HARD TO RESIST
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Description
this is about yunho's obsession toward kim jaejoong, he can sacrifice anything just for jaejoong, he will go trough all the pain just to see jaejoong smile, his life is all about kim jaejoong. Can he get this man? Can jaejoong realize his bestfriend's feeling toward him? can jaejoong eventually reciprocate yunho's feeling ? will they have the same feeling toward each other? what will they have to fight in the future to keep their love eternally? what if someday jaejoong discover yunho obsession, what will he think about it?
just read it..hope you enjoy it..
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Foreword
"Yunho !!!!!! "
Yunho really knows that voice, the voice he always miss the most, the voice that always makes his heart quicken it beats, addicted to the sensastion, he wait to hear it more, closer , clearer to his ear.
Why like this again, always, yunho, stop now, heart, do not beat too fast, he'll hear it.
Yunho wanted to turn around and saw a man whom he miss very much but he can't because he is too busy calming his heart, he always does it when Jaejoong suddenly called his name, his heart stop beating for as second before quickening it pace,Jaejoong keep walking toward yunho, he jogs to match yunho's foot steps whom acting as if he did not hear jaejoong.
"Yunho, why are you walking so fast, wait for me."
Jaejoong hugs Yunho from behind, put his right hand on yunho's neck.he will never realized the effect that he could give to his friend, just with a little touch, just with a little smile, just by hearing his name called by Jaejoong, Yunho will feel his heart beating faster twice, yunho holding his breath for a moment, feel the effects of the skin touch, just little act from Jaejoong can drove him crazy.
yunho is addicted to his friend, he worship everything about this man, he fell in love with this man, not yet a college student that time but for the first time he saw jaejoong,Jaejoong is the center of his life, he will continue to spin in the same circle , he only able to admire him,too afraid to have him, his love toward his friend just undescribeable.
Yunho is deep lost in Jaejoong's angelic voice, his charming eyes, his creamy white skin, his smile, his beautifull face, everything about Jaejoong is like a miracle for him, something that come out of his dream and creating a form in a shape of perfectly beautiful human being.
"Emmm, I'm Tired waiting you at canteen joongie, so I’ve decide to wait you in the car."
Still he doen’t dare to see Jaejoong in the eyes, his body began to sweat, Jaejoong put his hand on yunho’s cheeks, pinching it playfully.
"My sweet friend, do not mad at me, I just take jessica to his ballet room, that's it, sorry to make you wait, do not be angry"
Jaejoong pouted Sweetly to yunho, make yunho's heart melt,sweet like chocolate ice cream, Sweetly,he love that pouted, he can not resist That pout, he will do anything just to land a kiss on it, tasting the cherry lips.
Jaejoong in his religion, always there, in his heart, in his mind, in his brain, in his scents, in concious state or unconcious one without he realize it, breathing in his system.
"I'm not angry joongie, I'm just lazy to wait you in the cafeteria, you forget it again,this day we have our football schedule right?"
"Yes captain, i’m sorry, can we go now my yunnie"
Jaejoong left a quick kiss on yunho’s cheek, makes yunho froze for a moment, why this man couldn’t understand him, couldn’t know everything he does will affect yunho severely, why he has to make it hard for him. Isn't this what religion is? to be in the trials everyday..
They are walking hand in hand toward yunho’s red sedan, for those who might spare a look at them both, might think they are BFF or brothers, but the truth is, it looks like yunho is Jaejoong bodyguard, he will pick Jaejoong in the morning, go to their college together, back home together, and yunho willingly will send jaejoong everywhere he want to go, these are the reasons why Jaejoong did not bring his own car to the college, yunho jokingly said he is more suitable in the passenger seat beside it will spare them the gas. Yunho didn't really mind about the money though, he just said it to encourage jaejoong not to bring his own vehicle.
The selfish jung yunho want to train kim jaejoong to be dependent on him.
The naive kim jaejoong is not aware about the real motive. He already get used with yunho excessive treatment toward him, but he assumes it's just some kind of concern for a friend toward his friend, since they were young yunho always by his side, the one who understand him more than his father or mother and understand him more than his lover.
The seed yunho plants everyday some of it grows faster than yunho expect, if only yunho knew he will be a happy man.
"Today I’ll drive this car yunnie okay? I Don't drive a car often by myself because of you, do you want me to forget how to drive a car?"
Yunho opened the door car for jaejoong, not at driver's seat side but at his usual place, beside yunho at passenger's seat.
“don’t force me to force you jae”
"okay! stubborn" jaejoong is too tired to argue, he didn't really mind actually to relax his body more at a passenger seat. The seed is in a form of fruit, if jung yunho can see it He can bite the sweetness out of it, jaejoong obedience is another kind of pleasure.
"okay! stubborn" jaejoong is too tired to argue, he didn't really mind actually to relax his body more at a passenger seat. The seed is in a form of fruit, if jung yunho can see it He can bite the sweetness out of it, jaejoong obedience is another kind of pleasure.
The selfish man drives his car and smiles at the man sitting beside him already settling for a nap.
I am re-writing this story as I try to keep an update because I was writing this story when my ability in english was like a pain in the , so I almost snap my own neck when I re-read it. So if the story might feel strange at some part I might be in the process of editing it while you read it.
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