Decisions.
The Played PlayboyYoorin couldn't quite remember how she had gotten there, but she was stood beside her locker alone in the hallway. She took a dazed look around, it was getting dark, everybody must have already gone home.
So what am I still doing here? she thought.
She let out a soft sigh, shutting her locker shut and pulling the strap of her backpack to adjust it to a more comfortable position.
That was when she heard it. His laugh. She'd recognised it anywhere, it always sounded like bell chimes to her and it had always manage to make her happy. But this laugh had a different affect on her.
It sent her skin crawling because she knew that the laughter wasn't for her.
He walked out from a classroom down the hall, hand in hand with that girl that she's seen him with... was it earlier that day that she's seen them together? She couldn't remember.
He was looking down on the girl in a way that he used to look at Yoorin. He smiled down and her, it was obvious her adored that girl. Yoorin's chest tightened at the thought of already being forgotten.
Yoorin didn't catch what the girl said, but Minwoo released a soft chuckle in response.
He smiled at her with shiny eyes and pulled her closer, wrapping his arm around her shoulder. Then they started making their way towards Yoorin, but they didn't even spare a glance in her direction.
They did stop when they were right in front of her, though. They slowly turned around and stared at each other. A slow smile spreaded across Minwoo's face before he dipped his face down and gave the girl a soft kiss on the lips.
Yoorin felt a tear sprang to her eye and shivers ran down her spine. How could she just stand there in the background while he was happily kissing his new girlfriend? The shock must have rooted her feet to the ground.
Her hands trembled as her tears began to cloud her vision.
She began to hear Minwoo whisper words that she thought had only meant for her.
This can't be happenning...
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Yoorin wasn't sure when she had crossed the line between concious and asleep, so it was quite a shock when she snapped awake in tears, screaming for Minwoo. Her hands frantically searched for him on the space next to her on the bed, where he usually was when he stayed over. But her hands found nothing but coldness and only grasped thin air.
Her dreams started coming back to her. Now that she was awake, she realised that somethings were a little off. She had seen Minwoo, not with just that girl she's seen him with in school, but with a few dozens of them that she did not recognised. They seemed to be his past girlfriends and future girlfriends, and he had whispered the same sweet things to them as he did to her. Offered them the same empty promises and smiles.
But with the first few seconds of concionciousness, she had thought that everything that had been happening for the past few days had all been a dream. She thought that the encounter she had with Minwoo and his new girlfriend was also a dream, she thought that he would still be next to her, ready to comfort her and tell her to not be silly. To tell her that she was the 'only one' like he usually did.
A chill knife went through her heart as the realisation hit her; he no longer cared for her. An ache begann shredding itself inside of her.
She quickly scrambled out of bed, still in tears.
She didn't want to be alone. She didn't want to be alone with her thoughts. She had to f
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