“jae....”   He startled from the view, he saw jaejoong in front of his door.    “jae...why you are here?”   Jaejoong didn’t answered yunho question, he lean closer and then he hug yunho so tigh,make yunho hard to breath.   “jae...”   Yunho spoke  in his heavy breath,he startled from jaejoong sudden action and beside that why jaejoong here now, he suppose to be in japan,not here,in front of his house.   Jaejoong released his hug and look at yunho sharp eyes, he cupped yunho face with his soft hand,his eyes is sparkling,yunho could saw he shed a tears.   “what’s wrong jae?”   Jaejoong lean closer to his face and kiss his lips gently,yunho got shocked for a while, he realize what was jaejoong done to him, he feel jaejoong lips start to his buttom lips, he feel he will explode, jaejoong his soul away,he didn’t respon, this is hard to believe to be true, he feel jaejoong wet tounge over his mouth,he feel like jaejoong tickling over his body.   He knew jaejoong reached his head lower to get a better position, he help jaejoong with his hand, he circle his hand around jaejoong waist and lifted up the boy to help him,jaejoong kiss gone wild,he feel he have to respon jaejoong kiss, he lead both of his lips to feel what he want to feel long time ago, but this is still hard to believe, he jaejoong buttom lips like no tomorrow,he kiss jaejoong hungrily,left the boy breathless.and then he realized jaejoong didn’t spoke any singgle word to him.he released jaejoong from his possesive position.   “jae..........”   Jaejoong didn’t answer him,jaejoong just stay there smiled at him with his bright eyes.he reached jaejoong face, but he couldnt feel anything, just the air,he saw jaejoong face slowly blured become unseen figure, lost from his sight.   “jae......”   He feel the aching go trough over his body, the ache and the cold come from his deep heart and then creeping over his body,he feel shiver and shaking from lost he feel inside his heart.   “jae.........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!don’t leave me”   He open his eyes and see around,he just seeing his white wall, he is in his bed, alone, the tears rolling down from his eyes,he hold his chest tighly try to decreased the pain, he feel the big hole in his heart,he breath heavily,the sweat over his body, he feel so cold inside his body.   “jae...i miss you”   ‘i miss him, i miss him, i miss him, i miss him’   He repeat he miss his jaejoongie in his mind, he couldn’t stop it, he really miss him.he couldn’t sleep anymore.he need someone to calm him,he couldn’t breath.   He wake up from his bed and walk around his room, but his feeling didn’t got better, he open his door and then step his feet to changmin room.   knock..knock....   changmin hear someone knocking his door.   “honey, wait a minute..i think i ‘m advent a guest”   Changmin talked to his girlfriend across the line.he open his door and see his hyung in front of his door.   “what?”   He asked to his brother with lazy tone.He still hold his phone, he just open his door a little, he didn’t feel he have to order his brother to come in anyways, he need a private time, he want to talk to his girlfriend.   “can  i sleep with you?”   Yunho asked him with pleading eyes.he push changmin door to make a space for him to enter the room,changmin got shocked because yunho push the door quite hard so he step forward from th door. He saw his brother walk to his bed like he is not exist.   “honey..i have to end our conversation now, i have a some signicant problem here”   “em..thank you..”   “good night..have a nice dream”   Changmin saw yunho sit in his bed with red eyes, he keep staring his palm,changmin take a sit beside his brother.   “hyung....what’s wrong?”   “i miss him”   “.....”   Chagmin patted his hyung back softly.   “he come to my dream”   “......”   “he kiss me”   “what? If he kiss you..even this is just a dream you shoud be happy hyung”   “it weird minnie, he come to me, kiss me, and then leave me”   “what do you think ?why he do that?”   “i don’t know, but i felt he was very far from me”   “you shouldn’t have to think too much..this is just a dream”   “but this is look so real....why he kiss me?”   “because he want to may be?”   “but why he leave me?”   “em....i don’t know,but may be he miss you”   “i don’t think so..i keep missing him in this couple days,but he didn’t called me yet”   “hyung..why you didn’t said you love him,i think it would better for you”   “i can’t ruined what i already have with him”   “look...you torturing yourself..look at you..how could you do this to yourself”   “you don’t know changmin-ah,,i will die if he hate me”   “you have to brave,he is not a paranormal,he won’t know what you feel for him if you didn’t told him”   “.....”   “can i sleep here? I feel uneasy if i’m just by myself”   “....em...ok then”   Yunho took a blanket to cover his cold body, actually he didn’t feel cold outside but inside his body,he didn’t know how to warm it,changmin take a place and lay beside his brother,he look at his brother sad face.   ‘why you love jae hyung so much, you broke yourself’   He look to his cellphone and texting his girl.   _honey....sleep well...dreaming me <3 _   He smiled and then closed his eyes.   “please let m