"What's your name?" I asked him, and he looked at me with a big smile.

"My name is Youngjae,"

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"What's your name?" He asked, still while looking at me. In that very moment I felt like everything was in slow-motion. His eyes were blinking so peacefully and quiet in the dark. His smile was unbelievable cute. I really felt everything went in slow-motion. Slower and slower. I think I was having problems with breathing.

"A-are you okay?" He asked, and I was just looking around to find any bench in the nearest area.

"You want to sit down?" He looked at me, and I nodded desperately. He grabbed my arm, and walked over to a bench.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He looked really startled. Well I'm sorry it had to happen today. I'm not lucky, you all must know that soon. I nodded and he continued looking at me with concern in his eyes.

After some time I had come back to my senses, and we had started to walk again.

"My name is Emily." I said and looked at him with a smile.

"You have a pretty name. Emily.." He said quietly for himself.

 

We had walked a bit more, and I could start to feel the same ty emotion from not that long ago.

"I was wondering.. If you want to meet me again? I mean.. I've still not bought you the best bubble-tea in the world.." He said and looked down in the ground.

Like that *claps* it all went black. I couldn't see anything. I couldn't do anything. It was like sleeping.

When I woke up again, I was on someone's back. It took a while for me to finally understand what was happening. I was being held on Youngjae's back, who was running for full speed. Wait.. Where was he heading?

"Where are you going?" I asked him.

"We need to get you to the hospital. You collapsed not that long ago." He said exhausted still while running.

"I'm not going to the hospital no matter what."

"Yes you are."

"No I'm not."

"Yes."

"No!"

"Yes!!" He said loudly and stopped running, and I jumped off him.

"Why did you jump off?" 

"I'm not going to the hospital! Look at me! I'm totally fine!" I answered back.

"Something must be wrong since you fainted!" He yelled back.

"Fine! If you have to be this way! I'll only go out with you if you'll stop insisting on taking me to the hospital." I bossy said, and crossed my arms. He looked disappointed at me and let out a sigh.

"You better not lie to me." He looked serious at me.

"I'm telling you the truth!" I said.

He then gave up, lucky me ;-) 

 

He was quite busy, so we exchanged numbers. He would contact me when he had the time.

We afterwards separated, and I decided to take a long way round, to be sure that he didn't see that I was heading to the hospital.

 

Phew that was a close one I kept thinking. If I had continued to be unconscious, I would've gone to the hospital and then they would recognized me, and eventually tell that Youngjae guy, that I got cancer, and that's a thing that must never happen.

 

Though, I actually really enjoyed the time together with him. He was nice, friendly and also very determined. Although we didn't talk that much, I did get a feeling that we had known each other for a while already.

 

~

 

When I came back to my room, I couldn't find mum anywhere. But of course she was just out doing some chores. I took my normal clothes off, and took my wig off, and changed into the patient clothes, and laid down in the bed. I took my phone, and unlocked it. Aigoo, as all the Koreans says, I had a pretty chaotic day, and I still couldn't believe that Young Guk turned out to be an idol! Wait.. Then I'm practically friends with a famous person! Waow...

I logged onto the wifi, and opened the Internet app.

Bang. Yong. Guk. I wrote quietly, and clicked on 'pictures'. I became so startled. My mouth and also my eyes became wide. I saw lots of pictures, and they were all of him.. Bang Yong Guk.. Oh my god.. He really wasn't joking. He was telling me the truth..

I went back to the Internet pages, and I discovered that he also had his own Wikipedia page! I clicked on it, and started to read carefully.(A/N: The following is taken from his real Wikipedia page.)

"Bang Yongguk (Hangul: 방용국; born March 31, 1990), often simply known as Yongguk, Bang or Jepp Blackman, is a South Korean songwriter, rapper, singer and dancer. He is the leader and the main rapper of the South Korean group B.A.P."

What? Holy. I just couldn't take anymore. My brain was filled with unimaginable thoughts. I just couldn't believe it. At the same time I felt happy and proud, but also sad and disappointed. Now I knew that we wouldn't be able to meet as totally ordinary people, and discuss all the random stuff. But I was so proud of him. He had a talent(songwriting) and he chose to use it very well. He was an acknowledged rapper and songwriter in Korea, and also in other parts of the world.

 

But wait.. "He is the leader and the main rapper of the South Korean group B.A.P.".. B.A.P? Was that the group he was talking about? Hmm.. I should check that page out too.. I further clicked on the link to B.A.P's wiki-page, and I saw a list of members.

"Yongguk, Himchan, Daehyun, Jongup... Zelo?? And Youngjae?! Wait, wait a second!! Youngjae?! I mean.. Was that him?! Youngjae the guy I just was with? Or is Youngjae a common name here in Korea?? And what about Zelo? That had to be that young tall guy, which came into Guk's room some time ago, who looked so surprised, and walked fast out again. I didn't think any further but I right away clicked on his Wikipedia page, and noticed his picture. Yes that was him. I scrolled a bit down.. WHAT?! He's the same age as me! Unbelievable!! I thought by his height, that he at least would be one year older than me. Well.. That was what it was.. I also had to check out that Youngjae.. What if it really was him? That would be too coincidentally.. I went back to the band's page, and was about to push on the name Youngjae, when mum suddenly opened the door abrupt and loudly, which made me throw my phone away from me, and a scream exclaimed from me.

"Emily! I just talked with your father," 

"Oh my god you scared me..." I said and took myself to my chest.

"Oh I'm so sorry Em!"

"No it's okay. What did he tell you?"

"Jonathan got an A in math!"

"No way? Really? Dogs bullocks!(a meaning of totally awesome or something good)" it exclaimed from me, and I looked down at the ground, and to my big disappointment, I saw my phone lying there, with a totally broken screen.. Good job mum..

 

~

 

"Hello miss. I'm here with your chemo bag." SeoWoo came walking into my room.

"Hey.." I said, and I let her do her work. I looked patiently on her. Studying everything she did. Should I ask her if Youngjae was a common Korean name? I hesitated,

"Park SeoWoo.. Can I ask you something?" I said to her, and she looked down at me.

"Sure miss. What is it?" She answered, and continued looking up and connecting the bag.

"Is Youngjae a common name here in Korea?" I asked her after a few seconds.

"Well it's not one of the most used names, but I've met many with that name," She said and smiled to me.

"Well, I'm done now, so rest." She said, bowed, and afterwards walked out.

So it's an okay common name... Could it be him? Gosh why did mum absolutely have to scare me, so I dropped my phone on the floor? Now I had to send it to reparation just great.. And I even had to wait until tomorrow, because of my chemo bag..