Chapter 14

Lousy Love

 A/N The pronunciation for "Chugi" is chew-gee. Just remember this as you keep reading it's going to make a lot more sense later in this chapter you'll see.


*Heejooo*
 
 
"Oh sorry how rude of me. I'm Mark Tuan I'm a trainee at JYP Entertainment. “The tall guy said.
We stared at each other for a few seconds looking over each other's features.
"So you’re not going to introduce yourself?" Mark said with a little joking tone
"I'm pretty sure you know who I am. I'm Kim Heejoo." I said in a plain tone
"You’re really pretty you know that right?" He said all coyly
I scoffed and looked away from him
"So what do you want?" I said to him
"Oh not much just wanted to get to know this pretty little lady that's in front of me. So can I get your number cutie?" He said with a sly smile
I scoffed again and rolled my eye at him.
"Sorry I don't give my number out to little erts like you." I said with a smirk
"Ouch and I thought we were becoming friends maybe more than friends." He said chuckling
"Yea most likely never so keep dreaming."
"You know you should be more respectful towards your elders’ honey." He said now leaning against the wall. He had this really cute smile and the way he looked against that wall made him looked very chic and he was very charismatic.
"Well maybe my elder should respect me don't you think?" I said looking him straight in the eyes. We just stared into each other's eyes with smirks on our faces. It was like a game now to see who would break the stare.
 
"2 minutes" a lady said which made us both jump and break our stare. I then realized that all the members were just staring at us with curious eyes. But they weren't the only ones, now the managers, stylists, Mr. Jung, and even some of the staff was staring at us. I turned back to look at Mark to see him just staring at me.
 
"So how about that number?" Mark said staring me down.
"How about no." I said and started to turn around.
Before I could fully turnaround he grabbed my hand and pulled me in closer now to where I was leaning on the wall and he was leaning over me.
"I like a girl who plays hard to get. Here's my number, give me a call. And if you don't I'll find a way to get your number." He said handing me a piece of paper and smiling widely at me. He leaned in closer and whispered in my ear "and I always get what I want no matter how hard I try so you'll be mine pretty soon princess." He said and stood up straight, winked at me, and walked away.
 
What an arrogant piece of . I looked at the paper it had his name and number on it well written and at the bottom it had in big letters "CALL ME" I couldn't help but laugh at his stupidity.
 
"Miss Heejoo it's time to go on stage now" Mr. Jung said interrupting my thoughts. I looked up and saw that the members were all getting on stage. I got the paper and gave it to Mr. Jung and told him to save it for me. He nodded and led me to the stage where it was all dark now with just a little bit of lighting. I quickly ran to my spot and got in position. Right away the lights went on and music started to play a few seconds later. We danced and sang with so much passion. I couldn't help but smile and got looser in the dance. I realized that when my parts would go on the fans would get quite but I didn't care I still kept going.
 
 
"Wow good job Heejoo." Namjoon said patting my back as we were getting off the stage.
The rest of the guys got off and came to compliment me and we all walked together to the dressing rooms. I was about to go into the girls when Mr. Jung stood in front of the door.
"Heejoo you guys have an interview but they are going to do it in the dressing room but the boys don't feel comfortable going into the girls so they decided to do it in the boys room and they want you there so do you want to go." He said more like a command than a question. I noticed he was a little mad maybe annoyed? I will ask him later.
"Oh well it seems like a thing I have to be at so yea let's go." I said and smiled at him.
 
We walked to the dressing room in silence. Okay something is really wrong. We entered the boy’s dressing room and again we were welcomed with wandering eyes. I then notice Mr. Jung take off his coat and put it over my shoulders and held me by them and walked me to the members’ area. The shirt I'm wearing doesn't really expose anything, it's a little open in the front for visible cleavage but that's it. Something is really strange now.
 
"Heejoo" and as I looked up I saw Jeongguk run up to me and took me by the shoulders away from Mr. Jung. He led me to the room and opened the door for me. Inside were all the guys sitting in chairs and two camera men in front of them with the host talking to the managers.
 
"Hey Heejoo sit next to me so I can translate" Namjoon said patting the chair next to him.
 
What the hell is up with them? Mr. Jung is mad and now they are acting like we're all best friends. What's going on? What are they not telling me?
 
The interview started and everyone was asked questions. I just sat there quite and let all the guys answer. Being honest I was nervous I wouldn't answer the question correctly.
 
"Heejoo, they want to know how you feel being in the group." I heard Mr. Jung say from behind the cameramen. I guess I zoned out cause everyone was just looking at me.
"Oh umm it's a great honor, it's nerve wrecking but it's fun and I hope to do my best and get along with the members." I said as Mr. Jung translated
 
They asked all the same questions, how I feel, do I get along with the guys, and all the same questions asked at the conference. Finally the interview concluded and the guys did their whole chant while I sat there awkwardly bowing. The cameramen and host left and the guys started to mess around again as the stylist picked everything up.
 
"Hey Namjoon can I talk to you?" I said pulling him to the side.
"Yea what's up?" He said smiling at me.
"Why is everyone treating me all weird? Did I do something wrong." I said.
As I said that his smile disappeared and he got all serious. He started to think of how he was going to answer my question. We stood quite for a good minute waiting for him to answer.
"How do you know Mark?" He all of a sudden asked me
"Who's that?" I asked confused.
"That guy you were talking to backstage." He said a little annoyed
"Oh him. I don't know him, he just went up to me and started to flirt with me and ask for my number."
"Don't ever talk to him." He said angry
"Why not? What's so bad about him? Is that why you guys are all acting up on me? You guys think I have a thing with him and we're going out huh? God dammit and I thought you guys ing trusted me." I said almost yelling at him.
He stayed quiet and just stared at me blankly.
"Answer me Namjoon! I'm not just going to stand here like an idiot while you guys look down on me. ING ANSWER ME!" I said and that scared everyone because I was already in his face yelling at him. The managers went up to us and pulled me away.
I am so done right now. I thought they trusted them I actually thought we could be friends. They acted like we were so close in front of the cameras and behind them; all they do is look down on me. I can't stand being here right now. I headed towards the door and left. I walked out and saw all guys just looking at our room. I guess my yelling could be heard from outside. Great
 
As I walked by each little cubicle I heard whispers and fingers point at me. I kept walking when I felt someone pull me into a cubicle.
 
“I told you to call me." I heard as someone finally released me in the room.

Mark.

 Out of all people why him and right now. He was standing in front of the door blocking it.
"Get out of the way. I'm not in the mood right now." I said and started to push my way out.
"Come one let's have some fun. I know you want to" he said holding my waist and winking.
I lost it and slapped him.
"Get the out of my way." I said and pushed him out of the way and walked out.
 
As I walked out I was welcomed by7 pair of eyes. They all just stared past me into the room looking at the guy who now had tears in his eyes and was holding his hands to his cheek. I saw how all of their jaws dropped except one. Jimin.
 
And the next thing happened too fast for anyone to react. In a matter of seconds he pushed through everyone and pushed Mark down. He pinned Mark to the ground and started to punch him. He only got a few punches before Mark started to block them and then all the members ran and pulled Jimin off and held back both of them and covered both their mouths. Then Jin came to the door and shut it in my face.
 
What the hell just happened? Why did Jin just shut the door in my face? Most importantly why did Jimin go crazy on Mark?
 
"Heejoo go to the dressing room and change back to your clothes, were leaving to the fan sign." Mr. Jung said making me jump. "Are you okay? You look a little pale."
"I'm fine. Where do I meet you guys after I'm done?" I asked
"Just wait outside. The guys already changed, we will meet you out side. By the way have you seen them? The managers can't find them." He asked me
I contemplated with myself whether to tell him or not. I mean if they find out what just happened we will all get in trouble, starting with me. I just simply looked at the door that was shut closed and walked away.
 
I went into my cubicle and got dressed and collected all my things. I walked out with the stylists in front of me and me behind them. I had my backpack on and some snacks in my hand. As I kept walking I felt someone shove me and all my food fell to the ground. As I looked to see who did it I saw a girl with black hair, she was taller than me, she was pretty. She looked angry that she didn't knock me down but she knew I was angry. I mean one thing is for sure I was pissed and I could tell she didn't do this on accident.
 
"Hey what's your problem" I said in her face, literally.
She just laughed and said something in Korean which made everyone in the room look at us even the stylists, not only mine but everyone else's even managers. My stylist quickly put the things down and pulled me away
"Yah Heejoo let's go." They said in their best English. They started to pull me away but I couldn't take my sight from that girl. I will get her back this won't stay like this.
 
I finally turned fully around and stormed out the dressing room slamming the door. I walked towards the guy’s dressing room and saw Mr. Jung waiting there with all the members. They were all messing around and laughing. They look perfectly fine I wonder what happened in that room.
 
"Mr. Jung am I riding with you or them?" I said trying to say in a calm tone so he wouldn't suspect something happened. Although I'm pretty sure the stylist will tell the managers and they will tell him.
"With them. They want to see you guys go to the fan sign together." He said now happier at me.
"Okay." I said and started to walk towards the entrance.
 
I could hear everyone else following behind me. They were all still messing around when I heard my name and everyone got quite. I could hear them saying my name and something like "chugi". What's chugi? Then I recognized the voices. It was the stylists. Crap they told them now. Why couldn't they hold it in till later. Is chugi the girl that shoved me? Whatever I'm not going to deal with them.
 
We were outside and the van was parked on the curb. I stood in front of it and waited till everyone else got in. I finally got in and slammed the door maybe just a bit too much. I was still mad like what's that chugi girls problem. I swear I thought this was going to be peaceful but it's actually the same as back home. And the only difference is that back home I can beat them up, here I can't unless I want to ruin the companies’ name.
 
I got my earphones and phone out and started listening to music. The song was barely going half way when I felt someone pull off my earphone. There are a lot of things I hate and that was one of them. I turned back to see who did it to only see seven pair of eyes looking at me with concern.
 
"You really need to turn your music down Heejoo." Namjoon said who was sitting next to me.
"Doesn't mean you have to pull it out." I said talking back and glaring at him.
"Yah." He said yelling at me "I'm really tired of your attitude, maybe back in America you guys don't know this but here we speak formally to our elders. So stop with that."
"Well maybe my elder should just leave me alone." I said looking him dead in the eyes.
"And you still don't stop. You think your better than us well guess what you’re not. First flirting with that piece of guy and now starting fights with another girl. And you expect me to leave you alone. Well guess who's going to get in more trouble. Me because I'm your leader and it shows I have no control over my own group and I don't get respected. Do you think this is okay? Your making us look bad. You’re giving our group a bad name. You think that's okay?" He said in a calmer tone but you could still hear the anger in his voice.
He's right. This isn't my group it's their group I'm a nobody to this group. I'm giving him a really hard time and I'm not being considerate of them, mostly Namjoon. I really shouldn't treat him like this he's been nothing but nice to me and I'm just treating him like .
 
" I knew you weren't going to answer your too-
"I'm sorry" I said interrupting him.
"Wh-what was that?" He said shocked
"I'm sorry. Your right I'm making you look really bad. It's just I have always dealt with problems by talking back and fighting. I have been really disrespectful towards you when all you have been is nice and caring toward me. Please accept my apology." I said looking down at my hands.
"Hey" he said pulling my head up “its okay I'm sorry for yelling at you that wasn't the correct way to deal with it I just let my anger get the best of me. I accept your apology and from now on when there's a problem come talk to me okay? I’m your 'oppa'" he said smiling at me
"Okay. And by the way. I didn't start a fight. She shoved me when I was walking out of the dressing me and it was on purpose." I said hoping to clear out that situation.
"I know that's what the stylist told us. Oh we're here. Come on let's to meet you new fans." He said and got out of the car. As we all got out of the car Taehyung came and hugged me and then led me to the inside of the building. We went into a dressing room and all our stuff was set up. We quickly changed and got our makeup and hair redone.
 
As we exited the room we could hear music playing and a lot of screaming. We went towards the back area and the manager started to talk.
"Hey Heejoo the order in which we're sitting is me, Jin, Suga, Jhope, Jimin, V, and Jungook. Where do you want to sit?" Namjoon said. I realized he used all the guys’ stage names.
"Umm can I be the last one?" I asked
"Yea sure, you will sit next to Jeongguk." He said and then told the managers and Jeongguk.
 
 
As we line up in order on by one started to enter the room. After Namjoon announced Jeongguk there was a big pause and then Namjoon started to speak again.
"Let's hear it for Heejoo." I heard Namjoon yell and the manager signaled me to go.
 
As I walked out I saw a lot of girls maybe a couple hundred? Unlike the other members, all I got was claps and then the room fell silent. Namjoon quickly started to talk breaking the silence.
 
For the next hour or so we did activities and sang for the fans. We then went and sat down in our order and one by one fans started to come up. After the girls reached Jeongguk, they would just skip me and leave.
 
I started to draw on the table because I was bored when all of a sudden I heard something slam on the table. I looked up and saw a girl smiling at me.  She kneeled down and looked at me and then the thing she slammed on the table. It was the album, it was white and it had red outline on the front that read "O! RU L8, 2?" She opened it up and then handed it to me. On the left side was the CD and on the right it was a picture of the guys. She then pointed to the CD side and then made a writing gesture. Jeongguk saw and nudged me and then signed the album in front of him.
 
"Ohhh." I said out loud. The girl laughed and then got out a small teddy bear and handed it to. I signed the area on top of the album and then have it back to her. She then put her hand up and I high fived her and she left. After her a couple of more girls stopped at me and I signed their albums, they gave me small little gifts and then left.
 
I kept looking at the other members and saw how they were all smiling and interacting with the fans. They talked to them and signed their albums and played with the small toys they would get. As the next girl came in front of me I attempted to interact with her.
 
"Hi" I said and waved at her. She bowed to me and then gave me her album. She started to speak in Korean and I just nodded and turned around. I then saw Mr. Jung standing behind Namjoon and signaled him to come. I turned back to the girl and stuck out my index finger signaling her to give me a sec.
"What's wrong?" He said coming to my side in a panicked tone
"No. She said something to me but I don't understand can you help me?" I said smiling at him.
"Oh okay" he said and started to speak to girl.
"She said to not worry. You will do great and that pretty soon all the fans will come to like you, it takes time for them to adjust so to not worry." He said
I looked at the girl and she just smiled at me. After this whole day full of chaos, hearing some random girl say that made me feel... Happy.
"Tell her thank you and I hope she will always support me as well as the boys." I then got up and went to her and hugged her. She hugged me back and we both laughed and then she left.
 
 
We continued till the end an there were only two girls left. They went at the same time to each member and they were hysterical. As they finished with Jeongguk they got up. I guess they don't want to pass by me. I looked down and started to draw again when I heard screaming
 
"Wahhhh HeeJoo. OMG look at our Heejoo. Heejoo Heejoo Heejoo."
I looked up and saw the two people I never expected to see.
 

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Chapter 21: WAAAAAAT I WAS TRYING TO WAIT AND COMMENT AFTER I HAVE CAUGH TUP WITH THE STORY BUT WAT THE ACTUAL . PD-NIM CANT FROP HER NOW NOT NOWWW WHYYYYY OMFG AND HE SAID IT CALMLY AND ALSO WITH A SMILE AND NAMJOON KNEW ABOUT BUT DIDNT SAY maybe he didnt know..... BUT NOOOOO HOPE U UPDATE SOON LOL ILY<3 IM ANTICIPATING SINCE THE BEGINNING BUT KNOW I CANNOT WAIT AT ALL WATSOEVER LMAO<3<3<3
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Chapter 16: I KNEW IT! JIMIN LIKES HEEJOO~~~~~ OHMAYGAA MY HEAAAARTT ♥