( maybe myungsoo will open his heart to this world again ) .

Myungsoo pov:

It's morning and I hate mornings !. I stayed on my bed looking at the ceiling. I touched my forhead remembering what happened yesterday

*FLASH BACK*:

he looked at me and I felt as if I should say something so I said : " goodbye ". I was shocked when he hit me on my forehead *gently* then he said : " it's not goodbye , you should say see you  " . He turned to sungjong : " make sure to bring him again " " yes sir " .

*END OF THE FLASH BACK*

Why the hell did he do that !! and those eyes . . . . it's really . . . . .

I got out of the  bed  FINALLY. Went down stairs everything was dead and consider me as well. A usual salience eas covering the atmosphere. I entered the kitchen and found my breakfast or lunch with a note from my aunt that she will be late today and I should eat two meals and not to skip on of them *wow she knows me well* and another note from songjong says that he went to practice and I should take care and to do something useful other than what I do regularly {with big and bold letters }.

I signed and started eating the food. I washed the dishes and went to my room to bring that notebook then I got back to the living room.

End of myungsoo's pov :

 He fought the feeling of crying and those tears that started to form in his eyes. He started reading it and those memories started to come in front of his eyes. He rised his face in order not to let those tears fall down but he failed.

/ am I that weak ! why can't I forget ?!! why can't I move on ?!! why can't I hate them forever ?!! why can't I stop those tears from falling ?!! what a loser and a pathetic person I am :') /

He slept on the coach while hugging that notebook. When he got up his head was hurting him. He went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to grab a bottle of water. He found a note from his aunt says that she want him to buy some things from the supermarket because it seems that there is nothing left to eat !

He took his coat because it's winter and went to the supermarket. He bought the things that were on the list that his aunt left it for him. Before he go to the counter he wanted to check that he got all of the things. Then he looked through the glass of the super market he found a lot of people walking and doing different things. His eyes saw a familiar person ! he looked carefully again to make sure if it was him or not and he was correct he was that tall guy from yesterday (sungyeol). What is he doing there