*Jimin*
 
 
Ever since this morning nothing has been going good.
 
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We all woke up and headed downstairs to eat breakfast. As I headed down I heard my phone ring and ran back up to get it
 
[New Text Message]
 
As I looked at who it was I froze and wasn't sure whether to open it or not.
 
 
From: Her
Message: My Jiminah I miss you. I'll see you today ;*
 
 
As I put my phone away I headed back downstairs. Why did she text me all of a sudden? We had agreed to never have contact with each other again. But then again she always did this ever since that happened. Why can't she just disappear from my life? I wish you would disappear.......
 
BAMMMMMM
 
I felt something hot all over my body and I looked and saw that thing standing in front of me.
 
"Yahh what the hell!!" I yelled in pain and shoved her. All of a sudden Taehyung came and pushed me out of the way and took her to the living room.
 
"Yah Park Jimin. Is that anyway to act?" I heard Yoongi yell at me
I scoffed and looked at him, "How do you want me to act, happy? Oh yay she dumped hot food all over my body." I said and walked to the sink to wash off my abdomen where all the food landed.
As I turned back around Yoongi came towards me and shoved me against the sink. I shoved him back and then Jin Hoseok and Namjoon pulled us away
 
"Yah you little you think that's a way to speak to your hyung?!" Yoongi yelled at me
"Hey calm down both of you. Is this any way to act? Are you little kids huh? If you’re going to act like one then I will treat you that way from now on." Namjoon yelled at both of us.
At that moment Taehyung came in and came up to me. He shook his head then looked at Namjoon.
"She's okay, she's a little shocked though but she's fine." He said
"Okay. Now go sit down." Namjoon said and Taehyung followed his orders
Jeongguk and Taehyung were now seated at the table while Jin Namjoon Hoseok and Suga were all standing surrounding me. Great it's lesson time.
 
Just then Heejoo walked in to the kitchen. She looked at me and by the looks in her eyes she had no intention of apologizing. I let my anger get the best of me and I went towards her and pushed on the wall and yelled in her face.
"Yah you’re not going to apologize!! Do you even know what the hell you did!"
As I kept yelling at her I felt two hands on my chest trying to push me away. I felt butterflies in my stomach but I didn't let it show instead I got angrier. She managed to push me off of her.
"Yah you not going t....
 
SLAP
 
I felt a sting on my face and felt tears build in my eyes. I looked at her and she looked even angrier than me. She told me something but I didn't understand, she walked away and went upstairs.
 
 
"Yah Jimin what the hell was that!" I heard Namjoon yell.
I turned around and saw all the guys still in shock just like me. Namjoon was the only one who showed emotion and he was angry.
"You think you can pull off little stunts like that huh? She didn't mean to do that and look at you threatening her. What were you going to do huh hit her?!" The room fell silent and we heard footstep walk down the stairs and then towards the living room.
 
"YAH! Answer me!" Namjoon said now yelling in my face. Jin and Yoongi got up and pulled him away
"You have no idea how disappointed we are in you right now Jimin. Your better than that, you have been in worse situations and now you act like this? It's embarrassing not only for you but for us. You better apologize and it's not an option anymore. We will talk more later now clean up and get ready the managers almost here." Hoseok said and everyone got up and left to their rooms to finish getting ready.
 
 
We all grabbed our things and left. I then notice that Heejoo wasn't with us. Where is she are we going to wait for her again?
"Hey where's Heejoo" Taehyung asked as we started to drive away.
"Oh she had something to do with her translator so she left with him. She's going to meet us up at the station." Namjoon said looking forward.
 
That's weird. Oh well. The whole car ride was kind of quite. At times Taehyung would just mess around but I could tell everyone was still mad about this morning. We got to the station and headed towards the dressing rooms. We got ready and were just messing around while getting small touch ups when we heard a knock on the door. The translator then came in and started to talk to the managers and then walked out again. He came in again and this time with that thing.
 
Everyone immediately went up to her and hugged her and started to talk to her. They act like she's the one that got hurt. They probably feel bad for what I did to her.
 
We then left all together to go do our rehearsal when members of Topp Dogg came up to us. They are one of the only few groups we have gotten close to. We started to talk to them and then we left.
 
We did our first dry rehearsal and it was horrible. Heejoo couldn't get anything right. She was off beat, she couldn't get her lyrics right and she was just all over the place. After we were done we were all just confused on whether or not she did belong with us, it's probably too much for her to handle, and she will drop sooner than later.
 
"Okay now here's the pre recording let's do well." The director yelled and again the music started. This time we all did better even Heejoo. She did everything even better than in the practice room.
 
"Okay good job." The director yelled and we did thanked then and left back to the dressing room to finish getting ready. As we finished up we left and went backstage and got headsets and mics.
 
"5 minutes" one of the staff members yelled.
 
We were just standing messing around. I turned around to talk to Taehyung when I saw that bastard standing there. But the thing that pissed me off more was that he was talking to Heejoo.
 
"Hey Jimin you okay?" Taehyung asked. I couldn't reply so I just shook my head signaling no.
"Yo what's wrong? Calm down your hands are in fists. Jimin can you hear me?" Taehyung was kind of panicking he then followed my stare and his expression became serious.
"What is he doing here?" Taehyung said out loud which made all the guys turn and look at what we were staring at.
"Crap. What the hell is he doing here? Where's Jimin? Make sure he doesn't see him" Namjoon said to Jin and Hoseok
"Too late" Yoongi said
"He was the first one to see him." Taehyung then said
 
"2 minutes" the staff yelled.
 
Heejoo and him jumped up and looked up. She then turned towards us and saw that we were all staring at them. Before she could see me I turned around and stood by the curtain ready to go.
 
What the hell is he doing here? If he thinks it's okay to just drop by after what happened he's wrong. He stole the one thing I loved the most in this world. He stole her away from me and now he's back again. After a year he decides to come back and open up those wounds. I won't show that I'm still hurt no. I will show both of them that I moved on and that they didn't affect me. But if they are together now then why is he flirting with Heejoo? Ugh he is a bastard. I will not let him have Heejoo even if it's the last thing I ever do. I swear I won't lose this battle Mark Tuan I won't.
 
"Time to go on stage." Jeongguk said and grabbed me and pulled me up to the stage. We got on stage and greeted the crowd and got to our spots. We then notice that Heejoo wasn't on stage and a few seconds later she ran on and got in her spot. From the corner of my eye I saw Mark and he was staring at me. With that stare I read everything, he was challenging me. He won't win this time.
 
We finished and got off the stage and headed to the dressing rooms.
"Okay so they want to know where you guys want to have the interview." Manager hyung asked us.
"What do you mean? Won't we have it in the dressing room like they planned?" Namjoon asked
"Well yea but they don't know whether to do it in the boys or girls because of Heejoo so it's up to you guys." He said
"Let's go to the girls dressing room" an excited Taehyung said
"Yah that's not right, or is it?" Yoongi then said with a sly smile.
They continued to argue about which dressing room we should go.
"What do you think Jimin?" Jin then asked
"Oh well why not in ours, it's probably bigger than the space she got and it won't be that awkward plus she already came into our dressing room so it's not a big deal anymore." I said and then walked into the dressing room and went to our side. Being honest I really don't want to be here right now. I just want this day to end.
 
As we set up for the interview things calmed down more, the guys weren't being cold to me and we acted as if what happened earlier didn't happen.
"Are you sure you’re okay?" Taehyung then asked
I chuckled then answered "Why wouldn't I be?" I looked and everyone had a shocked expression but they knew it was best not to let anyone know and to forget what just happened.
At that moment Heejoo entered and everyone went to talk to her, we just sat down and started our interview. They asked us questions about our song and about future plans but they mostly were curious about Heejoo. She seemed to be out of it because the translator had to repeat the question a couple of times. I wonder what's going through her head. Is she okay?
 
"And that concludes our interview with BTS. Bye" the host said and like that the interview ended. We said goodbye and started to mess around. All of a sudden Heejoo pulled Namjoon hyung to the side and started to talk to him. He looked angry and she slowly started to get angry. She started to yell at him and that's when everyone turned their attention to them. The managers quickly ran to them and pulled both of them away from each other. She then looked at us and then walked out.
"Namjoon what happened?" The managers asked as they let go of him.
"Nothing she just got upset when I asked her about that guy" he said turning around and looking at me.
"Come on let's go look for her." Jin said walking out and shortly all of us following him.
As we walked out we got welcomed by all the guys staring at us. They were all pointing and staring at us while whispering.
"Hey Jin what happened is everything okay?" Our friend Kiddoh said walking up to us and hugging him.
"Yes why?" Jin said hugging him back.
"We heard yelling from out here and then we saw your new member storming out and then walking into that room over there." Kiddoh said pointing to a room a few doors away from us.
"Oh really? I'll tell you later okay thank you." Jin said and walked past him.
We bowed to Kiddoh and went to that room. Jin was about to open it when we heard rustling and then someone shouting at someone else. He had his hand on the knob when all of a sudden we heard a loud slap and then the door opened wide.
 
Heejoo looked at us shocked but then we looked past her and that bastard was there. He had tears building in his eyes and was holding onto his cheek. Did he try taking advantage of her? A wave of anger hit me and the next thing I did I knew I wasn’t going to regret.
 
"YAH YOU BASTARD WHAT THE DID YOU DO TO HER!! DONT THINK I'LL LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THIS YOU PIECE OF !" I said as I ran into the room taking him down and punching him as many times as I could.
"YOU CALL YOURSELF A MAN YOUR PATHETIC! I WON’T LET YOU LEAVE OUT OF HERE ALIVE!" I yelled punching him nonstop. Pretty soon he started to block my punches and then the guys ran in pulling me off of him and holding us back.
 
"Yah Jimin calm down!" Namjoon yelled at me. Yoongi hyung and Hoseok hyung were holding onto me and holding my mouth shut while Taehyung and Jeongguk held Mark and held his mouth shut too.
"Okay we're going to let go of your mouths but you guys can't yell or else" Jin said looking at us. "Understand?"
We both nodded and Hoseok hyung and Taehyung removed their hands.
"You bastard what did you do to her?!" I yelled at him as Yoongi and Hoseok's grip got stronger on me.
"Yah Park Jimin stop yelling or else we're going to shut that mouth of yours." Hoseok said in my ear.
"Ahh Park Jimin always surprise attacking. But your punch has gotten stronger have you been working out?" Mark said laughing and wiping the blood off his lip.
"Let me go." I said trying to pull away from them.
"Come on now Jimin were not kids anymore. Grow up won't you." Mark said grinning at me
"Jimin calm down and then we'll let you go" Jin said
"I'm calm now let go" I said looking at Hoseok and Yoongi. They looked at Jin and he nodded and they let go of me.
"Now let's talk like the mature adults we are won't we?" Mark said coming closer to me.
"What did you do to her?" I said as my hands balled into fists
"Oh don't tell me you like her. Yikes why is it that we always end up going after the same girls?" Mark said laughing
"Answer my question!" I said yelling in his face
"Keep your cool kid. We did nothing she's not as easy as I imagined this is going to be fun." He said chuckling
"You won't go anywhere near her understand." I said grabbing him by the collar
"Jimin you should know me by now. I always and I repeat ALWAYS get what I want remember what happened last time" he said with a smirk on his face
"That's why I won't let you win this time. You stole my first love away from me and I won't let you take Heejoo so you better give up." I said and shoved him and walked away.
"We don't know what you’re up to Mark but we won't let you mess with Heejoo so please stay away." Jin said and walked right behind me.
 
"Hey Jimin slow down won't you." Taehyung said running behind me.
"Hyung you totally kicked his that was so cool." Jeongguk said putting his arm around my shoulder
"Yah Jeongguk don't encourage him. You shouldn't solve things with violence." Jin said
"But hyung you have to admit he was amazing. Don't worry Jimin we will protect our beloved Heejoo with our life." Jeongguk said
"What he said, he won't mess with her." Yoongi said.
We then started to mess around and forget what happened but I still can't. I won't let him get to Heejoo. I mean I don't like her or anything but she is part of the group so I can't let her get hurt right?
"Oh Heejoo's here we can go now." Namjoon said.
She looked angry because her hands were balled into fist at her side and she just walked ahead of us. She's still probably mad because of Namjoon.
"Umm managers." We heard the stylist say
"Yea" the hyungs responded back.
They looked worried and shocked at the same time
"What's wrong did something happen?" The hyungs all of a sudden got worried
"Well it's just that Heejoo got in an argument I guess you can call it that in the dressing room." One of the stylist said looking down
"What? Did she hit anyone? Who was it?" The hyungs now said
"Well we were walking and she was behind us and all of a sudden a girl came and just shoved her making all the things in her hands fall and she got angry and yelling in the girls face." Noona was saying.
"And what did the girl do?" Now Namjoon was asking
"Well she just started to laugh and she said you 'better watch out ' which then made everyone turn around and look we just grabbed Heejoo and left as quick as possible" the noonas said
"What girl was it?" Jin asked.
They both looked at each other with worry in their faces. They really didn't want to say the name just by the looks on their faces.
"Just say who it was" now I said growing impatient.
"It was Suzy of Miss A." They said looking down.
That name. No it's a mistake they probably saw wrong. It can't be her. I haven't heard that name in a long time.
"Please tell me you saw wrong." Now I said my voice shaky.
"Jimin what's wrong are you okay? You look pale." Someone asked me, I was in too much shock to even focus on who it was.
We were now outside and I just got in the car without talking to anyone. Why did she do that? Did she possible see Heejoo with Mark? I won't let either of them hurt her. Or maybe they’re up to something but what is it?
All of a sudden I heard Namjoon yelling. I looked up and he and Heejoo were arguing. Ughh and so the problems don't stop. I ignored them and looked out the window.
"Hey Jimin were here." Taehyung said tapping my shoulder.
We got off and went right in, got our makeup touched up and headed to the entrances. We were standing there waiting for last minute things and then one by one we got called out. As we went on the cheers were loud and now it was Heejoo's turn to go on stage. As she went out it got really quite and only a few people clapped. We started activities and then sat to get the fan signing started. All the fans were excited and brought us many gifts and such. I then looked over and saw Heejoo looking down and drawing on the table. I then saw after a fan was done with Jeongguk she just got up and left not even looking at Heejoo. I felt bad for her but then again how can we force fans to like her, this is going to take time. I mean I'm not accepting her but it's also not nice she probably doesn't feel too good about that. Yah Park Jimin why are you worrying about this girl so much stop remember we hate her.
"Oppa are you okay?" The fan in front of me suddenly asked worriedly.
"Oh yea sorry." I said and gave her my charming smile.
We kept talking for a little and then it was time for her to move on
"Hey wait" I said suddenly surprising her.
"Yea oppa"
"Can you do me a favor?" I said a little worried about how she would respond.
"Ne"
"After your done with Jeongguk can you please stop by our new member, it's been a tough day for her, please don't treat her differently she's part of our family now it hurts to see her like that." I said looking over at Heejoo who was still looking down.
"I'm sorry oppa it must be hard for you guys too. Don't worry oppa she has my support and I'll talk to the rest of the fans. Bye oppa see you in a few days." She said and went over to Taehyung.
Two girls had already passed by when all of a sudden we heard a loud slam on the other end of the table. We all looked over at the other end and saw the girl I had talked to standing I front of Heejoo. She was smiling at Heejoo and then kneeled down. She opened the album and signaled Heejoo to sign it and she did. After she left Heejoo was smiling more and more girls stopped by and got their albums signed too. Next time I see that fan I have thank her I will never forget what she did today I'm so thankful. With that the fan sign continued and pretty soon it was the end, there were only two girls left and they went together. I'm pretty sure it was their first time because they couldn't stop screaming and well fangirling.
"Omo Jimin hi" they not said well more like yelled I couldn't help but laugh at how cute they were acting.
"You’re so much more better looking in person." One of them said
"Right?! Our Heejoo is so lucky she gets to be around such handsome good looking men." The other one said. Wait she just said their Heejoo.
"Are you guys Heejoo's friends?" I asked
"More like were her best friends."
"Yea, unnie is the best and is so lucky"
"Ahh so she does have friends." I said they both looked at each other and then at me
"I'm pretty sure you guys already know. But just to let you know we're her only friends so please be nice to her she may be rude and be very stubborn and closed but she's really sweet and friendly on the inside. I know it's hard to believe but please just give her some time and unnie will open to you guys I promise." The girl with purplish colored hair said
"Yea. Heejoo has been through a lot so she's just grown up to have a tough attitude in order to not get hurt. Please understand." The other girl said.
As each one was talking they had admiration in their expression. Just by the way they expressed themselves I could tell they admired Heejoo and had such great respect for her. I couldn't help but smile that she had a different side to her. I could tell I was blushing and all of a sudden I felt my stomach fill with butterflies. Oh gosh what's happening?
"To tell you the truth you’re so Heejoo's type."
"Unnie has always been your fan but let's just keep this between ourselves she would kill us if she found out we told you promise?" The girl with purple hair said as she stuck her pinky out. I hooked mine with hers and gave a wink.
"By the way I'm Kathy." Purple hair said
"And I'm Sierra." The other girl said
"Nice to meet you. Hope to see you soon" I said and smiled at them.
They continued down the line and once they got to Heejoo they started to freak out even more. The look on Heejoo's face was just priceless. She was in total shock and just had wide open. She then said something and got up and right away Kathy and Sierra hugged her and she hugged them back. The smile on her face was big; she was so bright and beautiful. Wait Jimin stop no you can't look at her that way stop. I then looked back up and saw she was tearing up and she started to talk to her translator and then she grabbed her friends’ hands and went to the back.
"Well this wraps up our fan sign we hope to see you soon. Please have a safe trip home and stay healthy." Namjoon said and we all got up and bowed to the crowd.
As we all got into the little dressing room we saw Heejoo hugging her friends and all three of them were crying. But something about the way she cried made my heart ache. She was crying with so much pain you could tell right away. As I looked at the guys they all had sad expressions and Namjoon was starting to tear up. I guess he was hearing what Heejoo was telling her friends. She kept crying and talking to them and crying harder and harder. Taehyung all of a sudden appeared next to them with some tissue and gave her friends some and then went to Heejoo and sat her down on a chair and wiped her tears and slowly hugged her. She then started to calm down and Taehyung pulled away he smiled at her and she smiled back. I should have been angry but instead I felt thankful, he did something I was too chicken to do.
All of a sudden we heard a loud throat clear and Namjoon began to speak in English.
"Hey kids why don't you guys go straight home and invite Heejoo's friends to a nice meal. We can have practice early in the morning okay?" Manager hyung said to us as Namjoon talked to Heejoo.
"Yea that's fine thanks hyung" Jin said and we all bowed to hyung.
"Okay Heejoo and her friends will leave with the translator and we will meet them at home so let's stop by the market and then go home." Namjoon said and we all left.
After stopping by the market we went home only to find that Heejoo wasn't home yet. We quickly went to the kitchen and got to cooking. Jin ordered us on what to do and soon after we were done. As we were finishing setting up the table we heard the front door open. Soon after Heejoo, Kathy, and Sierra came to the kitchen.
"Whoa that's so much food." Kathy said with wide eyes
"Heejoo is indeed very lucky." Sierra added
Wait why do they speak perfect Korean but Heejoo can't? This is confusing.
"Please sit we hope you like it." Jin said and signaled them to sit. After they sat down we all sat down too and began to eat.
"Wow this tastes amazing. Are you guys secretly chefs." Sierra said
"Thank you were glad you enjoy it." Jin said. As we kept eating Heejoo all of a sudden got up said something and then went up stairs. She didn't even touch her food. This girl what are we going to do about her.
"She said she isn't in the mood to be around people so she excused herself." Kathy said looking down at her plate.
"No worries it's fine. She's had a long day it's understandable." Hoseok said.
"We actually wanted to talk to you guys about something." Sierra said looking at us.
"Oh okay let's go to the living room." Namjoon said getting up and leading them to the living room.
As we all sat down Kathy and Sierra had long faces and their eyes were getting watery.
"So what would you like to say?" Yoongi hyung said.
"Well as you guys saw in the dressing room she was crying and to be honest that's the first time she has ever cried. Well in front of us. And by the looks of it, it seems like she's having a hard time." Sierra said
"We would like to ask you guys for a favor." Kathy then added
"Yea sure anything." Jin said
"Well Jimin already knows." Kathy said making everyone look at me.
"I-I do?" I said shocked. What is she talking about?
"At the fan sign we told you. Heejoo wasn't always like this she use to be bright and cheerful. You would always see her with a smile but soon afterwards because of a stupid guy her happiness became ruined. She began to get bullied and rumors about her were always spread. She learned to ignore them and always fought back. Pretty soon the bright Heejoo became a dark Heejoo. We became her only friends. She lost a lot because of one stupid person. So we ask that you guys please be cooperative with her." Sierra said.
"We don't want you to feel forced but please just give her some time. Pretty soon she will open up to you guys. If you guys just prove that you can be trusted she will open up and become a brighter Heejoo. I'm glad she took this opportunity. I'm pretty sure with this; unnie will become that same bright person again." Kathy added.
The room got quite after they talked and we all just stared at the ground.
"We promise." Jin all of a sudden said breaking the silence.
"Yea we promise." Namjoon then said and pretty soon everyone had said they promised. I was the only one left. They all stared at me with attentive eyes.
"Jimin we know you don't get along but this is for our group’s sake. Please at least try and get along with her." Hoseok said. Aish why why! I just wanted to yell and say no I can't get along with her. But then again it's for our groups sake I'm going to hate myself for this.
"Find I promise." I said looking down. They all started to clap and pretty soon we moved on from that topic.
"Wait we haven't properly introduced ourselves." Sierra said jumping up and pulling Kathy with her.
"Hello I'm Sierra Heejoo's best friend. I'm a year older than her but we’re in the same grade." Sierra said
"Hi I'm Kathy. I'm a year younger than Heejoo but I'm also in the same grade as her. We speak Korean well because we took classes and Heejoo was always stubborn and never came with us. So I hope I answered your burning question." Kathy said and then ended with a little aegyo.
"Ahhhh" we all said then pretty soon laughed.
"Well ladies it's getting late so why don't you head up to Heejoo's room and we will see you tomorrow
"Ne. Goodnight." They both said and headed upstairs.
"Man what a night let's just go to sleep we can clean when we wake up." Yoongi hyung said and then left with Taehyung Jeongguk, and Namjoon.
"Come on let's go." Jin hyung said
"Yea I'll be there in a bit:" I said and stayed seated while Jin went up stairs.
I started to clean up when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
"Hyung I'll be up there I'm just going to do the dishes. Just go to sleep." I said. I heard no response and the footsteps were getting closer.
"Hyung is that you?" I said turning off the faucet. As I turned around I saw Heejoo standing in the door frame. We just stared at each other not knowing what to do.
"I'm hungry." She then said which surprised me because she said it in Korean. I nodded my head and signaled for her to sit. I went to the fridge and took out some of the leftovers and set them on the table and went back to washing dishes. As I was almost done I turned around and saw that she was putting everything away. I went to the table and was about to grab the dishes when she was going to grab them too and we grabbed hands. We both looked at our hands and then at each other. She was shocked but was blushing and I know I was too. We both pulled away quickly and I grabbed the dishes and went to the sink. She was just staring at me and I could feel it. As I finished the dishes she was still standing there in shock.
"Sleep let's go." I said and grabbed her by the shoulders and took her upstairs and to her room. She opened the door and went in without saying a word.
"Ahh what a day." I said out loud and went to my room.