Joon POV

i heard her footsteps approaching the door. OMG, she's coming! what should i do? what happened last night keep on replaying in my head. how can she love 2 guys at one time while she's engaged to someone else? she must be an alien.

Her eyes are red. she must be crying all night long. after placing her stuff, she went to my table. i hate it when she tried avoiding my looks. not a single word came out from her lips. Awkwardness filled the room.

"ehemmm.." i tried to gain her attention as she kept on treating my like a fly.

She walked away as if nothing happened.

"are you going to ignore me the whole day?" i tried to break the silence

"nope.. why should i do that?" she replied

"if it's about last night, i...." i said but she cutted me off.

"this is office!"

"it's my office and i have the right to say what i wanted to say!"

"but i have no interest to discuss personal matter here. lets find another time to talk about it.." she continued her work.

It must be hard for her. she's right.. things will get more awkward if we discuss personal matter at the office. i don't want to loose my best secretary.

talking about secretary... i've to find someone to replace her as my secretary. ANOTHER ISSUE!!!!!!

End Joon POV

Hanbi POV

i sneek a peak at Joon. he looks tooo calm, which was out of my expectation. how can he be so relaxed after what had happened between us last night. He must be thinking that i'm a playgirl.

Maybe i really am a .

i really wish i can love him freely. to be honest, i don't even know when i started to love him. i can't control myself when i say him with hyori. i breaks my heart into pieces. is there a chance for us? i want to be with him but in the same time, i want to be a good daughter. My marriage to Jeejoong will help my dad's company too.

, he's looking at me. i acted like i'm focusing on the tender documents. he smiled which means he knows that i'm stalking him.

an sms from AJ oppa.

"i know it's hard for you.. i'm not forcing you to be my girlfriend.. i just wish you can be with the one you love. if you need any help, i'll be there.."

oppa is sooo sweet. maybe the feeling i have for AJ oppa is what some people called "attachment". being around him is a routine for me. maybe it was love between a sister and her brother. i felt protected when i'm with him.

I leave the office as soon as the clock strikes 5. i was afraid that i'll say thing that will make my life worst. i was about to twist the door knob when i felt Joon's breath on my neck.

"worktime is over..." he said with his eyes closed. i pushed him away and ran to the parking lot.

End POV

Joon stood at the same spot for a minute.

"did she just pushed me away?" he asked himself.

he walked back to his seat.

Joon POV

I must find a way. make it an express way..

EXPRESS!

i know what to do.. but i hope that god is on my side.

i called Onew and his colleugue to my office. they will be the base of my super secret project.

HAHAHAHAHHAH...Jaejoong, She'll be MINE!

i hope...T_T

A/N: sorry for not updating. YAY, i'm fully recovered! and the best thing is... WE MADE UP!!!!! he cried and told me that he can't live without me .. but still, he's my inspiration to write. DINO, Komawo! of=h, i forgot to tell you that KYU@ Joonie's Rabbit is actuallly a bear in real life. he's a teddy bear my Hunny bought for me on my 20th b'day... i need to sleep.. bubbye!