I open my eyes. Last night memory flashed back. I need to get back to Korea now. It's final. I don't want to make myself the stupid one. I want to stop hoping and stop chasing. It's all done. I get up from bed and get a shower.

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I sit infront of my laptop. Searching for the earliest flight from Beijing to Korea. It's good that Mrs.Wu and Mr. Wu had to go to Nannjing for some business. It's just Kris who left. It's okay 'cause i think he might be around Jessica unnie right now. How can he still be at home in this hour right? Yeah, right.

Found the earliest ticket through Korean Air. It was tonight. I look at my luggage, it's not like I have to pack so many thing since I'm here for only two days. I get out from my room, I want to take a walk before leaving China. It maybe the last time I'll get to China. It's enough. Two days is enough. Enough for me discover everything. I let out a heavy sigh.

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I get home in the evening. Great, Kris isn't home. Same condition when I get out in the morning. I get my luggage ready and put it at the main door. I look outside, the cab is waiting. I walk myself to the kitchen, leaving a message to the Wu's. Thanks for this two days.

I get in the cab. I want to left all the heavy memory here. Maybe anyone woluld think that it's stupid 'cause the only things happened was nothing.

The cab arrives at the airport. I take my luggage out from the boot. After paying the cab's driver, I walk to the check in counter. I still have two hours more before my flight. Kris still doen't know about this. I think.  What I want is to get out from here. Get away from what happen. The diary in China, memory in China. I have to throw it away from my mind. Bye China, Bye Kris. Oppa...