smiled sweetly once again

And together the three of them walked to the end of the hall to begin their registration. Meanwhile elsewhere, a girl with long straight brown hair was talking to her mother in the front hall.

" Omma not have to accompany me here " said the brunette

" It's okay honey "

" But this will be tiring,, Omma "

" Omma will be fine, now go and finish your registration "

" Hmm "

The brunette glanced her mother one last time before walked in and approached the row of benches.

" Excuse me, this seat is already taken? "

" Yet,, sit down "

" Thank you "

The brunette cleared before speaking again,,

" My name is Choi Sooyoung of Political Science, you? "

" I'm Jessica Jung of the Department of Architecture "

" Are you alone? "

" No, I'm supposed to be with my friend, but she's from the same department with you so we parted "

" Ohh .. What's her name? "

" Tiffany, Tiffany Hwang "

 

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Chen climbed the stairs to the first class with Baekhyun, they both come early enough so that the campus was deserted.

" Maybe we're too early? " Chen asked

" I guess so "

They arrived on the third floor and turn right before going past the first door on the right. Classes are already quite crowded when they sit in the rear seat.

" Oh!! You? "

Chen and Baekhyun turned simultaneously and gawk,,

" Tiffany? "

" You in this class? "

" Hmm, you too? "

" Hmm " Tiffany smiled sweetly

" I think we did a mate " Chen chirps

But Tiffany does not seem to hear because she had looked forward to calling someone.

" Sooyoung here " she said

Sooyoung is currently looked around before turning quickly and she brightened.

" I was lost in another building " she panted

" Why don’t you call me? "

" I was too panicked so do not remember it "

Tiffany just snorted in disgust and shook her head in despair. She then turned to Chen and Baekhyun are still looking at her,,

" Ahh!! Sooyoung,, introduce this is Chen and Baekhyun "

Sooyoung turned and smiled at them,,

" And you two,, this is Choi Sooyoung"

All three shook hands and muttering to each other their names. But not long after they had entered the class professors and make them forced them to end the conversation.

 

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A month passed quickly without them knowing it, the four become closer and occasional tasks together.

" I really don’t understand this " Chen complained

" Tsk! You're stupid " Sooyoung said without taking her eyes from the book which she read

" What did you say? " Chen frowned

" Why? "

" I think you said something that was wrong"

" It is not wrong,, you're stupid and can only seduce women"

" Hya! You .. "

" Come on you two!! " Baekhyun said annoyed " stop bickering like elementary school students!! "

Chen and Sooyoung just glanced at each other before looking away.

" They are cute " said Tiffany

" What's so cute? " Baekhyun asked

" They fight like lovers "

" WHAT?? " Chen and Sooyoung squealing at the same

" I think so " Baekhyun added

" Hya Byun Baekhyun! "

They continued the rest of their group learning time with tease Sooyoung and Chen, making them more and more irritated.

 

By late afternoon, they walked out of the campus to the parking lot.

" Tiffany,, want me to you home? " Chen offers

" Hya!! Stay away from her! " Sooyoung said

" What's with you? " Chen frowned

" Don’t try to seduce her, I'm warning you!! "

Chen grinned and put his hands on Tiffany shoulders,,

" You're jealous huh? "

Sooyoung widened before exploding laugh out loud.

" Don’t joke!! it's not going to happen!! "

" Then why are you yelling about? "

" Because I don’t want you to Tiffany “

" Why? "

" Because she came home with me "

" You can go home with Baekhyun "

" No way "

" Witch!! " Chen sniggered quietly

" What did you say? "Sooyoung forward with annoyance

" Come on you two!! Can you not fight a single day? " Baekhyun frustrating

Tiffany chuckled before lowering Chen shoulder and walk closer to Sooyoung.

" Another time we could go home together Baekhyun, now I have to go home with Sooyoung "

" Tch!! Food monster "

" Hya!! "

Sooyoung would have burst Chen but Tiffany and Baekhyun move faster to separate them both.

" Bye " Tiffany waved brightly

The two girls get into a red car and drove away from campus. The road began illuminated by light-colored lights and some roadside stalls start opening.

" Fany ah .. "

" Hmm? "

" You really like Chen? "

Tiffany surprised to hear Sooyoung question suddenly. She turned to Sooyoung once again before staring straight ahead.

" Why? you really jealous? "

" No!! " Sooyoung said quickly and panic

" Then why ask? "

" Just curious "

Sooyoung looked straight ahead but occasionally glanced Tiffany at steering bench.

" He's a pretty good guy though sometimes annoying, he is also handsome and talented "

" So you really like him? "

Their car stopped in front of an apartment,,

" We're here " Tiffany said

Sooyoung reluctantly got out of the car and waved at Tiffany before she and her car ran away and disappeared down the road. Sooyoung was still standing there staring at the dark street with an uneasy feeling.

" Did she really likes Chen? " She muttered

Sooyoung ruffled her hair in desperation,,

" Heizz!! stupid! stupid! " She's banging her head " why should worry!! have you repeatedly say that you're not in love with Chen!! you two are just friends!! "

Her head was throbbing because her punches were too hard,,

" Hurt .. " Sooyoung whimper

She paused for a moment,,

" But why I don’t like it if Chen approached Tiffany? What I'm really jealous? What this really love?, or just a momentary feeling that I feel familiar? “

 

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Choi Sooyoung indeed has fallen in love, but she tried hard to hide it. They're just friends! that's how she always reminded herself. But no human being can lie to the feeling of love, even if they dodge millions of times. Sooyoung could not resist not to feel jealous when always Chen approached Tiffany just to annoy her. Although Chen was just joking, but Sooyoung still feel jealous.

" What if I play tonight in your apartment? " Chen asked

" Are you free tonight? " Tiffany

" Of course " Chen smiled brightly

Sooyoung was silent, running behind with face is difficult to explain. Baekhyun followed beside,,

" They're both really dating? "

" I don’t know " Sooyoung shrugs

Sooyoung turned and frowned when she saw Baekhyun expression.

" Um .. Baekhyun "

Baekhyun turned,,

" Wae? "

" May I ask you something? "

" Hoo,, say! "

" Uhmm .. do you like Tiffany? "

Baekhyun suddenly stopped and looked back at Sooyoung. He could not hide the look of shock on his face and his eyes widened.

" N-no, why? " He suddenly became nervous

" Really? "

Baekhyun then shuffle his hair with frustration,,

" Is very clear? "

Sooyoung chuckled,,

" In your eyes "

" Why are my eyes? "

" You may not know, but I'm good at reading people's feelings of eyes "

" I think so " Baekhyun scratched the back of his head " what about you? "

" I'm what? " Sooyoung blinked several times

" You're in love with someone? "

" I am .. "

Sooyoung looked away and stared Chen and Tiffany who went before them.

" I'm not sure what this is called love, but I guess I should not feel this way "

 

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Sooyoung ran as fast as she could, panting up the stairs to the third floor and jumped into the classroom.

" Prof. I’m sorry, I don’t .. "

Sooyoung did not finish her sentence as she looked up to see the class quiet and Chen just sit there and smile at her.

" Where is everyone? " She was out of breath

" Why are you here? "

Sooyoung straightened up and stared Chen in bewilderment,,

" For a college course, what else? "

" Tiffany did not tell you? she did not send the message to you? " Chen asked

" I think she forgot, what is it? "

" Professor Kim can not teach class today so we are free " Chen says relaxed

" What? " Sooyoung gape

He woke up late today and did not even have time to eat a piece of bread and turns empty class today.

" Oh My God!! "

Sooyoung threw herself into a chair near Chen,,

" Why? you oversleep again? "

" Hmm " Sooyoung pout

Chen then suddenly pinched her cheek,,

" Hya!! that hurt "

" Don’t pout like that, it does not suit you "

" Why? "

" You're not the type of girl that fits with something cute "

" Then? "

" You're better suited with something cheerful and crazy "

" Hya! "

Sooyoung and Chen laughed together,,

" Then why are you still here? "

" I'm waiting Baekhyun "

" Why him? "

" Take care of the research license "

" Ohh " Sooyoung form a circle with " so what's with the guitar? "

" Eh? This? " Chen pulls out gutar too under his seat

" Hoo, why did you take the guitar? "

" I have practice this afternoon, you want to come? "

" Yes, if you insist " Sooyoung grimace " play something for me "

" Huh? "

" I want you to sing while playing the guitar "

" Why all of a sudden? "

" Just do it!! " Sooyoung glared

Chen shriveled and obediently began to strum the strings of his guitar,,

 

Nega onjen-ga watdon noye olgureul giokhe
Momcwo itdon nemameul, mipgedo gojangnan ne gaseumeul
Noye hwanhan misoga swipgedo yon-goya

Geure geurotge nega noye sarami dwen-goya
Motnatdon nechuok deuri ijen giokjocha anna
Nareul kkokjapeun soni bomchorom ttatteuthaeso

Ije kkumchorom nemameun
Geude gyote gamanhi momcwosoyo
Hansun-gan do kkeji anneun kket opneun kkumeul kkwoyo

Ije sumchorom ne gyote
Hangsang swimyo geurotge issojumyon
nothing better nothing better than you
nothing better nothing better than you

Ije kkumchorom ne mameun
Geude pume gamanhi an-gyo itjyo
Hansun-gan do kkeji anneun kket opneun kkumeul kkujyo

Ije sumchorom ne gyote
Hangsang swimyo geurotge issojumyon
nothing better nothing better than you
nothing better nothing better than you

nothing better nothing better than you

 

" How? cool right? " Chen ended

But Sooyoung did not even answer a word, she was silent in awe. Her eyes look blank and there is a smile etched on her lips.

"Soo? " Chen waved his hand in front of Sooyoung face

" Eh? why? " Sooyoung snapped out of her reverie

" Why dwell? you fell on my charm, right? "

Sooyoung quickly shaking her hands and smacked Chen just above his head.

" what was that for ?  "

" It's because you're talking nonsense " Sooyoung said sharply

" Hisstt!! "

Chen returned strumming his guitar, humming softly, forgetting Sooyoung who occasionally glanced at the guy next to her. Her hands moved slowly to her chest beating too fast. ' calm yourself Choi, or Chen would know how you feel '

" Soo .. " Chen said suddenly

Sooyoung small jump in her chair and turned quickly,,

" Oh,, why? "

" What type of guy do you like? "

Sooyoung could not be more surprised than this, she almost choked on her saliva. Her eyes were wide,,

" W-why suddenly asked? " She stammered

" Uh .. just want to know "

" It scared me .. "

" Why scared? "

Sooyoung felt all over her face flush,,

" Ah .. just .. I .."

Chen looked Sooyoung suspiciously,,

" You're definitely liking someone, right? "

" Ani " Sooyoung replied quickly

" If so tell me "

Sooyoung hesitated for a moment, she plays with her fingers.

" I .. I don’t have the type of guy that I like, because to fall in love you don’t have to pick them handsome or rich. If you're in love then you will love all of his " Sooyoung's touching her chest " but I would really appreciate a man who treats women well,, maintain and always keep their promises. I'm not going to care about what other people say about him that I love, because I'm just going to trust him " Sooyoung smiled to herself

" Wuahh .. you make me shudder "

Sooyoung smiled,,

" What about you? "

" Me? " Chen pointed to himself

" Well, I've told you mine, now it's your turn "

Chen patted his chin,,

" Simple .. " he said " I love everything about Tiffany "

And like hearing thunder behind her, something suddenly felt tightness in her chest. Somehow a tears unbearable to melt down her cheeks. She quickly stood up from her seat and had covered .

" Why? "

" I. .. I have to .. "

But Sooyoung not finish her sentence and had ran out of the classroom. Her tears had melted and her legs felt weak when she arrived at the foot of the stairs.

" Sooyoung? "

She turned quickly to see Baekhyun look at her,,

" Are you crying? " Baekhyun shocked

" A-ani .."

And once again Sooyoung did not even finish her sentence when she ran again. As fast as she could, as far as she felt quite so none of Chen and Bekhyun found her. Her feet stopped immediately before she crouched,,

“ It’s h-hurts .. " she whimpered

Banging her hand chest feels heavy and congested,,

" Hurts .. "

 

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And for some reason, since that day Sooyoung started away from the crowds. Loneliness becomes more comfortable for her, because with it she felt much calmer. And what about her love? she could only see Chen on his back, her feelings are still the same, but she did not get close. She realized that she would not have a chance, that she should have gotten rid of her feelings since she knows for sure that just Chen loves Tiffany. At first she thought she was just admiring, admiring just as she had often felt on the other guys in her past. But it seems this time is different, she never felt pain like this, tightness like this or destroyed like this.

 

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" Chen .. "

Chen jumped a little when suddenly heard someone call him,,

" S-Sooyoung? "

Chen looked more surprised when Sooyoung walked and sat beside him. So long never spoke again, it feels awkward when they had to sit close together like this.

" How are you? " Sooyoung said softly

" Eh? oh, well. You? "

" Not too good " Sooyoung laughed bitterly

Chen quickly turned back and saw Sooyoung looked at him with sadness.

" Why? "

But Sooyoung did not answer, for a long time she was silent and looked at Chen's eyes. It seems she has missed a lot of her time to admire that two eyes a few years ago, and the last few years he was tortured with longing for that look.

" I'm going to move to France "

Chen widened,,

" W-what? why all of a sudden? "

" Not sudden, as  it had been decided since four months ago, I just do not tell anyone "

" You don’t even talk to anyone," Chen said

" I also don’t know what happened to me, either since when I became more aloof "

" You know we are very worried, especially Tiffany "

Sooyoung felt pain in her chest as she remembered something,,

" I heard you and Tiffany have been dating? "

Chen scratched the back of his head and smiled sweetly,,

" Hmm, we've been going together "

Sooyoung struggling to hold back her tears,

" Congratulations "

" Thank you "

Awkward creep between them along with silence that comes.

" Why did you have to go? " Chen asked

" To treat something "

" Are you sick? " Chen sounded anxious

" Hmm "

" What the .. "

" Chen! "

Sooyoung could not stand it any longer,, her determination has reached the limit just to hear the sound of Chen.

" N-neh? "

" I'll tell you something before I go .. before I could not say it again "

Chen blinked several times,,

" What? "

Sooyoung took a deep breath,,

" I've fallen in love with you "

" You what? "

" I love you .. " Sooyoung gather courage to look up and stare Chen " you're not for me even though I know I really love you, love will not likely happen between the two of us. You've loved the others, and I still love you. I know myself, all is not possible. Let it all so memorable that I probably will not forget until I ripen "

" S - Sooyoung .. "

The tears melt on her cheeks, but she desperately tried to smile.

" You said you fell in love with Tiffany when you first saw her,, maybe if in that day you saw me first, can you love me? "

" Soo, I .. "

" If one day you feel feelings for me, don’t ever come to me. That is not love, and will never be in love. It may only pity, and I don’t need it. Even though I beg and ask your heart, don’t you ever leave her. Let this be my own feelings, because when you have chosen .. I've fallen far behind "

Sooyoung wipe her own tears and stood up. She smiled for the last time,,

" Good-bye "

And so Sooyoung reversed her body and walked away, Chen felt something in his heart, might regret .. perhaps pity. But he knows, he has hurt someone's feelings. Although he did not know how much Sooyoung feelings on his, but he knew for sure, he has hurt her very deeply. Too deep and she will always be remembered forever.

" Sorry .. "

 

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snowyautumn
#1
Chapter 6: I loooooove this! But this fic made me cry. Especially Baekhyun's. That's just soo sad ㅠㅠ
SYSONE09 #2
Chapter 12: thanks for these wonderful story.I really cried a lot, this inspires me. Neomu kamsahamnida. ;-(
nicolebaozi #3
Chapter 1: Your story is great, but your english is not really good. I know english is not your first language but try to improve it. :)

Oh and one more thing.. Wasnt xiumin's ailment a cancer? If yes, then why did sooyoung gave her heart to xiumin? Having an organ transplant is not a cure for cancer.. If you were to treat a cancer he should have a chemotherapy or radiation or any treatment that should eradicate cancer cells.

I hope to read more good stories from you :)
snsd_yoonsic4ever #4
Chapter 12: This is so sad !!! TT^TT I'm tear up ! Damn . TT^TT .
Jangryeomin
#5
I especially loved Chanyeol's and Baekhyun's. Beautiful. Please make more Sooexo ff but happier ones :')
Lejessica28 #6
OMG, your story is AMAzing , every story i read, i cried a lot!! I really like your sotry, i hope you continue!!
nindindi
#7
Chapter 12: I think sehun chapter is inspired from Indonesian movie called 'hearts'... okay I don't know if you know that movie but its plot like this hehehe
KamiliaBBC #8
Chapter 10: read both tao and d.o story~that was sad especially D.O's~