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Yours. Mine.

 

“So anyways, there I was, just sitting at the coffeeshop, trying to answer emails or call my guy back or God knows what I was trying to do, and then I look up and I see Myungsoo! And it wasn’t at all weird, since, you know, he is our boss and all. But then the more I stared at him, the more I realized that his outfit was completely unacceptable! I mean, who wears black on black anymore?? So he catches my eye and I wave him over, and I say, ‘Boss, look, you’re in a band now… you should know better!’ and then he plays dumb and says, ‘Know better about what?’ and Choa, you know what I said to him? I said… I said… oh my gosh.”

I was only half-listening again, eyes trained on some paperwork like the good worker I should be. Sungjong was merrily prattling on in the middle of our workday like usual.

“Oh my gosh what?”

“…”

“Sungjong. Oh my gosh what?”

“Oh my gosh, Choa,” he finally responded through gritted teeth. “Look who came to visit.”

I finally tore my eyes from my work, and looked up into the warmest chocolate-brown eyes I’ve ever seen. Howon was casually leaning against my desk, grinning down at me.

“Hi,” he said.

“H…hey.”

There was a fraction of a pause. Sungjong turned back to his desk, but I could tell his ears were listening hard, zeroed in on our conversation.

“Uh…What’s up?” I asked.

He chuckled and playfully leaned in to peek over my shoulder at the things I was working on. “What’re you reading?” he said, cutely feigning interest.

I pushed him away gently. “Yeah, right. Is that the real reason you came all the way over here?” I joked.

“Maybe,” he replied coolly.

“Well, sorry to disappoint you. It’s boring.”

“So?”

“So why would you want me to tell you about something that’s boring?”

“Maybe because I want to hear all about you. Even the boring stuff.”

The comment stunned me. I really didn’t know how to react. I could imagine Sungjong’s raised eyebrow, no doubt forming some very colorful opinions about Howon as we spoke.

Howon grinned widely, proud of himself. Then, he toyed with the corner of the desk, suddenly looking bashful. “So… I wanted to ask you something.”

“S-sure. What is it?”

He met my eye and smiled again. The glowing sincerity of it made my cheeks warm up, but luckily, they were not yet red enough to betray me. “What if you came to my dance class this Wednesday night?”

I heard a quick intake of breath in Sungjong’s general direction. I gulped. “This…Wednesday?” I began to think. “Hm--”

“Oh, actually… Now that I think about it, my parents are taking me to some dinner,” he said off-handedly, with a slight tinge of annoyance. “How about Thursday?”

“Thursday?... That might work,” I tried to say coolly. I didn’t want him to realize how much I looked forward to it.

But as if he could read my mind, he grinned widely again and pushed off my desk with a smooth athletic grace. “Great. Can’t wait,” he said, and strutted off.

It wasn’t until he was out of earshot that I released a huge sigh of air I’d unconsciously been holding in. Immediately, Sungjong reached over and grabbed me by the wrist, spinning my chair so that I faced him.

“YAH. Choa. WILL YOU TELL ME WHAT’S GOING ON??”

The forceful demand in Sungjong’s eyes was so intense that I couldn’t help but chuckle. I knew he wasn’t about to let me go without sharing my story. But I also knew he wouldn’t like my ultimate opinion of it all.

What’s going on?

...I don’t know.

I really don’t know.

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Shortie chapter, but only cuz the next one is prettttyy long and I don't know how to split it up evenly. Updating right away, so please look forward to it! XD

 

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byeollie
#1
i dont know how many times i visited and reread this story albeit it has yet to have an epilogue. the magical thing is, the pain of rejection that Choa felt in the last (as of for now) chapter still feel the same every time i read it. it feels like a fresh wound. your heart just squeezed in pain. i dont know why but it does feel like im meeting sunggyu for real, like... you captured the essence of him in the way you build his character and portrayal thus i just can't help myself but to believe and relate him to his real life persona (believe me this is a compliment, there's no way that this is an insult to real life KSG and writer herself).

i dont know why i take so long to post a comment here when i always reread this story whenever i have free time. of course, i'll keep waiting your update for this story. i dont think i'll able to let this site go until i get to read the finale of this fan fiction. until then, have a good day kinsei. Not to leave you with a burden but do come back soon! :)
Achini
#2
Aww! Authornim, the dedication made me absolutely happy! Thank you so much! And thank you for the update, I've been waiting for it for so long and trust me, you hit my feelings spot on.
I feel like I was rejected myself.
Honestly, your style of writing, how you disclose the emotions, everything is so perfectly put down, touching our hearts at where its most sensitive. I don't even know what to say though I was expecting this deep down, because, well, the story has yet to go.
Sung Gyu is my bias, so like with A.U, I wish Choa (I LOVE that name, I can imagine it rolling smoothly out of Gyu's lips) would end up with Gyu, it has that look to it too, I just have that inkling but then again, I might be wrong.
Thank you for the beautiful story, Its so realistic that I can honestly feel the pain of rejection right now. And also I love the relationship between Sulli and Choa because its something that I myself could never maintain (long story) so anyway, thank you so much!
Ah, I don't know if I have beautiful thought, its a first, that you think so, however, thank you thinking that way, maybe you can see through my words.
Waiting for the next update. Fighting!
Ps; I totally understand if it takes long, I'm the same myself so don't haste and dash authornim. Love you!
nabi_devi #3
Chapter 20: I haven't been on much to keep up but finally caught up! Hehe I like how sunggyu and choas relationship is building up and I can't help but not like howon being in the way lol.
....traitor!!,! Lol jk just don't become crazy please :P and don't forget about our lovely hamster grandpa!!
nyangseob
#4
Chapter 20: Heehee sunggyu and Choa~ :D
LOL congrats on becoming an EXOtic; it is treacherous territitory you have entered x) I am in it as well :3
gyurain #5
Chapter 20: Choa slowly realizing her feelings changing :}
Nooo come back to infinite :"(
krusty
#6
Chapter 20: Sweet Gyu at his finest :). Choa has fallen pretty hard for him already.
nyangseob
#7
Chapter 18: Hooray! You updated! :D
Ack they're hard to choose from when you use those videos but......I stay loyal to sunggyu hehe

Hoya you meanie, bagging on sunggyu during his performance >:3
lkimxxx
#8
Chapter 18: I've just read this for one day and it was amazing!!! Will wait for your next update, Author nim ^^
CassInspirit97 #9
Chapter 18: ohhh myyyy goddd finally an update!!!!!!! choosing between sunggyu and hoya !!!!!!!"! no wayyyyyyyg I don't know !!!!!