11th October 2012, Friday.

Chilly.

Dear Diary,

Have you ever felt that you are in Cloud 9 before? That you have know no worries anymore? That you felt like you no longer living in this world anymore but is in paradise now? 

I do.

My days felt like heaven. Seungho hyung and I started dating for real, ever since that incident in the ferris wheel. I can never imagine someone like me would be loved by him. I mean, come on! I'm a guy for goodness sake! but aren't love know no boundaries? I thought it could only happen in my dream every night when I hit the sack but thanks God for giving me such a good chance to become his lover.... for now.

I thought that being in a relationship with him could ended up with a broken-heart for both of us. You know, the country that we live in aren't that supportive towards man-to-man relationship but I was wrong. When Seungho hyung announce it to his mom, she was surprised but also happy and congratulate both of us. I was stunned. What's more when I found out that Chang Sun and Cheol Yong were actually dating for years already! I was surprised! My jaws were literally dropped till my toes. Thanks God that all of the workers are supportive to our relationship. Especially G.O hyung who are the only straight person in the company. Oh! Did I tell you that he found his other half? Oh you should seriously take a look at her! She's stunning! Beautiful, really! She has curly long hair that parted to the side, angel-like figure, abit chubby but still the best out there and what more? She speak English PERFECTLY! That seriously nailed it! Her name you ask? Hmm, as I heard, her name is Ailee. Sounds cute to me. Oh right! She started working in Seungho hyung's company ever since she heard of the shop from overseas and with her help, Seungho hyung's business had extend to the whole world.

Things were great! Business keep pouring in, flooding our company with the help of Ailee. Her english is top-notch and she's good in bargaining too! That's why we treat her like Queen now. Well, that aside, even though we are busy but Seungho hyung do take time to have a date with me here and there. I enjoyed his company very much. I still remember that night where we have our usual dinner in one of the restaurant. As usual, we did walk side-by-side together, heading towards the direction and to my surprise, Seungho hyung gently held my hand. I was surprised! I mean, you don't usually see men walking together like that but Seungho hyung is brave enough to do that. That makes me love him more and more. You could say, we advance pretty fast.

But things weren't heading to where I wish it will lead to.....

Until 1 day, it happened.

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Author's Note : Here comes the sad part of the story. I'll update little by little since most of you just doesn't want this story to end.