Unsaid.

Unspoken.
Soyu's POV

Oppa, why won't u look at me ? When I adjusted ur cap and fixed ur shirt... u flashed a shy smile . It drives me insane. But still u won't look at me.

Is it because I'm naive and has never experienced love? Is it because those girls u dated gave u more than what i can offer? Oppa, when u placed ur hands on my thighs, I felt ur warmth. N I giggled a girly giggle. N I wished u'd hold me longer. but u let go as soon as the camera's shutter closed.

oppa, I heard ur tracks from your other albums. U wrote so much about loneliness and painful breakups. Let me heal your heart for you.let me fill ur loneliness. If you'd only look at me..

It pisses me off that the world can't see how wonderful you are and the painfully beautiful world u carved through ur words. I want to be ur muse.

I know ure looking at me now. But why do u look away when I try to look into ur eyes? I want to see through that blank look in ur eyes. I want to see beyond the pain and find the man inside.

Oppa. Look at me.
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nena1d #1
Chapter 12: Please update i really love mad clown tough i think he likes hyorin so maybe you can start a fanfic with themtogether?
puputshp #2
Chapter 12: love this ff. mad c is so gentleman.. i hope i can meet a man like him <3 <3 <3
A-little-cookie
#3
Chapter 10: The last time that you've updated was Jan 2....It's already Feb 14

When are you gonna update??? TT_TT Please update...
21chicoB
#4
Chapter 9: Love the pespective of Mad Clown <3 Very detailed!

And I've listened to the song.. :3
Its quite a good song~ Develop it a lil bit more and it wold sound really good! Daebak!!
HWAITING!
21chicoB
#5
Chapter 8: Aaawwww~~~ i wished it was longer.. i wanna read to mad clown oppa point of view.
But i understand why its short coz u updated using ur hp. Hehehe~~
Its great to see u update often. ^^
21chicoB
#6
Chapter 7: Kkkyyyaaa~~~ ^^
Seems like Sunggyu is another bad boy huh? Muahahaha!!
Sunggyu is my bias in infinite! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~ that grandpa
Anyways, great update! :))
I guess I'll have to wait for update again!
:3
puputshp #7
Chapter 6: i think mc starting like soyu.. maybe he suddenly realize. heheh
21chicoB
#8
Chapter 6: Wooowww~~ Great update.. MadClown is starting to get strucked by Soyu!! OMO!!
Sweet interaction~ ^^
-Riya-
#9
Chapter 6: i kinda want to see the pregression between the two of us XD
but seeing that Soyou might be quite "innocent" in this story. we'll see.
-Riya-
#10
Chapter 5: you had such beautiful writing skill! i like this chapter c: